我爱你 <3 muackiies

2010-12-05T23:25:00.000-08:00

There's alot of photos. I'm lazy to upload here. too much. hahas. All the way from 15 nov till now. Hahas. Some still inside my phone. Because when work is bored, my hp comes into picture. Zilian. Hahas. Work can be damn bored. Be bored and get paid. I don't like this kind of job. Can bored die man. Thursday I am damn bored. I take paper and start to draw. No visitors, no phone call, no paging. Bored like hell. From 2+ wait for fang gong. diaoooo! 5 end work... Want photo, go facebook. Hahas. Thought of what to wear tml already. hahas. Everyday think of what to wear. I need more clothes and heels, flats ETC! hahas. More office wear. Alright, shall get going, arbo tml goona be llike zombie like what muhd said on friday.
muhd: why look so sleepy?
Me: tired.
and he laugh. sickening! He shuai. =DDD

2010-11-15T01:33:00.000-08:00

I want!

Alright, another week has gone. I have full 1 week to enjoy before I start work next Monday. Darn fast man. The moment I thought that I have to wake up at 6 to bathe and prepare I feel terribly SIAN... Work starts at 8. The only good thing is I only work till 5pm and away from work on Saturday and Sunday.

So called celebrate my birthday at ahgong 's house yesterday, Sunday. Every of the cousins' birthday is being celebrate together there. I don't want a cake, so we treat them eat. My dad cook. Of course I helped out. Hah! Those dishes are sumptuous man! The food only cost $160! Woah! Photos are taken are upload on Facebook.

Looking forward =)

2010-11-13T00:58:00.000-08:00

Officially ended! =D

'O' level officially ENDED! Yeah hey! Now I can play. But har, at the same time, I feel bored. Like now, I'm bored again. Fine...

Thursday:
Stayed at home. Did some MCQ question for science paper 1 the next day.. Watch TV. Went to lakeside to look for my mum and aunt. Then found out my earpiece is spoil! Tsk! The thing came out! Izzit all saumsung phone liddat uh? Annabel one spoil, Sophia one also spoil. Same, the thing come out. hrm... Anyway, get a new one already. I can't survive without song. Moreover I have to go work I can't possibly don't listen song bah. I will bored die on the way there. All the way to lakeside, then back to CCK again. Tsk! Waste my time. Should have stayed at home and watch TV instead. Hah! Lot to pay bill. Then walked home. Watch TV and then went out to eat. Eat stingray. Lalalala. I spend the whole night watching TV. Hahas. Till 12+, 1am then sleep.

Friday:
I was waked up by rain? Is that rain? Or some construction done at my house downstair. It's noisy. But sleep back, after awhile, Natalie called me. "Eh Simin I got job for you leh!" huh? I still abit blur. Hahas. So ya. At first, I was still thinking. Want anot uh. Hahas. End up she put me in. There's another person also. But the client chose me! arggggghhhhh! Hahas! Was actually very happy larhs. Hahas =D Went out for breakfast with my mum. Then NTUC awhile. Then back home. Watch awhile of TV. Changed. And I'm off to school for science paper 1. I didn't study much uh. Hahas. Just liddat go in. After paper, return Natalie's call. I have to go down to her office. Therefore, went down with Yuehan. Adeline tag along. Got car car sit. Hahas. =D Natalie machiam my friend. Hahas. Talk non-stop and very comfortable. She's only 21! So young! Hahas. Sign some document. And yes, I'm down for the job. So, I can be asked for dinner on weekdays, and out on Saturday. Sunday is for my family! Hahas. My work hour is from 8am to 5pm. Receptionist. Dinner. Hahas. Lunch is impossible larhs uh. Hahas. Otherwise can meet me at my workplace. Hahahahas. =DD He drove Adeline and I to my place first. lalalala. Waited for him. Met him, Sophia, and Munting at my house downstair at 7+. went out for dinner. Stingray again. Hahas. =D It's nice! They say nice too. My recommendation not bad uh =D Was damn full! Hahas. We were so full until there're still leftover. So we say we oh-bay-som. See who lose who eat. That's what Adeline and yuehan coordinate larhs uh. End up they 2 down! Hahahahas. Laugh die the 3 of us! They never eat finish larhs. Really too full. Hahas. Spend some time deciding where to go on the car. Then Yuehan drove, KJE, going BKE already. WHERE!? Haven decide. Hahas. End up don't know why go Bugis. Yuehan bought a tee-shirt. Liddat only. Hahas. Also the shop are closing larhs. It's 10+ already. So he drove all of us back. =D Always go out always got car. =) But abit paiseh cos the fuel he pay. Next time we kup. =)) Then I'm home. I'm going Jurong Point tml! Yay! Out again. Hahas. This time is with Mum. See got what to get. Then Monday Vivo City with Munting. Tuesday, I shall be taitai for the day. Hahas. Manicure and Pedicure. Wednesday, public holiday cum my BIRTHDAY! I'm booked for the day! =) Thurday to Sunday I will be at Genting! =D As usual larhs, Every year I go Genting. Hahas. No fun already. I go there is look after kids uh. Hahas. Better than at home nothing to do. Then the next day after I'm back I will be starting work. Fast. I have 1 week to play. Hahas. Then I will work very hard to save for my taiwan trip! =D So look forward!!

2010-11-11T00:57:00.000-08:00

I'm already in holiday mood! :)

Went out on Tuesday. Hahas. Can't wait to play ya =D Adeline came to my house first. Prepare. Make up =D That's what we almost always do when we go out together. Far places larhs uh. Not lot1 or study, then normal, t-shirt and short. Took 188 all the way to Vivo City. Ok. It's bored in the bus. And it's so damn slow man. Usually it only take 45mins to reach Vivo. I work for 40+ days last year there. Yea, imagine, alone, in the bus, bored die. But that day bus ride was close to 1hour! Both of us goona bored die man. Both of us cam-whore after boarding the bus. Hahas! That's GIRLS! Reach Vivo. First, went to the wash room first. Hahas. Start cam-whoring again. =D Withdraw money. Met up with Annabel, dasiang and burnett. They just finish their meal. That was 5pm.. Hrm... Then they went smoking while Adeline and I try to find Ruoyi. Stand at a spot for so long, yet she don't see me. So as Brian walk away i shouted her name. Hahas! Then find them back. Walk around. Okay, bored man. Then decide where to go for dinner. Actually wanted to go bugis for some laksa steamboat? But end up didn't go because Yuehan couldn't make it. So decide to go Bukit Timah for some zi-chai. Not bad uh those dish. Hahas. We were hungry! 5 person total of 52bucks! Not very expensive thought. Each paid 10 and Adeline paid for the extra 2. Thank you Adeline! =) Oh, Yuehan came later. Because he needed pass e-dictionary to Yixing. So he drove us all to Yixing's house to pass him that. Then send Adeline and Burnett home. Then ME! yay! Got car car to sit. Hahas. Thank you Yuehan! I want go gaigai again. Hahas. Friday! Where 'O' level is officially ended. Left science paper 1. It's MCQ. Oh! And, Tuesday was my lunar birthday. Went home, bug dad cook mee xian for me. Hahas. Share with my dad and brother. Till late night then sleep. The next day wake up by Ruoyi's message and 9+ but sleep back. And another msg by her again at 12+. Alright I'm awake. Did nothing. Ate roti prata for lunch. I like! =D Watch TV. Till 3. Decided to clear my room. No table. It's damn messy. Everything stack stack stack. Hahas. Cleared everything that was on the table for 2hours. Then I don't know how to put it back. hahas. Still alot of things but neater. Cos I do all the stuff down there. Make up. Doll up. My CD player is there too. My perfume. My cosmetics. My hairbands, rubber bands, clips, everything. Still have ear-ing and necklaces and bracelets in the drawer. Cause too much. Especially Ear-ing. Like don't need money one. Hahas. Done. Put used books aside. Those usable books into the cupboard. Tons of paper. Sell garang guning one. Didn't take photos of how many tons. HAH! Sweep the floor and mop the floor. Eh tired! Cause I use cloth to mop. It's cleaner this way. Bathe. I'm hungry! Hahas. Ate dinner. Watch TV. And computer time. Hahas. Waiting for time for show at 1.30. Late uh. Anyway, there's nothing on tomorrow.

I want to work. I want money. I want buy things. I want to store up my wardrobe. Hahas. I want long dress. Eh my brithday is coming. Hahahahas! What a hint. =D Alright let the picture do the talking. =)

Trip to Vivo City.

half way through.
Notice my eyelash =D

I like! =D

Look long =D

We both wore heels =)

I love Adeline's smile.

Cleaning of my desk

There's actually more on the left hand side of the desk.
See how messy it's stack!
Bearing with it since don't know when.
Been waiting for this day to throw everything! =D

That's the graduation bear

I love camera.
Because it gets to capture things on focus mode
with blur background.

All these watch aren't working ALTOGETHER
That's sickening.
Because then I wear....

My guess watch to school.
Now I wanna get a new watch.

That's how ugly when doing housework.
Hair all up.
Like aunty.

See how lots of things!?

Much neater. Although alot of things.
But that's all that I need! Hahas.

2010-11-09T00:25:00.000-08:00

Canon ixus

Yea, bought a new camera. Canon one. This photo is taken with that camera. Nice effect thought. My hair is not coloured! Natural! Hahas! I love this colour. If it can be seen clearly then I can save money to dye hair. Hahas.

Went for CCKSS concert performance on Sunday. Dance was boring. CO was impressive. Band was Hai Hao Lor. Drama was INTERESTING! It's about LOVE. Love as in many kind. =) Alright, I dead beat man. Woke up at 6+ today and went for Social Studies and F&N paper. Now only left with science paper 1 MCQ. I'm already in holiday mood! Hahas! Can't wait! I want to play right now. And and and! I want to work! So I have money! hahas. Now I have camera, I want iphone 4.

Money just drop from the sky! yipee!
It's actually hard works pay off.
Reward for work and work for reward.

2010-11-05T11:19:00.000-07:00

Random

I'm bored. Therefore, here I am. hah! Long time since I last post. Heh. =D Because I'm lazy and plus once I start blog I will bi-li-pa-la everything come out. Hahas. It's been some donkey years since I last posted. Hahas. 3months+?

Prelim ended. O level started. English down, Math down, Science written down, History down. Now left with Social studies, F&N and science MCQ. Yes! 1 more week and I shall play all I want. Hahas! =DD Craving for a lot of stuffs now. But no money uh, so don't have that desire. Hahas. Already 1 job waiting for me. Yes uh! hahas. Promoter of Toshiba laptop at Suntec City IT fair on 25, 26, 27, 28 Nov. I'm comfirm! Hahas. Although it's promoter again, but this time round is promote laptop. Pay is of course better. Because there's commission too. Hahas. I have another job. Work back my last time company and there's an increase in pay. BUT! I 吊起来卖 hahas. DON'T WANT. Don't want promoter. Wanna try something else. Admin? Hahas. 5 day or 5 1/2 day work week. 0800 to 1500. night can early sleep. Don't need stand and get bored and nag when no sales. =D Somemore don't need wear all black can wear own clothes, OL. hahas. Office Lady. Better Toshiba promoter can wear skirt with polo tee or their tee. Best uh! Hahas. Don't like to wear long pants. Goona work very hard to pull sales and get more commission. Hahas. Found 8 person of our own friends. All work together same booth! Yes uh! Hahas. Go work, finish work and work together. That's the best thing! =D

My birthday is coming. And I don't know what to do and go where to celebrate and with who uh. Hahas. I only know I want go Vivo and get my awfully chocolate derhx cake! Hahas. I love that cake! Nice!

数到7去自由 =))

2010-07-27T23:47:00.000-07:00

What a lousy E-learning day

Today is E-learning day. Which mean we don't have to go school, but stay at home and study and do work. Crap larhs. Whole school using asknlearn and ace-learning. Everybody do at the same time, so lag. How to do? Only Social Studies is interesting. Because of the viewing of Video and writing down notes. Yes, I admit that's my favourite topics. Because it's easy! And common sense. Everybody knows about it. Healthcare in Singapore. But I spend like 1hour 45minutes doing it. Brother having E-learning at home too. He uses desktop while I use aunt's laptop. Oh! Before that, woke up at 7.40 prepared, charged lappy then went out. Met Adeline and Munting for breakfast at mac. Bought breakfast back for mum and bro. who knows I just buy finish only it rain heavily. Rush to shelter then walk to LRT and took LRT home. Ask brother to get umbrella for me. =) Complete English, Math, SS and F&N. Phy. Ya. SHIT YOU! Cannot open! Next time, for goodness sake!, Put everything in microsoft larhs. DUMB! Humph! I'm not that CLEVER to go to school and finish up just 1 work. It just totally suck larhs. Don't like. Lucky this is my last year. Other wise if there's more E-learning coming up, I will faint. 2 months! Kept emphasizing. 2 months to graduate and 89days to actual 'O' Level English written paper. Oral coming soon. I have confident in oral =D not proud. I just have the confident

Know what!? I starting to HATE Physics and English. I got scolded for nothing eh. Physics. Was at the lab the other day. Forgot when. Last week I think. Was doing practical about lens and something derhx larhs. I don't understand what the question is talking about so I ask MY TEACHER
Me: TEACHER, I don't understand this. pointing at the question
TEACHER: Giving that very annoying face. What you don't understand!? And walk away.
Hey! Aren't you suppose to teach me? I call you TEACHER eh. You just set up the apparatus, ask us to follow that diagram and do. When I don't understand the instruction, aren't you suppose to teach me!? You think what!? Guineas ar? I'm not that clever. If I'm clever I will not be in that school in that stream! Tsk! You ain't doing your job, you just simply throw us the worksheet and ask us to do OURSELVES. So what we have to do ourselves on O level. This is not O level right!? We are just practicing right!? If you dont teach, how are we going to excel during O level. Isn't all teacher suppose to motivate student and teach them when in doubt? You just made your student demoralised!
English. I dont know how to do. So I WROTE it in PENCIL. And YOU return it back and says incomplete. Don't know how to do then you must explain whattttt!? Another ~~IDIOT~~ Pissed off! What kind of school and what kind of teacher!? I'm counting down 2 more months and I will be OUT of this bloodly hell school!
Everything bottle up inside. Who to tell? No ones know.
I don't want to study anymore.
Why put yourself in so much pressure when you don't have the interest in it
You jolly well know what you want to do after O.
You know you don't want to study anymore
You just want those result to shut people up.

Suddenly I'm stuck of what to continue writing. Anyway, just 2 more months, get it over and done with. Dont have the mood to write anymore. Off to do English and Math homework. SEE! E-learning at home. Still got homework. Might as well ask us to go school.

2010-07-25T18:42:00.000-07:00

I said I've put down means I have.
Stop talking about that anymore.
I know you weren't happy.
Then don't mention!

Currently at ahgong house. I'm bored larhs. Nothing to do. Math homework done. Left graph. I will get it done within 15minutes later. English. I'm lazy..... Scare of doing comprehension. Been doing it first week of school EVERYDAY. Have photos to upload. But it's in my computer. Don't have it here. =( hrm... Like nothing to do on internet eh. Monday school, Tuesday school. Wednesday E-learning day. Stay at home. Brother will be staying at home too. He's also having E-learning day. House only got 1 computer how is 2 person goona do work using only 1 computer!? Borrow from xiao yi her laptop. Heh heh.... I can use all I want since there's wireless. =P Alright... Dinner time =)

It all started long ago and ended long ago...

2010-07-20T21:19:00.000-07:00

I'm bored. But I've got nothing to do. I want go sleep. But it's 9+ only and it's late day tomorrow. OKAY! Sleeping soon. so tomorrow no dark eye ring so I can wear contact lens! Yay! hahas. Because tomorrow is racial harmony day. Wearing ethnic costume. So looking forward to it. I want take photos. Heard that!? Fulltime! 45th never take wor! Have tons of photos inside my phone but I'm lazy to upload even thought I'm bored. hahas. My phone is troublesome larhs. Need shut down then take out battery then take out memory card then put inside adapter then plug into CPU then upload then upload here again. Eh, troublesome. Wait till ALOT then upload. hahahahas. Oh! Got 2 donkeys use my phone take their picture and put as my wallpaper. That's irritating uh. And he got jealous. OOPS! =D Alright, short post. gdnight! =)

Happy Birthday tan ruoyi!
and
Happy Birthday Adeline lim juay hui
and Racial harmony day tml
And
Happy Birthday Inez tml
And Happy Birthday Yongshen on friday.
And
1 more i forgot who. OOPS! on saturday.
Woo! So many people birthday on JULY. I kept withdrawing money you know!?

2010-07-09T23:35:00.000-07:00

我如果说不想你，那我就是在撒谎

School was fine this week.
Tuesday:
Forgot what lesson already.... Hahas. Only remember last lesson. History. Suppose to meet Sophia for lunch. Bell goes off* Happily wanting to go meet Sophia, she already outside the school. Who knows someone came in and says 5a1 has math remedial. WHAT!? So last minute!? Look for Sophia outside school thinking what to do. End up she met her friend. Remedial was just like school work. Did math question. Not hard whattttttt... Tsk! 3+ gone. Meet Sophia outside school. Then LRT-ed home. Pull brother and went for a jog at the park. 20minutes. Cannot too long. Meeting people. Bathe, changed. I'm out. Walked to Yuehan's house. Helped him. tsk! It doesn't pay to be kind uh. Help him yet still say me. humph! Did 2 set of math papers. Meaning, 2 paper 1 and 2 paper 2. Mr Ong I also never want to do so much in a day! like 3h+ So fast can finish is because I rush. And dont't know. Whatever, skipped already. Not very hard thought. Went home at 9+

Wednesday:
Late day. Damn tired. wanna sleep later. End up rushing preparing. tsktsktsk. Still out on time. Don't like Wednesday take LRT also. Cos alot people. ever since CCK ITE open Wednesday morning alot people. Everyday afternoon alot people. Then I got to "excuses me. excuses me. excuses me." in order to get out at south view. tsk. Be it 2 finish lesson, or 3+ or 5+ then finish lesson. Stomach cramp like hell. Didnt ate what.. Miss a day of jogging. cannot take it. pain like hell. Oh ya! That afternoon for 1 hours old man was adeline and adeline was old man. Haiqal was simin and simin was haiqal. hahas. Funny. we went toilet and they sat at our place refusing to get up claiming they were us. self service uh. from my bag take things. Use my phone take photos. Put as wallpaper somemore. tsk! After lesson. Stayed in class. English rememdial. After remedial. saw my phone. irritating! change. dont want see their face larhs. i want see mine only. hahas.

Thursday:
Stomach cramp until horrrrrrrrrrrrr... Still I went school. Didnt eat what.. got larhs, munting derhx cereals. hahas. lesson were fine.. Cold for the whole day. Wore jacket. Irritating Shaun disturb since morning. Took my jacket out from my bag and throw it to me. GOOD! I want wear. hahahahas =D Assembly. Ya. big ass fan. COLD larhs. nobody entertain... After assembly. went home. Did homework. math. spend less than an hour. Sleep till 5.35. woke up. watch tv. prepare. pull my father and brother go jog. my father crazy, want jog from my house, ave 2, to ave 5, brickland road, bukit batok, CCK ITE, the ..... behind palm garden there, 253. park jog 2 round. home. really far. but fun. hahas. irritating i was jogging slowly. they walking suddenly ran pass me until very in front. cant be bother i slowly jog and chase them. home at 8.

Friday:
TIRED! Wanting to wake up at 6.30. but cannot larhs. once wake up cannot sleep back. scare late. prepared. school. back in class. Shaun disturb again because Adeline wasnt there and munting late. she say today i no friend. he be my friend. i entertain him. OKAY! prevent the drug thing or whatsoever. some windmill. huh!? abit childish dump it under my table. news link. second life. not interested. math 1st period. bored leh. half day dreaming. Adeline never come school. sick. Munting in front. bu fang bian talk. hahas. PE. at first didnt want to change to pe shirt. but run 2.4. CHANGE larhs. since i fail by that 40s only. tsk! humph! Ran. I RAN THROUGH OUT. guess what!? pass?! HA! No! Fail by 10s! walao! long bia! Tell teacher give me pass i ran through out. hahahahahas =D Drank milo during recess. Back to class. Chit chatting. English. Picture discussion. at first with munting. i kept forgetting. Change partner. With Shaun and kokhui. Crapping. not discussion. Kokhui talk very loud. MT. at first outside staffroom. kana caught by mrs chew. inside coloured. hahas. mr lee walk pass "why? she naughty ar?" humph! I very guai 1 okay!? Changed to outside hall. noisy out there. Did math with earpiece on. all the way till 1+ when ms cheong msg me and ask me get something from her. she also another lazy one. from staffroom cannot walk to outside hall meh? humph. then i 1 person at there must keep everything inside bag then go meet her. I thought something big she want give me leh. so is merit award nomination form. CHEY! i want EAGLES! Why give her?! Why I dont have!? Cant get over it har. do do do until 2. sharp. went up to cyber lab 2. for F&N. DONE with coursework B. not everything larhs. at least front all done. now must execution then evaluation jiu done already. Now i want do coursework A derhx execution larhs. I want COOK! Everything done at 5+ home. Bathe. Online =)) okokokay. I have to go already. I got math test tml. It's a saturday morning. at 7.30AM! humph! 2 hours paper 1 test. again!? lucky I finish my homework paper 2 already. left graph question. tml can go out play without worry yeah! =D gdnight! =)

说不想你是假的

2010-07-05T23:34:00.000-07:00

Don't we look alike?? =)

It's 11 now. pm. I'm still not goona sleep. Not tired. But feeling sick =( I vomited just now. The feeling. Gosh! That's hell man. Decided to go for a jog at a nearby park from my house. 3 rounds, like gastric pain, giddy, weak. Sat down. Getting more and more uneasy. Feel like vomiting. Who knows I vomited. yuck! I ATE! Wait! That was like 12? when I last ate. And jog was 6.30. So is because I ate or didn't eat? Whatever larhs. At least feeling better now.

1 week after school reopen. Well, school was fine. But not having the mood to study. oops! Listen to lesson. Listen. Listen Listen. Turn to Adeline and we start talking again =D If not day dream. remember once, during Math lesson, bored until I day dream. Adeline saw me day dream, help me flip my paper. hahas =D

Friday had lesson till 10.45 only. That was like crap man. 2 period. news link then 1st period was physics. Then MT. I had free period. Canteen to have breakfast cum lunch at 9.30. hahas. Stayed there for quite some time before going to hall then wait for zihui and LRT-ed home. Bathe, Changed, this and that. Met Munting and headed to Adeline house. It was raining before that, lucky when I went out rain stopped. Heels was VERY high. I'm taller than munting that day! hahas. Sophia then came. Make up. I'm on contact lens that day =) Bus to school at 5? Helped choir tie their hair. Then went down to SIT. No much people at first. many people couldn't recognize me. =)) Dinner wasn't nice larhs. aiya! what do you expect right? hahas Took photos. Not alot but quite some. Wanted to go backstage. Wanted to sneak up. someone stopped us. Then walk from behind. Saw Mr Ong from far. He like notice it's us. Scary. hahas. Like fun but like hahas. funny larhs. End up went back to canteen. Met Yingxin, sophia and her 2 cousin. Decide where to go and watch what movie. End up I didn't go. Because I didn't want to watch that show =) tired too. Sat at bus-stop with some of the A2s they wait for Ms Cheong. Took photos with Ms Cheong. =)) LRT-ed home. Something happen at the LRT lift. Hahas. 自知自明 laugh die me. Homed. Then I realised, I left my bag at Adeline house on purpose and my make up remover is inside that bag. No choice lol, use tissue. Pain die larhs. Good thing it's easy to remove. Bathe. And SLEEP! Tired.

Saturday. mum woke me up at 9+. Didnt want to wake up. Tired. But still woke up. Prepare. I use 10 minutes to prepare only. Any idea how rush they are. Tsk! Cab there. Super slow! 50, 60, The most 70km/h Highway! Middle lane. Tsk! My dad only use 8 minutes to drive from my house to my ahgong house that taxi driver used 20 minutes! faint! Cost my mum $8+ just from cck to jurong west. So near only. Whatever. Reached. Helped in preparing and cook. Ahma death anniversary. 11+ I'm hungry. Very. Nag here and nag there. Then I decide to go downstair and buy something to eat. Nothing. Rice, noodles. nahh. I'm eating later after praying. So bought Roti prata. At least something to filled my stomach first. Blar blar blar. Burn incense paper, ate lunch. Forgot do what. 2+ I'm down on the sofa, falling asleep. Not nice to sleep. Sleep, wake up, sleep, wake up. Moreover, abit sick. down on flu. Actually wanna go Jurong point with mummy but, hee, I'm tired. woke up at 5+ Bug my dad for potato chips. hahas. Just nice he knock off, asked me to wait for him downstair. bought potato chips =D Watch tv. Homed at 10.

Sunday. Woke up at 12+ hahas! Know how my dad woke me up? He on songs. Tsk! I'm awake larhs. He bought me Mac for lunch! hahas. And my mum nag me for not wanting to get up early and have breakfast. Bleah! Ahgong house. Whole afternoon at kitchen. Making agar agar using coconut milk. I see.... Homed at 10.

Monday, Today. Woke up at 11+? I think. Woke up by a dream. How sweet that dream is uh. End up messaging that person. Only that few message larhs. Whatever, put down already. pau for lunch. Watch tv till 3. Then did homework. Watch tv. Went downstair for a jog. End up vomiting. tsk! Then never eat anything already. got larhs. mango. that few cubes. That's it. okay. Being nag already. Sleeping soon. Gdnight =)

2010-06-29T22:37:00.000-07:00

"No. I never do anything."

Hahas. That picture look like they 2 teachers are angry with me right. I don't know what we were discussing anyway. But I'M INNOCENT! =D This was taken last year sec 1 orientation.

Just finish my homework. F&N coursework whole thing DONE! Not whole larhs. Left execution and evaluation. And some editing and touching up.

Feel like going for a jog. But. Look at the timing now 10:36PM! And somebody's waiting for me to talk on phone. Later angry with me again. Petty larhs that person. Anyway, always liddat. Yesterday also. Just now also. End up also talk to me. =DD

Alright. Gdnight =)

2010-06-27T00:55:00.000-07:00

I couldn't open my house door. And I laugh all the way=D

Last day before school reopen. I don't want school to reopen. Because
#1, Means, 'O' level is near.
#2, Very busy studying and preparing for 'O's
#3, No time for any playing ANYMORE till 'O's
#4, No late sleep, No late wake up.
#5, No show time.
#6, No computer time.
#7, No K-singing.
#8, No.... Aiya everything NO except STUDY Right?

Monday: What did I do? Forget eh. I remember staying at home. Do homework. Actually wanted to meet Adeline and Munting they all Very long never see Munting already But never meet up with them as I'm lazy to go out.
Tuesday: Went to school for F&N. Didnt want to go. Tired. Damn tired. But still went. Regretted going. I KNOW HOW TO BAKE! Bangkit to check whether is my pay in. NO! Tsk! Homed. Onlined while waiting for parents and brother to come home. Then, went malaysia. Bought A LOT of T-shirt. My wardrobe is FULL already. hahas. Home at 10+ No jam. =)
Wednesday: Went Adeline house. Finish up Math. Thought of baking muffins. But late already 6+ I need to go home as I have tua dinner at night. Homed. Bathe. Out for Tua dinner. I'm hungry! That day I only ate. ate what? forgot. I think is bread. Ya. Bread. hahas.
Thursday: Stayed at home. Sit on sofa watching show. Then I got bored and I ask mum. "mummy, I help you sweep the floor." Sweep my room, my brother's room, living room. Then my mum came out from her room and tell me "And mop the floor too" and laugh and went into her room. I was like. " you very conveniently hor." the whole conversation is in Chinese. Mop my room. And I very tired already. panting* Mop brother's room then half of the living room. Yuehan called. Ask me whether want go jog. so I ok him lol. End up he put me aeroplane. tsk! Finish mopping the whole house. Cook dinner. ;D I'm in for cooking this few weeks. hahas. I'm making potato with chicken and mushrooms filling tml. Ate dinner. Met Yuehan 8. Supposedly. Then he called and say he just eat. tsk! Want to meet 9. I dont want larhs. so late already. Bathe and watch tv. 我和他和好了。hahas. Was smiling. oops! Chat on phone till 3am.
Friday: Woken up by message at 10+ ignore. sleep back. Yuehan called at 11+ okokokay. I wake up already. Prepare. Out. Adeline house. Before that went Shop n Save buy things. plan to bake muffins. Met Yingxin. Adeline house to bake muffins. Yixing then came. Not really a success. But nice overall. Texture wise, like cookies. Bake too long already. 20mins is enough. Noted =) Train to Pending. Sophia, Zhengzhong and Willie came. Bus 966 to parkway parade. Met Yuehan there. and off we went to East Coast Park. Met Yingxin and friend. Rent bike. Willie take me with him. I dont know how to ride. Oh! I know how to ride dont know how to control. I meant balance. All the way to Changi Beach. Then to Change village. Well. Tiring. Almost fall because willie kana shock by Zhengzhong. The bridge there wrote cannot cycle up, fine $1000. He shocked. hahahahas. On the way there was fun. Very fun =D I have a bunch of fun friends. They ate dinner. I had no appetite therefore drank... I forgot what's that called.... hrm.. forget it. Ride back. Tired! I realise, the moment i put my leg up to rest awhile the speed decrease. hahas. Willie concept is the person infront balanced and control, the person behind ride. orh. okay. hahas. late return bike. hahas. No add money =)) Sat down by the beach. RAT and SEA COCKROACH. ewwwwwwwwwww! I dont like... home at 9+ bus 966. then LRT. slept at 1. tired.

Saturday: Guess what time I woke up? The latest. I was shock too when I saw the time. 15:07 hahas. Middle of the night woke up sneezing all the way. from 3++ To 4++ then return back to sleep. Also Had a very weird dream. Scare. But late already nobody to call. Sleep all the way. 9+ got message. ignore. 12+ phone call. mum. asking me want eat what. I asnwer hrmm. hrmm. hrmm. hahahahas =D now i laugh larhs har. sleep. sleep. sleep. First time nobody call me wake up. wake up. 15:07. shock! So late ler wor? hahas. Actually meeting Ruoyi go out. but last minute she going malaysia. so everything cancel. Free day. dilly dally. officially wake up at 15:25. hahas. did nothing. all the way watching tv. homework also never touch. oops! hahas. SS and English.

I goona cook tomorrow! Yeah!! This dish requires a lot of skills. Time to go off. =)

没有你的日子，我一样过得很好。

2010-06-25T01:32:00.000-07:00

潇洒的放下，我解脱了。

This badge cost me $10! just to prove that I'm a promoter at ISETAN! tsk!
Why can't be like John little, have temporary badge for temporary promoter. tsk!
For deposit only. return the badge and i may take back my $10

Baking of cookies for Choir juniors.
Shouldnt have went. OOPS!

The outcome is nice despite the look from the process. =)

Isn't it nice? with rainbow topping.

Before it went into the oven.

Choir's bonding day.
Quite a success. I great.
They all happy. I thought.
From what I saw in their faces. Smile =)

See how happy they all? =)
Zhongping's idea of playing this game

Ms Cheong very shy because they sing very loud
"MS CHEONG, YOU VERY SEXY!"
Hahahahas.

Spoon are not for them to use for eating. for playing. =D

fingers on the egg. CHEAT!

Loser team clear court. carry bench only. not hard right Chermaine?

Their job is to ask 1 teacher to take picture with them acting cute.

Work. =D

One and only photo. Thomas door....
door what? forgot.
Quite cute larhs. people take and go.
PAY MONEY.

Yuehan house.

Yuehan's house.
With.
Yuehan's spec. hahas.

Me larhs =)

With contact lens =)

Homework checked:
Math done. Hand up.
English, not yet. oops!
SS. Not yet. Oops!
Anymore?
Chemistry. i think. half. heh.

Holiday is coming to an end. 3 more days for US to enjoy. yea. Everyday is packed. I'm all ready for school uh. hahas.
I've cut my hair. Fringe I mean. Short and neat. Not really short. hahas.
I've cut my finger nail. not used to it. used to have long nail.
I've remove my nail polish.
Iron my clothes.
Clean white shoe.
Just the fact that homework not totally done. nevertheless say revision. sign.. My fault.

Cut my fringe. Regretted cutting it. Back to bangs. nah.. I dont like anymore. I prefer slide now. shucks. Wait for it to long lol. what to do. tsk.

What to wear for 45th? Dont know. too busy for shopping of clothes and nothing caught my eyes. This whole June holiday I never did any shopping! As in bought anything. no. never. Ya... My dad gave me 50bucks 1 week ago? or 2? many days ago larhs. and it's still inside my wallet. Can't bear to use. hahas. My pay will be finally in tml after 2pm. tsk. Forget. what is this nah... Got money also no use. School reopen who got time to shop larhs. good! then can save. dumb! Taiwan trip.

Oh! And and. I mop the floor today. Tired die.

Alright. Off I should go. You want chat on phone but you never tell me when...

2010-06-21T02:22:00.000-07:00

Could both of you stop being so petty please.

There's quite some photos but my computer can't read my adapter. Try again another time. Finally I have the mood to upload photos. but nah.. forget it harr..

3rd week of holiday
Wednesday:
Homework day. half way went Yuehan house. Stuck infront of the laptop and that's it =D Went home. Still I did my homework =)
Thursday:
I forgot what I did. well. skipped =D
Oh! I remember! Went lot1 with mother. then to Adeline house at night. Her mum cooks. Nice. Thank you aunty. =)
Friday:
All the way to Bedok =) Woke up. Did math. The moment I washed up and step into my room. I sat down and did math. until 1 whole paper is done. then I ate my lunch. Egg tart. hahas. shhhhhhhhhhhh! Bathe. Stuck inside my room and cam-whore for like 1hour. not totally cam-whore. But, Changed, do things here and there, cam-whore. Happy already then went out. hahas. Went out at 4+. Walk to cck interchange. took MRT. Off I went for Bedok. Reach da yi's salon at 5+ mummy and xiao yi and cousin was there already. I'm not late. They went for facial. So I took my own sweet time =) Trim my eyebrown. =) Wait around Bedok ave. Wait for father. Had dinner at tanjong rhu. Send xiao yi and cousin home. Home I went. Did my stuff. And on phone =)
Saturday:
10+ phone call. Asking me whether wanna go East Coast cycle. Pardon me! I'm still on bed. blur blur. I eerrrr very long and say decide later. I want go back sleep first. hahas. Slept very late the other night. End up waking up. Called Yuehan. He decide to fetch me. As in cycle 2 person, He infront I behind. hahas. On him. =D No show to watch. Dont decide to do homework =D On channel 888 and sing. Then Yuehan called and ask me to prepare. Go Adeline house and wait for the rest. So, ok lol. Met Wilson, yuehan and yingxin. Adeline house. Yixing and gordey came. Pending LRT. Met Sophia. 966 to parkway parade then walked there. Reached. Wind very big. I clever, clip up my fringe ;) I know cycle hair sure messy. Clip up fringe better. It's messy in the 1st place anyway. =D Rent bike. Yuehan fetch me! hahas. Raining. Fun to cycle in the rain. But wet! hahas. Too heavy stop at under some big tree. =) Yuehan chao want go toilet. So find 1 toilet and some how wash up. Continue. We went too far ahead. Went all the way to airport. See planes =D Find Adeline and Yingxin. Adeline and yingxin 1 bike. as in 2 person. Yixing and sophia. Back to return bike. Changed. Wore Yuehan's clothes. heh... Big. but comfortable. =D but abit too big keep wanting to drop off. Very fun. But to the back. sign.. dont talk about it. Not on purpose. 你可以有度量一点tell me what happen. If not I won't know what happen. Homed. Bathe. On phone till 2+ couldnt really sleep.
Sunday:
Woke up at dont know what time. Dont tend to wake up. Dead beat. Shengsiong. Ahgong house. Did some homework. and I'm hungry. only realised i didnt eat at 3+ hahas! ate mi fen guo. my father made. And helped out in the kitchen. Cooked Nasi lemak! hahas. Nice I tell you. First time. Success! I use steam instead of using rice cooker. Cook pineapple fried rice too. nice! hahas. everyone says nice. hahahahas! happy! F&N can make it already. My dad say if F&N cook nasi lemak confirm very high sore. but coconut milk is fattening. if use low fat milk or non fat or yogurt it wont be nice. Then it wont call nasi lemak anymore. pineapple fried rice is good enough =) no oil used. yes! hahas. and so far ingredient. not fattening at all. hahas =D Confidence in succeeding. I've got a chef father =D Oops! not too loud. had dinner. played cards. I just realised. Then there goes my homework again. oops! home at 10. bathe. watch tv. computer. on phone. and here I am. =D I also wanna go sleep already. This week fully booked. hahas. last week of holiday. I want go East Coast cycle again. Nothing will happen again. I want go bai bai. Not random. For serious.

You don't tell me what's wrong I won't know.

Cant believe you could bear dont message me for 3 days.
3rd day coming to an end. What you treating me as!?
Dont meant to hurt you right.
Not on purpose.
I just say say only.
Dont you know my pattern?
I thought you said you know me most well?
Xiao qi jiu say alright.
Still claim that you're not angry.
yes! you are!

2010-06-16T01:13:00.000-07:00

3rd week of holiday.
monday: moive.
tuesday: accompany sophia for medical appointment. then visit annabel at NUH.
Wednesday: homework.
I want go for K singing!
I want go sentosa!
I want go pool!
I want go 45th clothing shopping!
I want go shopping!
I want go baking!
I want go cooking!
I want go bowling. =D
I want go bugis!
I want take pay first!!
Alot of wants uh.
I NEED to study. I NEED to complete my homework.

How many days do I left? And how many things I want to do and need to be done. hrmm... And and and.
I want to meet him.

Actually got alot of things wanting to write in summary. but. Forgot all. Well, long post. long story. long reflection. Photos are all inside my phone. Didnt upload to desktop as a lil troublesome as my cable is not with me and i need to take out my memory card so as to upload to desktop. By taking out memory card, I need to off phone, take out battery. reply my message leh!

First week of holiday:
Monday:
'O' level MT. Call people to wake up. And was on phone with yixing guide him 报章报道 for that last minute =) at least i offered to help. back to sleep. met Adeline at BPP for lunch. Lunch at subway. Meet Wilson and Yuehan. Off to Adeline house. Yixing came. Actually wanted to studied. but then i forgot what we did. hahas. Mostly we are playing =D and study and do homework that bit bit =D
Tuesday:
Remedial. Great. Train problem. How great uh. First day of something train sure got problem. Still remember, first day of school, train spoil. First day of something forgot train spoil. First day of remedial, train spoil. And stuck in the middle of phoenix and BP. Remedial ar. bored like hell. Forgot which day was it. Was it Tuesday or wedneday. or the other Tuesday. When we went for Mr Ong's math remedial. And I know how to answer that question. wah!~ shiok! hahas. come on larhs~ How can I not know~ if not A1 for sky drop down derhx mehh..~ Met at Adeline house again. Should be this day. we went for badminton at ZHCC. Met Munting, Wilson and Yuehan. hahas. your mum 大扫除 and throw your racket away. laugh die me man. 旧的不去，新的不来嘛 hahahahahahahas~ Went ZHCC for booking. Wa! the cost uh.... must play till full man. hahas. Walk to Adeline house. Half way rain. hahas. I clever, bought umbrella. Reached, Yixing and Adeline was sleeping. too tired uh. hahas. wake them up. and off we went for badminton =) fun but tiring. that yuehan.... hard core. 1hour straight. really tiring... back to Adeline house. Everyone was watching TV show while I guai guai inside room do homework =)
Wednesday:
School for remedial as usual. Did we went Orchard that day? I think we did. Despite me going for KL trip and not yet pack my luggage. hahas. Outing with Adeline, Yixing, Yuehan, Wilson and quanyuan. Met 2.30 but 2.30 then came out from house. heh.... =D Guys shop more vigorously than girls uh. I was damn tired that day man. They really see what shop jiu go in what shop eh. Nice, try. We girls also never any thing nice try uh. From 313 @ somerset walk to taka. then to ION. then to wheelock then to shaw house. I cant take it ler. Damn tired man. On the way to Far East Quan Yuan help me take my bag. Awwww~ So sweet =DD Thanks =) He really took it all the way. They went into 1 shop. And I was outside. Then I went in the sales girl suddenly stare at me. I was like. why you stare at me? I just walked in only and did nothing eh. then I realised, Quanyuan took a bag and I was empty handed. hahas. She seems interested uh. got the link? hahahahahas. I kept laughing non-stop man. bus 190 homed. Reach home at 9+ dead beat. Pack my luggage. I think i did online that day. I think! Slept.
Thursday:
woke up at 4+ arrrrgggghhhh! why so early!? Dad drove us to airport =) Had breakfast. the bread. faint. not nice. Checked in. Board the plane. Off I leave for KL. The last time I took plane was 6 years old. hahas. 6 years old. not 6 years ago. Oh! Went KL with mum, 2 of mum's friend and mum's friend's daughter. Lijun =) Younger than me by 1 month only. I 17 nov, she 17 dec =) 1993 =)) Reach KL airport. Check out. Waited for so long. abit mafan uh. alright from plane. still need to walk, then take aerotrain to check out point. Checked out, bought ticket wanting to go KL sentral. Accompany my mum go toilet. Then suddenly got male repair man come in to repair ligh bulb. repair the third one suddenly black out. whole toilet became dark. scary uh. 1hour bus trip. slept. took beeyan aunty's car to jalan pandaling. actually wanted to go genting but no bus there. so took LRT back to sentral. bought 2.30 ticket. ate lunch at burger king. got nothing to eat larhs there. only fast food. and mac is packed. after meal. walk walk. hot man! got air-con machiam no air-con. waited for bus. 1 hour bus trip. then took cable car to genting. walk around with lijun with the 2 women went casino. tsk! dont believe I know how to walk ar. I go genting more than you! tsk! fed up uh. kept asking and asking. asif i will bring you go sell liddat. who want ar!? XYZ! nothing to buy... got a heel! I want it so much. but... nah... =) la kopi =) I la chocolate =) very nice. hahas =) at starbucks. Wanted to buy ticket back to KL. but. dont now where is the place at KL, so cab there. wanted to go back jalan pandaling. but raining. so went KLCC. Twin tower =) Very pretty. But I didn't took picture. so zilian derhx me actually didnt took any photos, not even scenery. Walk around. Alot branded store. I want that burberry bag! hahas =D oh! my gucci wallet is back. BUT! not the design i want. and too big larhs. use already. okay larhs. cab back to hotel. Cititel hotel at mid valley =) there alot shopping malls =D North, South, East, West, Central and garden mall. see! all big shopping mall uh. =) Slept. Not nice to sleep larhs. Back ache.
Friday:
shop! hahas. early morning shopping =D bought things. =) breakfast at KFC. different uh. there got rice. scroll around. another shopping mall =D then to sungei wang. I love that place man! =D cab to jalan pandaling. ate late lunch early dinner. not nice. anyway, shared with mummy. not hungry. despite my breakfast also share with mummy. walk. hot! squeeze! scary! pa si mai kie. alot fake branded. not interested. I just realised, at there i a single thing also never buy Lijun still got buy a shoe only. i think. not interested larhs. Like singapore chinatown. all the things there are almost the same for every shop. Wait for beeyan aunty and ah wee to fetch us. ate our late dinner. finally a nice dinner for us. now i hungry =D to beeyan aunty shop. Stuck to the sewing machine. 1st time uh. hahahahas. so sua ku. then back to hotel. bathe. sleep. dead beat man. tired die.
Saturday:
Last one to wake up. Hello! I pig lai derhx. but not nice to sleep. and so late then sleep. 3+ then sleep. 9 call me wake up already. not nice to sleep + sleep, wake up, sleep, wake up. i really is blur blur derhx face lol. wash up, changed, off to proceed to check out. beeyan aunty's car to eat bah kut teh. =) nice! really nice! Totally different from singapore's. forgot the name. pan what xian one. hahas. then to some shopping centre. then another. then another. i didnt buy much! To sentral. buy bus ticket. and off to Airport. ate bread at old town. called dad. and he say my friends call to ask which flight I'm taking and what time will reach singapore. i really laugh like what. non stop. check in. walked around. bored the plane. there i reach singapore. =) Haven step out I saw YIXING. the first one I saw was yixing. hahas. thanks so much for coming to fetch me uh. hahas. but and also sorry for not accompanying you all. cos my dad came to fetch us already. hahas. so touch uh.
Thank you Adeline
Thank you Yixing
Thank you Munting
Thank you Yuehan
Thank you Sophia
Thank you Wilson
Thank you Yingxin
and Thank you Yingxin's friend
I hope i dont miss you anyone. =) Thanks so much. Your are the first bunch of friends who fetch me when i go oversea. hahas =D Really very touch =) should have took photo. but forgot... long pang lijun and mum home then to 302 for dinner =D I'm hungry. so am i now. then homed. Bathe. unpack. sleep. tired die.
Sunday:
Forgot what time i woke up. but not late and not early. hahas. forgot. forgot. forgot. ahgong house. so nobody knows i went KL hahas.
Second week of holiday.
Monday:
school for F&N
Tuesday:
School for F&N
Wednesday:
I dont think I went. hahas. skipped. met ruoyi and zhongping. fajar mac for lunch. comfirm choir bonding day stuff. walked to school. vocal studio. GASP* so that's the amount of people who are present for bonding day. Still we proceed to what is going to happen. rearranged the group first while zhongping played games with them. thanks zhongping for helping. waited for ruoyi and jolene. start everything. blar blar blar. see them play, laugh, bond together make me feels happy too =) End the whole thing, off to ruoyi house. to bp buy food for Eugena as she is vegetarian. like spell her name wrongly. oops! bought bubble tea =) craving for that. hahas. LRT-ed to bangkit. Ms Cheong's condo. Farewell party. Shall not elaborate what happen =) 下不为例 I have a hot temper, I'm stubborn. I say this i will not do that. I dont do this to others, others cannot do this to me. Dont understand me. Understand now. homed. I'm hungry! cos I'm not full there. Anyway, I forgot what happen. I think I was on phone. ?? Tired. Decided to skip math the next day.
Thursday:
Early morning, got a call from Munting. And the story goes on. =)) Not feeling well larhs. believe it or not. Forget.... I think we went lot1. then to munting house to finish F&N decision making.
Friday:
decided to go for F&N. but lesson was cancel. Good. so I can sleep back. still chiong decision making. donkey uh. left planning to be done. Told ruoyi. dilly dally. Prepare for work. Ruoyi helped me work 2 hours =) Paint my nails then went down. hahas. =D she said a aunty came to put stock. i shock! Shit! hahas. Rush there. and ah zuan forgot it was me. maybe because i clip up my fringe. hahas. went up and down just to get a badge and punch card. All the way to guard house. I dont like. because it's so damn far and so hot. back door leh! send ruoyi to bus-stop. then back to work. very fast. break time. =) dinner at yoshinaya. hrm... alone... O K larhs. Stroll around. back to work. time flies~ knock off. went off earlier abit. hahas. no punch card =D Father came to fetch me =) oh ya! saw jingting and ivian =)
Saturday:
No punch card. hahas. I'm late by a bit bit. =D Dilly dally, put bag below wagon. then dilly dally go guard house take badge. First time i take promoter badge dont need money. hahas =D Isetan cost me 10Bucks. Tangs cost me 5Bucks. John little cost me no bucks. hahas =D blar blar blar. suddenly received a call. dont know say what. then kup. then from behind someone gave me a bag. orh. understand liao. upload stock. There's punch card inside! Meaning cannot play play liao lor. tsk! hungry. really hungry. 4.30. bought pancake and bubble tea. i love green milk tea =) full. played hp game. and that's it. time's up. back to work. hahas. went off early a bit bit again. hahas. punch card 19:58 Cheat 2 minutes. hahas. Took 700 to bp. walk to Adeline house. crap.. hahas. then to downstair because they hungry. share carrot cake with annabel. cannot finish. not nice + so oily! Went home at 10+ 11... nobody was at home. miracle. bathe. still nobody come home yet. watch show. when i was almost to go in to room and sleep. they came back. and i took my dad i hungry. hahas. he say cook maggie mee. he hungry also. tsk! cook. and kop some. hahas. then sleep.
Sunday:
I was late for work! By 12minutes! tsk! last day. then pay back larhs. tsk! Hot! hot! hot! hot die. dont want work there anymore larhs. take badge punch card still need walk so far and so hot. alot people. and alot people buy. sales is good. good. good. hahas. got kids modelling. 我被小弟弟电到 hahahahahas. went for break at 4 or 4.30. forgot. damn hungry. again. bubble tea and pancake =D walk the whole marina square no place to sit. therefore went out the smoking area there. walk until very far. hahas. people kept looking at me wondering where am i going uh. hahas. oh ya! that day I wore contact lens. it's brown in colour. when i go take the badge the guard kept looking at my eyes. "never see brown contact lens before ar!?" hahas. and and and. marina square like no dustbin uh. i have to go in to the toilet then i can throw my rubbish. back to work. off i go. hahas. irritating. i'm late so i got to wait for another 10 minutes before i can leave. work back again to put punch card. MRT home. took to marina bay and back to cck. took me 1 hour + but at least i could sit all the way. =D House nobody. bathe. food back. hahas. because they went ahgong hse. got cook jiu got my share =) nice. nice =) my father cook derhx of course. hahas =D
3rd week of holiday
monday:
Orchard for movie. The cathay. Karate kid. nice man! Dont mind watch the second time =) walk to 313 forever 21 walk walk. try clothes. hahas. zhenghong and gf and quanyuan came. mango walk walk. =D cotton on walk walk. then walk to ION. rubi. dont have the flats that i want. and price is different. i rather go citylink. further but cheaper. Shaw house. then far east. walk walk. eat. Wanted to take bus. coincidentally 2 bus came. and both are full. so walk to MRT station and took MRT.took to marina bay and back to cck. play game =D slept awhile. LRT home.
Tuesday:
accompany sophia to HPB then harbour front centre for lunch at yoshinoya then 963 to NUH visit Annabel then 963 then 188 back home. reach home. bathe. and i slept. tired. slept for 1 hour. father call me wake up. at dinner. ORH. use computer. this entry suppose to be update by then. but too tired. went to sleep. after chatting on phone till 2+ =D
Wednesday:
Met Adeline, sophia and yingxin. Did homework. then to yuehan house. stuck infront of his laptop. hahas. home at 7+ dinner. watch tv. did hw. on phone till 1+ slept.
Thursday:
Accompany mummy to lot1. buy carpark lot. then NTUC. Decided to be aunty. hahas. I took the basket! And really browse and buy things. pasamalam look for food. both of us are hungry. walk home. ate late lunch at 3+ did homework. and sing at the same time. hahas =D bathe. lot1 buy things. then LRT to Adeline house. Her mum cook. =) Thank you aunty. =) nice. nice. =) home at 10+ here I am now. goona sleep soon. eye brown trimming tml =) gdnight =)

I hope what you feel is what I'm thinking now.

2010-05-29T23:53:00.000-07:00

Dying... soon....

I'm tired! Been nagging tired since dont know what time in the afternoon uh. But here I am at 11++ pm. hahahas =D I goona nag tan ruoyi I'm tired tml =D
Anyway, work ytd was not fine. nevertheless say today. worst. ytd, reach, couldnt find my wagon. donkey! And it's at another side. So I got to move it to the right place. Tsk! What is the people doing over there!? 2 mountains. of clothes. So... I got to fold it all over again and pack it all over again. Tsk! Finally finish. Went inside store room. "stare blank!" Where's my goods?! 3 carton. Faint! Pack pack pack, and i got fed up. Don't care larhs. Leave it. oops! Yes. I just leave it. sales rep came. She took out those 3 cartons. no. 2 only. re-pack. I was thinking, just now should have told me what to do mahs. irritating. really dont know those people working there, what are they doing. Told them this, they do that. Told them that, they dont do. Tsk! Bored. bored. bored. Adeline, yingxin, sophia and colleen came to find me. So nice of them. Went for break. Lunch cum dinner at pepper lunch. hahas. Back to work. counting down. bored like hell. went off early. shhhhhhhhhhhhh! Cant be bothered already. no punch card anyway. =P today got punch card already. lan lan go off on time. Went to find them at far east. was raining. heavily. Actually wanted to do manicure. but. ponder ponder ponder. dont want larhs. work, later my nails break again. and it's late anyway. bus-ed 190 home. Btw uh, was trimming my nails before that. hahahas =DD shhhhhhhhhhh! really is bored untillllllllllllll~~ Purposely miss afew bus. and board an empty bus. yeah! got seat to sit. alright at interchange and LRT-ed home. cannot already. if walk home, by the time reach home i collapse liao. Very long never work ler, cannot make it.

Today. Received a call from sales rep when at bus before alighting. Ask me to go over to taka and help her. okayyyyyyy~~ So walk all the way from tangs to taka. long way there. Alone on orchard can be lonely uh. Pack those gondolas. So good sales meh!? Thomas water bottle left 4!? Exaggerating. Goods came, pack pack. And took 2 big bag from taka all the way to shaw house. Hot and sunny and tired and heavy. Spend 15 minutes to walk from taka to shaw house. From very fast walking speed to walk until want die already. It's heavy leh! Sales rep came later. Hers even heavier. Because hers all melamine. Hahas. Clever enough to choose the right one. oops! =D This kind of work can work die man. Pay also not high. Dont want work shaw house anymore. bored. nobody to talk to. no place to slack. no where to sit. no where to shop. no where to see. Bored die me. Plus Ask me take 2 big bag walk orchard!? All the way from taka to shaw house!? No. not anymore. I want work at vivo city. got people to talk. lots of. got place to slack. Got place to sit. Got many shops for me to shop. Many things for me to see. but not enough money for me to spend. hahahahahas =D Spend alot there lol. tsktsktsk. but still there better. =)

today really bored die me man. anyway, aunty joann was there. so happy! at least there's someone. but she's at another end. whereas i'm at the visible front. tsk! Accompany her for break. hahas. =D back to work. 5+ I'm hungry. Canteen, left not much things. so went down supermarket. So expensive wor. and nothing to eat. so back to canteen. eat fried rice. not nice. of course larhs. cheap leh. any how cham cham one. got eggs, got carrot, got onion, got hotdog, got veggie, got fishcake. any o how cham. Cham cham. =) Still didnt get your message. back to work. counting down was slow. bored until i count from 1 to 360. hahas. 2200 went down to punch card. take bag. off i go.

Tired. tired. tired. from top of the post till end of the post. still. tired. hahas. okay. gdnight =)

2010-05-28T00:10:00.000-07:00

What might happen next?

Last day of school. Nothing much uh. Adeline text me last night asking whether wanna go school late, and i reply no. This morning, i told her i regretted saying no. bored like hell. Thought there will be intensive MT instead of principal talk, but early in the morning after flag rising, there's principal talk. Anyway, Mdm Heng's leaving at the end of the year. Forgot what happen, but godrey, yixing and I was laughing. Off they go for MT intensive. Munting, Adeline and I was wondering around. wanting to wait for Mdm Hariyani to do F&N but end up she dont know say what. Dont have. Canteen. then back to class. Got Yixing's entertainment. Lucky got his entertainment. If not i will bored die. I know you won't see my blog. You're a total disappointment. You changed. Recess. Back to class. form teacher contact time. clean table. Help Shaun. Clean too hard, sorry. hahas. His pants also have. oops! =D Good enough to clean for you okay!? Report book. Oh my god! What a lousy result. Cannot. I dont want this kind of result. I goona study hard from now on! and i mean what i say. just wait and see. Home. Slept. Don't know from what time to 7. SHUANG! Tired leh.. wake up. bathe. Online. out for dinner. homed. Online. Working tml. Abit dont feel like. but at home also nothing to do. jiu. 8 hours outside lol. stand and get money. oops! =D eh my sales good one okay. =DD but I think i will diam diam tml.

went timah last saturday. With yuehan, adeline, sophia and wilson. Saw yixing, YONGSHEN long time never see him. zhengzhong and willie. correct spelling? anyway, shop around. hahas. till 9 then look them up at IRC. Sophia got yongshen's PSP. Adeline got yuehan's itouch. I got my eyes to watch them play pool. haha. bored uh. That yongshen irritating. kept repeating "chia si min. ni zai na li?" saying very loud somemore. and he down there, later everybody know who's chia si min. So I entertain him larhs "wo zai zhe li" hahahahahahas. Sophia was in between us. hahahahas =D that's funny. try to play. hahahahahahas. laughing non stop. bus home at 12+ reach home almost 1. sleep! tired. Fun night. =)

I want to let go.
you're no longer the you i knew.
something's amiss.
I dont miss you anymore

2010-05-21T22:21:00.000-07:00

I told my mum "mummy, see! ahdling cute, I pretty." ahahas. my mother ans me "whatever you say larhs" hahahas =D She's indeed cute uh.

Meet him that other day. And he don't talk! tsk!

We look alike right!?

Iloveyou =)

It's been so long since I last update a proper post uh. Busy with mid-year. After mid-year busy teaching Chinese. Hahas =D
I did really studied for mid-year. BUT! haiis. Not the result I want. 3 fail, 3 pass and I got 25points. HA! HA!
MT taken long ago. B3
I will leave Math to the last and laugh at it.
Combine humanities: History A2! Back! back! My A for History is back! so happy =DD SS. FAINT! Total failure. Fail. First time I fail SS. Always liddat har. History score very good, SS not good. SS very good, History just pass. =( overall, C5 Phew! But! Not happy larhs. History A leh. not even a B4 =(
English. E8 =( screw up compre and summary.
F&N. E8. I THINK. I studied leh! Still happily I think can pass F&N. Shit larhs.
Combine Sci. F9. Total failure. What lousy result har.
Wait! Wait! Wait! lousy right? And guess what I got for Math?
A1! Still not the result I want.
FAINT! So lousy when Math A1. Can someone tell me can I just pass Math and MT and go to Poly? HA! HA! What a naive brain.

After all those going through of paper. This week is the start of MT intensive. I'm bored die man. First day of intensive stay in class and teach Yixing Chinese. Tired of it already. Nevermind, got entertainment =D Laughing and teaching uh =D Someone is jealous because someone is sitting so close to me and entertaining me uh. =DD Laugh die me. Almost laugh out in class.

One day, Sneak out of class. Actually not sneak. Walk out brightly. And make use of lower sec recess to eat. oops! We wear skirt. hahahahahas. =P walk around like 孤魂野鬼，飘来飘去.

Today intensive was bored. Huang lao shi came back class to teach. We 3, munting, adeline and I sit behind. Bored like hell. I was doing nothing. So I walk infront and sat beside yongmeng listening to what Wilson and him doing. reading chinese. and guide a little. Then Huang Lao shi ask me to check on someone. back, sat beside munting listening to her teaching yixing, smiling all the way. because it's funny. quite miss Chinese lesson when we were shouting for answer snatching to know who's right. =D

This week only had Math and Chemistry lesson. Some teacher never come for lesson and that become a chit chat session uh. Today damn tired, was sleeping during the last hour of MT intensive only wake up at the last 5 minutes and get some entertainment from Yixing. then recess, then math. Gastric pain when I ate my dinner and breakfast. how crap.... and slept during the last period for only 15minutes. and woke up by some irritated voices. Your mother never teach ar!? Bloody hell!

Homed. Bathe. Prepare. Met Adeline and Wilson at LRT stn and off to Jurong safra for K session! yay! Sang. yuehan then came. followed by Yingxin, Sophia, Collenn and Shiying. Sophia's cousin. Is the spelling correct? anyway, had a great session! Dad came to fetch me. Yay! Hahas. Car back home at 6+ , 7.. Ok, enough of playing. I don't want to start yet. I chose not to. Help them with Chinese then after O level Chinese I will do my studying and revision. Plan already. Then another sentosa then that's it. And of course some playing in the middle. SOME. A LITTLE. cannot be ask me study and study and study. I will die uh. Must find some entertainment in it. Want play pool? I buy 10 fishball and paint it in different colour and another 1 dont need paint, white. and a satay stick. =P I just finish an apple =D

Nothing for tml yet. hrm... might do homework tml. Including Chemistry.

It's been a long time since I last see you.
miss you.

I love you! (L)

2010-05-16T00:38:00.000-07:00

Want to post. But once start typing, I can't stop. So shall wait for some other time to post again. Oops! =D Now I want watch show =D Stay tune =)

2010-04-22T20:44:00.000-07:00

It hurts!

2010-04-10T14:33:00.000-07:00

Starting to doubt on my passion.

I miss working at Tangs

See, like retarted right. Nothing to do.
Wear kids raincoat. hahahahas =DD

Yuehan say I wear spec better.

At Yongsim's house. I LOVE her mirror. hahas =DD

1 word. BUSY. Had been busy with school work and Preparation for Speech day. Now it's over, mid-year is coming. Will be even more busy, because I decide to STUDY already. Nah... Actually I had decide long ago. Just that this few weeks since school reopen, busy with Speech day, VERY LAZY to study. Don't say study, even homework. I dare dare owe Mr Ong homework. He don't know. Because, he didn't go through. Need to do already, as he says that he will do revision. Pour all those last time homework, worksheet and go through. I'll be dead if he checks that I didn't do my homework. Math, Math, Math and somemore Math. Driving me crazy. DON'T ask me question when I'm doing Math. Best don't talk to me. I'll be so unwillingly to talk to you, nevertheless ask me to teach you.

Everyday has been a
Wake up
School
Lesson
Remedial
Choir
Rehearsal
Speech day
Test
Homework.
My life has been
Morning wake up, go school, have lesson, after lesson, remedial, choir, rehearsal, go home, do homework, sleep. uh-huh! So boring right!? Don't even have the time to use computer. It's not tempting anymore. My bed is more delicious. I cannot stay at home. My brothers' at home, tv, noise. Even if I shut my door, it's still noisy. I still can hear the noise at the living room. My bed is more tempting. Telling me "simin, time to sleep already. Don't do. You're tired" And I'll listen and went to sleep. The next day, "I didn't do my homework" Tired leh! I still remember the starting of the week. Monday had choir practice, forgot whether have rehearsal anot. Anyway, The next day, Tuesday, I look like a vampire. So irritating tiring. My eyes is shutting anytime. plus I'm not feeling very well. I'm eligible for that ah choo song.

Thursday speech day had not been good. My last and LOUSIEST performance after all. Although Mrs Kwok says that we did well, she is proud of us. But I'm thinking whether she's telling us because she don't want us to feel sad. I myself know that it is not good at all. I don't understand people can laugh. Maybe they don't know. Maybe they don't have the same passion as me. But. Before the performance, I don't feel anything. AT ALL. It is suppose to be my last performance but it feels like it's some sec one orientation or just a normal rehearsal. I still prefer last year speech day. Perhaps, last year I still have the same batch with me, now that all has gone for good, left only me. And of course, my beloved juniors. But, it just don't feel right. After the performance, I just feel so lousy. I tell myself I want to step down instead of feeling not wanting to step down so soon like how I feel last year. But now I can't wait to step down. Perhaps it's O level year? arrrrrgggghhhh! Whatever! I don't know and I don't want to know. This might just mark my last performance of my 5 whole years in Greenridge choir. End~ =(
I really hope those juniors will do well, have the passion and unity and get a gold next year.

Friday had lesson as per normal. Shall not elaborate much. After school, home, bathe, out to lot1 library. Did homework. Great! Finally, I finish my Math on Friday. Now left 2a, 2b, 3a, 3b for English conversation. And I'll study later at night. F&N! Have been neglecting F&N.

Next week onward shall be better. =)

I love you darling =)

2010-03-27T13:55:00.000-07:00

喜欢你，想爱你，想说真心话。

I don't know where to start from. All inside my brain is I'm happy.
oops! hahas. =D

Time flies uh. First week of school is over. Well, it's fine. Except it's damn tiring. My dark eye ring is getting from bad to worst.
School was fine. But not everything was fine. Some people just irritated me in some ways. Tsk! Everyday stayed back in school. Monday had English remedial. Tuesday had Choir practice + Tech run. Wednesday had choir practice. Thursday had rehearsal. I climb up and down. I don't like rehearsal. Because I will always be running here and there. rushing here and there. climbing up and down. Tuesday was fun. Messaging. hahas. me and yongsim was laughing non-stop. Friday. I went home at 12+ Yeah! Homed. Bathe. Wait. Wait. Wait. And I went out =) Watch dairy of a wimpy kid. Funny =) Wanted to watch kidnapper. but the time slot was over. nahhh =( next time... I want to watch it! I was happy! Very! =)
IMM to meet family. Had dinner. I was hungry. oops! Walk around. and home. Was tired larhs. on bed at 11+ and some people just call me at 12+ if I didnt hear wrongly the person say "Tml saturday leh, talk to me larhs" I was like. I want sleep..... hahas =DD
Saturday. Had math. Test. And I caught a flu down there. tsk! Don't like canteen. It just make me caught a flu. Because I'm under the fan! I have no confidence in that test. because my mind was thinking of something else.

okokokay! I have to go. It's already 2. and I haven bathe yet when I'm meeting people at 2.40. OH!

2010-03-25T21:11:00.000-07:00

There once was a woman who woke up one morning,
Looked in the mirror, and noticed she had only three hairs on her head.

Well,' she said, 'I think I'll braid my hair today?'
So she did and she had a wonderful day.

The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror
and saw that she had only two hairs on her head.

'H-M-M,' she said,
'I think I'll part my hair down the middle today?'
So she did and she had a grand day.

The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and noticed
that she had only one hair on her head.

'Well,' she said,
'today I'm going to wear my hair in a pony tail.'
So she did and she had a fun, fun day.

The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and noticed
that there wasn't a single hair on her head.

'YEA!' she exclaimed,
'I don't have to fix my hair today!'

Attitude is everything.

Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some
kind of battle.

Live simply,
Love generously,
Care deeply...

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass...

It's about learning to dance in the rain.

Saw this on my colleague's blog. and find it quite meaningful. Attitude is everything. True. Have a negative attitude and that's it. Shall stay positive. =) So am I going to say I'm not tired. When I'm so so so tired right now?

Well, will update when I feel like and when I'm free. I'm so busy with school work and really tired.

Since, I chose to come up to sec 5, I shall not give up any subject =)

加油吧，谢思敏!

2010-03-21T00:53:00.000-07:00

sign

holiday is coming to an end. sign... I have yet to complete my homework. =( Only finished Math Vectors. And Mr Ong gave another paper 1 and paper 2. complete paper. faint! Both touched half half. English conversation topics. 2 question. 1 question, 2 part. 4 in total. SS full paper. I dont tend to do. oops! History. More don't need say. Monday no History anyway. oops! Still got what?? hrm.... Seems to be like no homework but actually there's alot. nahhh.... Holiday. sign.... Don't ever think about it man. Only one thing can convince me. "after O level, you have 6mths of holiday. So work hard for the time being." i will prove everybody wrong and shut you all up! humph! sign...... Well, I have to get going now. Finish up my homework before I sleep. Gdnight =)

2010-03-18T22:49:00.000-07:00

I FORGOT TO BRING MY WALLET OUT TODAY!

let the photos do the talking. I'm tired, sleepy. enjoy =)

At yongsim house =)

Retarted! hahas =DD

17/03/10 West Mall

Sentosa trip =)

Ignore the rest. see who's holding my hand.
look like my bf holding me hand. hahahahas =DD

nice right!?

My sister. MIN SI CHIA =DD

18/3/10 Out with ruoyi =)

She is very satisfied with this.
because she look taller than me

12 to 14 march 2010 motivational study camp =)

notice our leg =DD

Very tired already.

with 5a2 =)

=)

Gdnight =)

2010-03-14T23:11:00.000-07:00

When people stay singing:
"Why are we waiting?
Why are we waiting?
Why are we waiting?
Why are we waiting?
Why are we waiting?
Why are we waiting?"
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-
-
-
-
and it goes on and on, until finally it stops!
In this case, waiting for me to update my blog.

Reply this

"Must be patience!"

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

OK people, I'm not very free to update my blog. I don't even have the time to get a good night rest. I feel so tired right now that my eyes might close any minutes. Don't even have time for a good night rest, enough hours of sleep. Nevertheless ask me to update my blog. Will update some other day when I'm free. Promise! Will update within this holiday week. =)

SO,

STAY TUNE!

2010-03-07T00:00:00.000-08:00

mood swing

Perhaps I'm tired... Having mood swing for no reason... Whatever! That aside.

When did I talk on phone at night? Was it Monday? Was on phone till 11+ Tuesday, tired like what. Slept all the way from 8+ to next morning 7+ then went to school. It's Wednesday, later day =) . Went out study with Adeline and co. Home at 10+. Thursday. Home after assembly. No math remedial. =D Friday. School. newslink. Tiger threat. Sleep soon.... Not interesting at all.
English. Sleeping soon. CT got 17/30. =)
SS. 23/30. Although not very high. but happy enough. I got full marks for SEQ. 12/12! hahahahahas =DD Not sad anymore. Although Combine humanities still C5 larhs. That's the lousy result I've ever gotten man! SO sad! Still cant get the fact that I actually fail HISTORY! arrrrrgggghhhh!
Recess.
Math. Seriously, concentrating on vectors. Was doing those question while Mr Ong teach how to do. I knew how to do and finish that question so I went on to the next one. Was concentrating so hard how to do that I closed my ears. And Mr Ong call me. I didnt know. My ears really close and I was thinking how to do that question. Until Adeline call me. She call the second time then I slowly bring my head and "huh? What?" I look stupid when she show me how I react. hahas =DD Seriously so retarted. I didnt know I react like this. So paiseh! The whole class just turn and look at me!. oops!!

Ask you what happen. End up what I get was "go away!"
how hurt! How sad!

MT. Free period. Library. Finish math hw for the day. Still got weekend homework. haiis..... Killing me. Mr Ong!! Still got Chemistry. Due on tuesday. Still got physics! haiis....

Went home. Wanted to be the 1st one to get out of gate. who knows people are faster than us...

Bathe. Prepared. and I'm out. Met Yuehan. Miss the 188 bus. Waited so long for another one. all the way to habour front. Sleeping. hahas. I miss those time when I sleep on the bus to and fro from work. Accompany Yuehan eat. then Adeline and co. arrived. They wanted to eat. So, I followed Yuehan, Haiqal and Alson to go shopping. How weird shopping with 3 guys. Off we go to Sentosa. Palawan beach. Not much people. So few! hahas. Took alot of photos. WIll be up some other time. When I'm free. Very free... =D PLAy all the way. Fun! leave sentosa at 8+ board the bus and went vivo city for dinner. Wanted to cab home but too many people, so bus home. 11+ then reach home. When alight, I walk wai wai derhx. hahas =D so tired. It's only 1 road away from home. I'm safe =) Bathe. and sleep!

Saturday. I already awake at 7. How tired! dragged myself to school. Math remedial. cumulative frequency. Waste my time! So easy!
I'm goona be selfish and arrogant. I'm tired!
Bangkit buy breakfast. and then home. bathe. prepared. out. to yongsim house. then bugis with both yongsim and bear. was laughing through out larhs. Spent $60+ today + meals. OH! hahas. Bear worst. Spent like there's no tomorrow. I was like 'You taking revenge ar!?" hahas. Met zhongping at lot1. Have dinner. walk walk. and i'm home. LRT home. I cannot take it. I will never wear this heels to go shopping man! hahas.

Long enough. Homework time. haiis.....

2010-03-04T20:49:00.000-08:00

The fact that i fail History.

Chinese New Year is over uh. Time to return back to studies. Anyway, Chinese New Year is just like 2 days of play day for me. Which is Chu1 and Chu2. After CNY went back school for lesson. after that week, it's common test week. Hasnt been updating since then. English and SS paper was on the first day. Pray very very hard I pass my SS please! With flying colours! Then it was Physics and Math. Result later on =) Then History and Chemistry. That Saturday was great! No Math remedial! So no early morning wake up. Slept until 10+? forgot. No appetite. then i threw half of my lunch away. oops! Met Adeline, ruyan, Munting and zihui. Bangkit. Actually wanna meet and have lunch. but. so sorry.I wake up got lunch already. Sounds very fortunate right. just that I'm not SERVED =DD So ate nothing. Went for CIP. All the way at causeway. Purpose there was to scream and shout. ya... and watch performance. and witness the lauch of north west countdown district clock. i think so. =D back to school at 7+ and home... =) Sunday, had guest at home. =) I did all the preparation! =) So satisfied! =D Drank jolly! yeah! I have fulfilled my craving =DD Chao tired at 8+ woke up as early as 9am in the morning when it's suppose to be a sleeping day for me... but still slept at 10++ was on bed at 10. my aunt share bed with me... and we chit chat until 10++ when i fallen asleep. hahas.
This week. Common test result. haiis...... I'm not very satisfied with my result. especially history.
English: unknown (Haven tell us result. or rather, haven return paper) TOMORROW!
Math: 47/50! A1. YEAH! Never gotten this high. For O level standard. hahas. Becasuse i remember getting 39.5/40 for last year enhanced common test. TSK! Albert chia dont want give this that 0.5 mark. Never disappoint Mr Ong. PHEW! hahas. But I made a mistake. I forgot write down the X value! SHIT! 1 mark! 2 mark because i dont know how to do. graph question i use quadratic equation to solve. hahas. ORBI!
Comb Sci: Phy - 30/50. I passed! phew! Lose 2 marks. What the hell am I doing man! Like charges attract!? Unlike charges repel!? huh!? shit! lose 2 marks just because of this!
Chem - 30/50. I passed! Chemistry! yeahh!!! combine - 60%, B4. good good! i aim C5. hahas. what a lousy grade. hahas.
Comb human: History. How sad. First time. 12/30. First time! What is this!? Getting 2/5 for source base. Getting 3/13!? WHAT!? History! I still cant get the fact that I actually fail History. This ruin my mood the whole day.
SS. Not yet get back.
Combine, A1 fly. A2. Gone. B3 flying. B4. going to fly. haiis.......
F&N: haven get back. i doubt good things will happen...

So what getting A1 for math. So what!? when I fail History. haiis... isnt history suppose to be one of my best subject? something wrong with me or something wrong with the marking? nothing wrong with the marking because people can get 25/30 when i only got 12. I did studied! Really! I studied!

2010-02-19T23:03:00.000-08:00

Promises are often broken by you

I'm tired! Very tired! Since last night. Sounds as if I didn't sleep since last night. hahas. I actually was on bed before 11pm. Then my phone rang. Talk talk talk. I cant get back to sleep already! Tsk! This person will never get guilty! tsk! Fall asleep before 11.30. Morning woke up. I'm so damn very tired. Drag myself to school.
Newslink: What is it about uh?? Erm..... Elder bashing... ya.... Reflection. I think I wrote crap. Ms Durga say hand in. I passed down my paper then lie on the table and wanted to sleep. Then munting woke me up saying Ms Durga ask her to wake me up. I blur blur "what??" Ms Durga ask me have I handed in my reflection. I say yes. Nod my head. She ok, turned. TSK!!! I want to sleep leh! Then I can't sleep back again..... FINE!
English: Comprehension. Mrs Tan called us to read the passage. But I thought she say read passage A only? Why do people read until page 3? Anyway, I finish passage A and start to bring out ngee ann poly magazine underneath my desk and read. hahas. =DD I just change place before Chinese New Year last week. 1 place behind. I dont like that person because
1. Got spider wed. and that's disgusting! Very!
2. Alot mosquitoes bite!
3. I abit can't see from there. although it's just 1 place behind my previous one.
Underneath my desk except my English file, it's NP magazine and newspaper. I haven read the newspaper yet. hahahahahahahahas =D Read that magazine thousands of times already. Looking through what courses and the cut off points. hahas. Recently I just found another course that I might be interested in. hahahahas =DD During SS. oops! Mrs Tan going through... She ask us to do the comprehension or conversation. While she don't know do what larhs. =DD I did comprehension. FINISH ALREADY! =) Left conversation topics. Left some time, so I read the magazine again. hahas. Then kokhui shouted my name ask me whether I want to read teenages anort. Why not!? I'm bored! hahas =DD
MT: Continue with my magazine since I've got nothing to do... Chit chatting. Funny. 2 guys beside me. I in the middle larhs. they 2 quarreling. I was like, can you 2 stop it. When I'm in the middle!? Irritating ask me shut up. DONKEY!
Recess.
Math: New assessment book. Did some homework already. hahas.
Physics: I FAIL my PHYSICS. SHIT! I never study. I only know higher frequency, higher pitch. Larger amplitude, louder. that question i got full mark! hahas. Only that. Alot careless. TSK! No wonder I failed =( BUCK UP MAN! Common test is just next week.
I want drink. RANDOM!~
Ended lesson. Talk talk awhile. hahas. Teach abit Chinese. Not bad. I still remember. Biao ming sheng fen first! Dont write "ni hao" Cannot =D
Met ruoyi outside staffroom. Saw Mdm Hia. She made me go all the way up to arts hub. 4th floor! Just to check whether can the key be opened for the notice board. TSK! CAN! Anyway, I'm in-charged of that now. I say Monday then do can. She Cannot, cannot. Mr lee wants it up by this week. TSK! Monday cannot meh!? Nevermind, tml got math. tml then.
Blar blar blar. Went plaza. Mac for lunch. Ruoyi house to do photos stuff for THAT notice board. down to print photos and popular to buy things. and i'm home. The moment I walk out I feel giddy. Too tired I guess. Reach home. Bathe. Did stuffs. Met sizhu. Homed. Out for dinner. Homed. and here I am. woo! So wordy. So, who managed to read until here??

Mr chiu say must see eyebrown. My fringe not very thick. Can see whatttttttt =DD
Mr ho trying to use book to take down our hair then we put behind not tie, not clip. I bring clip on monday! =D Passed, take down. hahas =DD

I want drink breezer! OOPS! hahas.

2010-02-16T01:37:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New year Cum Belated Valentines =)

Guess what!? I'm Drinking jolly now! hahas =DD I have been nagging I want to drink since don't know when. The person whom I nag at should be very irritated by me. hahahahas =DD It's already 1+am, yet my house is still very re nao =DD Alot people still. All haven go home. OH! =) I'm tired already... Jolly doesnt make me drunk what. But very gasy.... Tsk! No message. No reply! Tsk! Everytime liddat. FINE! I goona use call one later! I also want play 21! hahahahahas =DD

Saturday.
Had reunion dinner at ahgong house. Then they play majong, while I cannot make it already. Lying here and there, trying to sleep. Finally had a sofa seat to sleep. BUT, So hot! I cant feel the fan! Went home at 11+ slept at 1. tsk!

Sunday. Chinese new year, chu1, valentine day.
Woke up at dont know what time. Still very tired. I think I woke up at 10. prepare, Out. Ahgong house, 1st stop. Ate lunch. blar blar blar.... Da jiu gong house. Distance relative. Alot shuai ge wor! hahas =D saw alot of my cousin. Anyway, those shuai ge are all my cousin. Distance cousin. EH! I got 1 cousin, SHUAI! Hahahahahahas =DD Got pilot license leh! hahahahahas =DD Somemore the father is SIA derhx captain wor! Also a pilot. The mother, my da yi, open the facial wash one. Stay bungalow. woo! hahahahahahahaas =DD His brother look like lu kuang zhong. So cute! hahas. with the spec big big. oops! hahas. Was messaging with ruoyi. hahahahas. she tabolek tahan me. hahahahaahhaas =DD had dinner. then back to ahgong house. 21! hahahahahahahahas =DD I won 10bucks! Actually more derhx. Keep win, win, win, wa! very shuang then lose. then win back. back home at 11+ reach home. blar blar blar.... slept at 2am. OH!

Monday, chu2.
Father woke me up. I dont want! I want sleep! They went out for breakfast. Ended up I slept till 12+ in the middle woke up reply message. hahas. Reply half way, pekcek, Sleep better. hahas =DD Woke up, wash up. Did 1 question of math. hahas =DD Hungry. Father cook me fried rice. yeah! =D watch tv. I dropped inside. hahas. Too engross. Bathe. Changed. Prepared. Out. Met inez and ruoyi, zhongping house. Xinmei met us after that. Then my house. Teach bad my cousin. TSK! kept disturbing zhongping. hahas. ask jayden to call her AUNTY. hahahahahahahahahas =D laugh die me! =DD fun! fun! fun! =DD then inez house. Pizza for dinner =)) Watch tv till 8. Played cards. FUNNY! Laugh until cannot. ahas. then homed. Mrt-ed home. reach home at 9.30 liddat... And I'm here now. I want play 21! hahas =DD

2010-02-13T12:32:00.000-08:00

The owner of this watch wants me to post about him. I love his watch! hahas. But too big for me. Been wearing his watch. hahahahas. I just love it larhs =DD Buy for me eh! hahahahas. Nah, I'm just kidding. 100+ eh! I've already got 7 watch. enough. enough. hahahahahahas.

nice enough to post your watch up here??

2010-02-13T11:56:00.000-08:00

I realised I'm giving up.
It goes to you too....

I dont know what I goona post. I only know I pass my math test! Finally! Pass as in 75%. That's Mr Ong expectation eh! I got 43/50! Yeah!!! But I careless 3marks. SHIT! Didnt Notice still got another part question inside that question. Thursday trail test. Haiis... It was a hard test man. I've got no confidence. seriously! Haiis... I think Mr Ong mark my paper and see my marks he will faint. Wednesday got math. arrrrggggghhhhh! That day was on MSN with Mr Ong. I will forever remember this sentence of his "You must aim A" waaaaaaaa! See! His expectation! I got phobia towards him. hahas.

Ok, studies aside. Yesterday Chinese New Year concert was a Cannot Make It. hahas. I cant stop laughing. OK larhs. Laugh awhile only. Cant heard what we are singing. Perhaps the mic weren't on. Blar blar blar. Met Adeline and co for lunch. at Delifrance. Then home. Out again. Dinner. Teck whye Market buy things. Jurong West market. Jalan Bahah Sheng siong. By the time, I already very tired and very giddy already. Back to Jurong west to buy fruits. And I'm home at 12+ slept. Super tired.

Woke up at 8 today .ArrrrgggghhhH! Tired! Lot1. Buy praying things. then home. Super tired. I need sleep. hahas. anyway, I'm awake larhs. I wanna upload things to phone. and then do homework. and manicure. By myself. hahas =DD So wont xin tong mahs when go back school need remove. my nails are long enough. yeah! Great timing. hahas. =DD

I want to sing K!! My voice is back. hahas =DD

You made me give up.
Dont blame me.

2010-02-09T19:18:00.000-08:00

Confident / confidence

I said I wanted to go online. Here, I'm online. But I don't know what to do. I wanted to go out, but I don't know where to go. I wanted to buy something, but I don't know what to buy. TSK! I want to do something, but don't know what to do. How weird. Hahas.

I want to get back my math test paper that i did on Saturday! I'm so curious how much I've got. Curiosity is killing me! Confidence is boosting me. Sounds abit wrong. Whatever larhs! I just know I have the confidence that I will finally pass his test. And I pass my Chemistry re-test! I'm so very happy! ARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH! Hey, Chia Si Min never, NEVER hor, pass her Chemistry test. Got larhs, once in a blue mood =DD But that test that the whole class took, I got 18/30! I passed! But Miss Soo say I fail. She say 19 and above then pass. TSK! I told Ms Cheong and she told Miss Soo. Tsk! This 2 teacher, cannot tahan. Next time I tell Mdm Hia. Hahahahahas =D That day I saw Ms Lam and I told her I finally pass my Chemistry, OOPS! Hahas. But can see she's happy for me =DD Not purposely, but sec 5 Chemistry seems to be easier than sec 5 Physics. Hahas. Kill me man! I actually turn the other way round! I used to excel in Physics. So happy! I pass Chemistry!! hahas =DD

I want to go out. I want to walk. BUT! I don't know go where. Hahas. I feel like going lot1. But for what!? And, ALONE!? Nahhh, Let me finish my homework first then decide larhs. =)

2010-02-06T23:20:00.000-08:00

I'm tired.
Physically and mentally.

I'm tired. Seriously. Very. And it's only 11pm. Come on! Today is Saturday. Chia Si Min only nag she's tired at 2 or 3AM.... Cannot. Today really cannot already. I'm sick please. Although better than Tuesday. Because first period, Chemistry, I really dying.... Woke up at 6.45am today. Suppose to be 6.30. Cannot larhs. Damn tired. Why must we have math every Saturday?? Mr Ong! awwwwwwwww! I got confident today test I will get more than 75%! Oh please! Don't break my heart. I will seriously cry my heart out. Monday, first period, MATH. MY nightmare! Cos it's a Monday morning. Anyway, I was out the whole day. Whatever happen from Tuesday to ytd i forgot. hahas. I only remember Thursday, right after assembly, I got a call. Sizhu was at home. So shock! Did math test. Matrix. I know how to do! hahas! If don't know I think Mr Ong will kill me instead of screaming and shouting at me. Walk to segar? Correct spelling? Whatever. Met that zhu. hahas! I can't stop laughing when I saw him. Chit Chat awhile. Fancy talking on phone and kept me waiting. TSK! So I play game on phone. hahas =DD Talk finish then come disturb me. TSK! Irritating. Then he walk me to LRT station. and I went home. blar blar blar. pedicure =)) I love this colour. Because it's blue! and some drawing =DD $14 Not very expensive leh. =DD Back. Homework. English. Because Friday first period, newslink then English. Faint!

Friday:
Newslink. Total defence. Quite nice because of the video. hahas. History student are like this. Love this kind of video =DD Make me learn more you know! =D English. Stomach pain! Like hell! Not in the mood to concentrate. MT. Free period. Wanted to go library. But the cleaner kept nagging and nagging and nagging. Cannot tahan..... It's the Principal that wants us to go library yet she ask us to tell Principal. What is this!? End up going to staffroom outside. Finish up my math. Saw Mdm Hia. She say I ai mu xu rong. Where got!? nevermind. Make me so sad. Was thinking of it till now. Tsk!
Recess.
Math. Frequency distribution. BORED like HELL. Do and do and do. Until the don't know number what question i stop and stare at the air.
Mr Ong: Simin, finish already ar?
Me: shake head* haven.
Mr Ong: Express student lazy har?
Laugh and continue doing. Irritating person! Only know how to suan me and scold me. tsk! I don't want say easy. But it's too boring lol! Same question all the way.
Physics: Bored..... This one I know. Like pole repel, unlike pole attract. hahas =DD
Finish school. home. K with ruyan and yong peng =) Although my voice suck. but who cares! hahas. Yong peng's one also. hahahahahahas. 2 duck singing. hahahas. excuss me! Not the nan ting larhs. still can make it. hahas =DD I like singing with him cos got the guy derhx tone and blend together very nice. =DD No other meaning. =)
Tired. So, home. Sit on the sofa and I fall asleep after eating medicine. Cos drowsiness.

Saturday, today:
Math. Test. I know how to do. Bangkit. Bought breakfast for mother and brother. So nice right. Ya, only when I good mood larhs if not i feed you shit. tsk! LRT spoil i think. So we took the service B one. So many people! faint! reach home. bathe. ate breakfast. Medicine. And i'm out. Pending, met yongsim and bear. 960 bugis. bugis junction. walk walk. eat. ate old chang kee. very full. bugis. Walk.... Wallet and belt. =) $20. Got the temptation of buying clothes. But, Nahhhh I will get nagging... iluma. Tired. Sat down there and I feel like sleeping. The medicine....... Walk all the way to city hall. raffles city walk 1 round. MRT station wonder awhile. Suntec. walk walk walk, sat down chit chat. mini toons walk 1, 2, 3 rounds. MRT to orchard. I slept. hahas. Very sleepy. Far East. Met bear's sister. Walk walk. Bus back to CCK. Dinner at Long john silver. Laugh and laugh and laugh. Met zhongping. and home at 9.

tons of homework waiting for me. But I'm tired. both physically and mentally. I just feel like hugging you and cry. I'm tired. haiis...... Did I made the right choice by coming up to secondary 5??

2010-02-02T20:06:00.000-08:00

Say goodbye with a smile (:

Lightens up my everyday =)

I'm sick larhs. aiya! My voice will change in the morning and at night. hahas. Morning, just wake up. Talk, talk, talk. No voice still talk! hahas. Then O K. Still very sexy! hahas. At night, talk so much for what. Somehow my voice totally change again. This timing is the worst man! hahas.

Saturday night:
On phone till 3+ I'm not really that tired. Although I played the whole day. But... Ya.... Not really tired. =D

Sunday:
Woke up at 11. Went for lunch. hahas. Walk around Sheng Siong. Home. I'm out again. hahas. Met Adeline take Math worksheet. Then walk to lot1. Meet sophia, ruyan, yingxin and munting. There's this dont know what artist larhs. Oh my tian! Faint! I never see people chase idol chase until liddat one. Use run derhx. Book cab. Aiyo.... I think is the idol come already cos we heard screaming. So we kpo want go see who izzit. hahas. I dont even know who izzit... tsktsktsk. Abit outdated. Then walk home, since I only bought key and handphone out. hahas. Help with some housechore then did homework. From 4+ till 6. TSK! Lucky it's only that few homework. OH shit! HISTORY! hahas. Not done till now. hahahahahas =DD oops! I think he didnt chase for it leh, Mr Chiu. Hahas. Bathe. Out to Chinatown. Aiyo, alot people eh. Reach home at 10+. Slept.

Monday:
My throat hurts like nobody business. And my voice sucks man! So sexy!
Math. Bored like hell. Matrix. AGAIN?! Nothing goes into my head. Anyway, I learnt before. No worries. shhhhhhhhhh! If not Mr Ong goona ask me score full mark instead of 75%.
History. VP sitting behind. I think nothing goes into my head too. hahas. got larhs. abit.
LS. Bored. Responsibility.
Recess.
English. Well, as usual.
MT. Free period. Library.
I forgot what's the last period. hahas. =DD

English remedial. Did compo this time. Finish, canteen with munting to finish off her math. Saw max. OH! Sizhu call me, but talk to max on my phone....

Home. Didnt went for choir. Even if I go, how am I going to sing. But I think I will go tml. Go for the sake of going. haiis....

Blar blar blar..... Met sizhu. He's late! 15minutes! Donkey! He claim that i made him wait for 15minutes, so what is this. revenge uh? hahas. Actually wants to go bank, but too many people. So off we went for dinner. Dinner on him! hahas. What a nice sizhu I have uh. =DD Then he send me home. ((: He should be in army dont know doing what now.....

OK. I shall continue tml? I'm going to see doctor now. If now tml I will be lying flat on bed. Cant afford to miss any lesson. TSK!

I look like your girlfriend more than you look like her boyfriend

2010-01-30T01:48:00.000-08:00

I realised, actually I love you

I've got homework waiting for me, and it's already 1+am, yet I decide to update my blog =DD

What Mr Ong "said" on Monday still remains in my mind. I failed my matrix test 3marks test. I don't know when is he giving a re-test. He returns the paper on Thursday. Before that, I thought he will scold me up and down. Because it's a chapter that I've learn since sec 3. I mixed up the negative sign. duhhhhh... I just realised, all my post since school reopen all consist of Mr Ong's name. Arrrrrggggghhhhh! He's driving me crazy man! Don't put such high expectation in me! You might end up in disappointment. Lucky I got a person who understand me, who knows that I always do my best and never been disappointed by me although has high expectation in me. Thanks alot my dear =)

Wednesday don't have Math lesson. That was the most happiest day i ever had. hahas =DD Because I don't have to get so tense because of his face..... Shhhhhhhhhhhh! Don't tell him because I can feel that he's suan-ing me in class lol.

Anyway, went sentosa today with Alwin, Bear, Ruoyi, Inez, Naufal, Weida, huixian and xinmei. Fun! Fun! Very fun! But time seems to pass so fast. Didnt take any picture. But it's all in my head. Beautiful memories. =) Been pulled to the water. First one. And I'm all wet and cold....... Played for awhile. Play water Frisbee. =D Then play captain Frisbee instead of captain ball. I still like captain ball. I want BALL! hahas. =DD That was fun! Max joined us. We have like a so called, guys vs girls. Hahas. So violent. =DD Tired of everything. Bathe. It's flooded inside! Then back to Vivo City. Babe works there!

I miss working there. I miss everything there. I miss the security guard, I miss those supervision, I miss hiding from them when using phone, I miss rushing back to our counters when seeing them, I miss slacking, I miss going for break, I miss those funny and irritating customer, I miss taking stocks, I miss packing stocks, I miss standing at the cashier helping with the packing, I miss wrapping, I miss everything! =DD There was once a customer, he wanted to buy some melamine and bag for his son. So I introduced this trolley bag for his 5year old boy, I still remember =DD He say his boy love mcqueen and trolley bag. Then he saw this plate very cute. Got 3 compartment, then he said, 1 for vegetable, 1 for meat and another for fish. He will get one for himself too to set an example and another bowl. And he ask whether is there girls one, so that her mother can use that too. I still remember him saying the girls one is so lovely as it has more compartment. Then he take this, take that. A whole basket full of stuff. here comes the wife. Hahas. The wife "Hey! We don't have that much money. We don't need this." blar blar blar. He put back quite alot. hahahahahahahahahahahas. Me and another 2 aunty promoter want to laugh don't want to laugh. Hahas. But he still bought quite alot of money. After they went off we laugh like what. hahas. Take so many end up the wife say cannot. hahahahahahahahahas. Disturb. Aunty was like this one good that one good. hahahahahahas.

Pasta mania for dinner. Not nice. Full! Didn't eat finish....

Can't bear to part. Hahas. bus 188 home. Millions of thoughts. So fast eh, weekend is coming to an end again. Another week is starting soon...
My nail very long already....
Pedicure next thursday. yeahhhhhhhhh! hahas =D
I'll do manicure myself. =DD
Feel like sleeping. When I haven touch my homework.
Finally, I have less than 5 homework this week. English D. I.E, journal and History. What to write for journal?? Festival. I seriously have no idea......

Tell me you love me too

2010-01-28T21:28:00.000-08:00

I miss my hair last time =(

I regret cutting my hair. =( Sad. Should cut fringe only and that's it. It's so ugly now. Don't remind me of my hair. So sad. Btw, Darling, don't be sad. If it's meant to be, it's meant to be. No matter how long you 2 are. Cannot means cannot. Try your best to maintain it =) I don't want to repeat the same thing again and again.

Did my homework. So here I am =)) This week seems to be passing very slowly. It's only Thursday today. I woke up thought today was Friday. hahas. But say it's week 4. It's very fast. Week 4 is coming to an end. 1 month. I'm only left with 9 month or less to prepare for 'O' level. Did target setting yesterday. If everything goes smoothly as what I planned. I would be able to strive in 'O' level. Lets hope so! hahas. I shall work hard for everything. Not let anybody be disappointed because of my result. Yes? my dear =)

Hahas! Someone's making me laughing non-stop. =DD Always an entertainer =)

Tomorrow lesson will be boring man.
Newslink: at the door step of lalaland.
English: Just enter lalaland
Math: Half dead already
Recess: sleeping
Physics: Door step of lalaland
Chemistry: Half dead.

Hahas. That has been the routine. =DD

Trust me =)

2010-01-27T22:05:00.000-08:00

Whole week spoil

First day. First lesson. First hour. I got a really harsh scolding from Mr Ong. Damn it! His scolding made me CRIED. Why me!? Again!? Why only me!? Why other no!? I dont understand! Why put so much expectation in me!? 25/40. Pass right? NO! I failed! 75%! 30/40. SHIT! I got a feeling he will scold me again tomorrow. I'm very sure he will put me in Math club. duhhhhh! I failed his second matrix 3 marks test. Take the first one! Then I passed! He will very sure, confirm, scold me. CAUSE I LEARN THAT CHAPTER BEFORE! He goona scream at me up and down. ARRRRGGGGGHHHH! In front of the whole class again! I shouldnt have taken Express math. I shouldnt have gotten A1. Then nothing will happen. He will not put so much expectation in me. SHIT! EEEERRRR! 3 days already. His scolding still inside my mind. And his "Don't give me this kind of crap result again!" Yet, I kept giving him crap result. And crap answer. And crap graph. I think he goona scream and shout at me again. Because of his scolding, my whole week is gone! I dont have any mood for any thing.

I'll prove you wrong!

2010-01-22T20:35:00.000-08:00

Why I dont have?!

Why she have I dont have!? Not fair! I did so much end up I dont get it. So irritating!

Anyway, school was fine. This weekend TONS of homework again. 7 this time. Last week was 9. I finish Chemistry, so i have 6. =DD Will do some later. Math again tomorrow. This time round isn't test. Was hoping tomorrow don't have anything. I'm so tired. I need a sleep. Yes, I slept this afternoon. =DD
Cut my hair yesterday. Don't quite like my hairstyle. Because it's so thin. Ya. I still prefer my hairstyle last time.
Today right after school, Chermaine say Miss Quek finding me. So went staffroom to find her. End up not me. is sHimin. aiya. Then went home. So guai right? hahas. Saw my brother. So went home with him. The first thing he say to me was "jiejie, you want go out ar?" I go home early means go out larhs? TSK! Had lunch. Watch crayon Shinchai! hahas. I miss babe. I miss heihei! hahahahahaahahahas. They call me xiaoxin. Shall meet up with babe some day. and get my badge back. hahas. Dont intend to return the badge perhaps. hahas. Watch 2 CDs. Fall asleep.

I wanna edit photos! Hahas. I am not the kind everytime study wor. hahahaahhas =DD

Meant to be together.
Forget about it.

2010-01-19T22:43:00.000-08:00

I'm tired

It's been so long since I say I'm tired right. haiis... Nothing can describe what I feel now. I want to write everything down but.... I can find nothing to say. Nothing can describe what happen, how I feel. I just hope to stop everything. I really can't hold it anymore. I will burst out sooner or later. I have been holding my tears. It's very hard to find my passion. People, you won't know what I am talking, because only some of my friends and I know what happen. 4years. You think so easy? You think it's easy to build up everything? Come on! I have been committing since end of sec1. By mid sec2 I already know almost everything! Come on larhs, grow up. So what study is important. CCA is also important. People got A1 for CCA, Higher Chinese, distinction. A1, CCA minus 2points. Higher Chinese minus 2points. Total minus 4points. You know how much different!? You think you take higher Chinese minus 2 points is enough. Quit Choir. I don't need you. Ask you to do this, you give me all sorts of reason. So you expect ME to do it for you!? EH! 4years already! Give me a rest can!? Cannot. FINE! I'll do it. Tell me in front of my face! Don't go around telling people around you but not others! I think, i goona talk to the teachers about it. I really can't tolerate anymore. It's too much.

Stop telling me all these things. Nothing will go back to how we was. Stop it. You just made me kept thinking. I can't get over it!

Today went JP with ruoyi after remedial to collect badges. =) Took 180, alight at "after bukit batok" and walk all the way back home. Far. VERY FAR. Was thinking some things while walking. I just want to walk, and have some time alone.
Stupid, I should have alright opp Bukit Batok Fire station. STUPID AND DUMB! Manage to reach home downstair in 15 to 20minutes? Hahas. Eh I can walk so fast why today 2.4 so long uh?? Cos I walk real slow. I know. hahas. Don't have the mood to run or even walk. Having stomach pain since morning. After running, gastric. Irritating teacher dont believe! FINE! Recess, Ate. But, Never finish. I'm too full for anything.

Don't tell me we are meant to be together.
你喜欢的不是我。

2010-01-18T05:46:00.000-08:00

Free from homework of the day ((:

I realised I have been talking about homework, school, study almost every post since the start of the school. Hahas. Well, I got the motivation somewhere. Hahas. CHIA SI MIN got motivated by Mr Victor Lee and Mdm Heng, surprisingly, this morning. Somehow, somewhere. Because, I know what I want to do in future, so as to get good grades, enough points to get into the poly and courses I want. I believe I could do better than L1R2B2 <15 points.

Finally got to go shopping on Saturday. Went JP with ruoyi. Shopping, but nothing caught my eyes. Duhhh.... Somehow, I want go Bugis. =D I haven bought accessorize for the year =DD Goona take my scholarship award next Saturday. 30 jan. How fast time has pass. I didnt know it's next week, until just now during Choir, because Choir is going for a concert at 29jan, Stanley said it was next week, I immediately "SO FAST AR!?" =) I will miss you. ALOT. =) 始终是我的猪 =) Afterall, I will forgive. =) I make sure you 疼死我！Dote on me so so much that nobody will get it! =DD

Today lesson:
Math, half understand, half dont understand, small part was at lalaland. =DD Shhhhhh! Don't tell Mr Ong, if not he will "Don't give me crap result again!" EEEEEKKKK!
History: O K larhs.
LS: Hall. Mdm Heng talk. Somehow, from somewhere I got motivated. =DD
Recess
English: Speech. AGAIN.
MT: Free period. Library. SS. =)
SS: SBQ. There's test on Thursday. I remember!
Break: Eating bread + doing math. Eat, put down, write. Eat, put down, write. hahas. Very busy. Didnt know how to do. =(

English remedial. But it's a test. Speech AGAIN. I forgot to write down the time. forget it.....

Canteen, did Math. Was STUCK! Saw Mr Ong, but didnt call him. When he stood up and walk, then called him. BUT, he only teach my 1 question then he walk away. I almost went "BOMB!" Almost burst into tears! I totally don't know how to do.... Some larhs. Not all. "who ask you put so much expectation on yourself!?" Forget it, hand in, Choir. Quite fun larhs. =) Finish, home. =) and here I am. it's already 10. I should sleep. There's physics test tml. Pray hard, I at least pass! PLEASE!!

Love you =)

2010-01-16T21:22:00.000-08:00

Tons of homework waiting for me

Time flies, week 2 is coming to an end. Well, I already have tons of homework calling, asking me faster do it. But, nah, I'm lazy, I'm still not in the right pace to do homework after school, evening, night time and weekend. BUT! I shall do it right after I update my blog. Hahas. Trying to keep blog alive by updating.

I decide not to re-take Chinese. Like what Adeline said, "take TWICE already, B3. No matter take how many time it will still be a B3" My Chinese basic foundation isn't that good. Well, shall spend free period doing homework or doing revision. Shall concentrate on other subject and score with flying colours. PASS! Especially Math, I don't want Mr Ong coming after me "Don't give me this kind of crap result" Forever won't forget this sentence of his. I'm scare he will come after me and SHOUT at me this coming Monday. Because today test.... sign.... I'm so disappointed in myself. Express paper. Yet, I don't know how to do alot of question. SHARKS! He will sure KILL me. I did this kinda paper before. What a shame of myself. sign....

Physics, I cant get it. I'm dead this time. Physics is one of my best subject, but it seems to be like I understand more Chemistry than Physics. DEAD..... I can feel the stress right now. arrrrrrrrrr! I think I goona mug myself in study today. I don't think I will be able to sleep, unless it's 2 or 3am? I once studied till 4am. When the whole house is so quiet, even the road. Whatever! I goona work very very hard for the sake of the 'O' level cert. I only want to cry, with joy.

I should get going now. Off to do homework. JIAYOU! =)

2010-01-13T22:57:00.000-08:00

Re-take? Dont re-take? I DONT KNOW!!!! CHINESE. B3. Why this kind of result!? If B4, sure i will re-take. If A2 sure i wont re-take. HEY! B3! HOW!? I still cant make up my mind! This question has bugged me since yesterday. I dont know. I dont know. I dont know!!!! If re-take, then got to go through lesson, writing, intensive Chinese again. I'm scare of the intensive Chinese. Whole day Chinese. Somemore it's not the environment we had last year. This year is a bigger class. Not a class less than 10 people, where we can joke and play around. No. No more. I scare I cant concentrate. Although we learn everything already, but I scare because we learn EVERYTHING I will slack even more. Predict that I will do well without even listening. What if re-take, get B3 again? Then it will be a waste of time and money. But B3 makes a big big different. Chinese is also a subject where I believe I can score. Although I NEVER get A in Express Chinese before. But never get A wo bu gan xin! If dont re-take I can spent the free period doing other subject work. Then i got more time for other subject. I dont know!!! =(

2010-01-11T20:24:00.000-08:00

Waste my time and money.

I'm not happy today! Because, firstly, I injured myself during PE where I got blue black here and there. Secondly, I got scolded by MR UGENE ONG! So bu gan xin! Thirdly, despite taking the second time of 'O' level Chinese, yet I still get B3. Waste my time, waste my money! Yet, I thought I could get at least an A2. Maybe my oral and LC pull me down. OK, dont talk about it anymore. I am not going to re-take anymore and concentrate on my other subject. I goona scored! And not letting YOU scold me again. walao! I got B3 yet I got scolded! That's my standard! Even in 4Es! I never scored at least a B4 in 3Es okay! eeeerrrrrr! Really so bu gan xin! Just because I scolded A1 for N level math, now you want an A1 also for O level math. It's just the starting of the year. The first week! Give me some more, a bit more time! That's graph! I don't like. I promise I will do well in other topics okay! Please don't scold me anymore. I can't forget what you said!
"Do so fast for what!?"
"You are suppose to take O level math result today"
"THEN!?"
"Dont give me this kind of crap result anymore!"
What the hell! B3!!!!!!! 65%!!!!!! ARRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHH! I'm going crazy man! WHY ME!? Just because I scored ONE!? eeeeeerrrrrrr! You yourself told me N level A1, O level B3. THEN!? I got B3 whattttttttt! Or because some people scored full marks. You expect me to get the same!?

Irritating! I have been thinking this for the whole day man! Just because of that 3 short sentence.......

Anyway, forget everything. I goona score for you to see! Feel like scolding everything out! !@#$%^&*()

That's me!

2010-01-08T23:05:00.000-08:00

Saturday BURNT.

Shall start the post by asking question. =)
Firstly, Why I said Saturday is burnt? Btw, pardon me for my LOUSY English, correct me if I'm wrong. I need to improve my English in order to pass 'O' level and get into the courses I want in poly =) Anyway, my Saturday is BURNT because Mr Ong wants us back for Math test tomorrow morning at 8am. arrrrrgggghhhhh! I was still thinking first Saturday, let me sleep all I want first before starting everything. Who knows. awwwww..... Graph test. Aren't going to be easy. Hey! This graph is not just about finding the value and plotting, that's it. No way man! Still got to draw tangent, find gradient. Solve the equation by using the graph. Whatever. I think I cant get 75%. I think I will sure be in for Math club. I dont want nah! Anyway, wish me good luck. awwwww =(

Secondly, weekend is coming! But, there's nothing to be happy about larhs uh. Plan to study tomorrow already. Actually planned to study tonight. But, I went out just now, and then stuck in-front of the television screen watching TV shows. I want to study my F&N. But, because the paper I got got some black pages, give it back to Mrs Ng but she didn't re-print and gives us back. How am I suppose to do everything. Forgot I don't have the paper. Shall study Physics also, as I don't understand some parts. Can't help it, but somehow, sometime go into "lalaland" Then come back, turn to Ruyan "what did teacher say? I went lalaland just now" hahas =DD I can't help this going. I know. I will TRY to pay more attention. Even if not, I will go home and study. I NEED PHYSICS WORKBOOK!

Anyway, it had been 5 days since school started. I shall say, so far so good. =) Amazingly, I asked question in Chemistry lesson. Hey, that's not Chia Si Min right. hahas. Now I understand why! hahahahas =DD I know I need to do some target setting. But I'm not yet ready. I don't know the gap between 'N' level and 'O' level. I only know Chinese, which i will be taking result on Monday, and never re-take anymore. And Math. Will do target setting some other days, as that day when they go through target setting I wasn't there as I went for CCA orientation.

Alright, I think I better get going now. Math test. Wish me good luck. Passed. But 75%.

2010-01-04T22:00:00.000-08:00

Contended?

First day of school. (:

It's a tiring day for me though it's the first day of school. Because, I didnt went for any lesson, yet I stayed in school all the way till 4+ WHY?! Why I didnt went for lesson?! BECAUSE, I went for CCA orientation. This one later on. One by one =)

5a1:
Form teacher: Mrs Tan S H
Co form : Ms Durga
English: Mrs Tan
Math: Mr Ong.
Physics: Ms Tan SS
Chemistry: Ms Soo
F&N: Mrs Ng
MT: NO LONGER WANT TO TAKE. Mr Ng K K =DD
SS: Ms Toh
History: Mr Chiu
PE: Ms Lee

Quite happy with the teachers. Anyway, not happy also has to go with it right. Cannot be, not happy, dont like, dont study right. I wont because dont like the teacher or what give up on my studies. 1st period was form teacher contact time. Didnt did much admin, but alot of talking, by Mrs Tan. Talk alot about O level. What's happening. blar blar blar..... Starting to feel the stress. I was thinking, "promote to sec 5. Proceed to O level. Am I doing the right choice? Can I cope?" hahas. Fancy thinking of it right now. =P Seriously, when I was in sec 4, the only thing I thought of was "pass N level. Go Sec 5, do O level" that's it! The moment I get my result. "Yes! I passed! Yes! I got promoted!" Filled in the form. And handed it. Right away. No hesitation. Never thought of it when I reach home too. Passed. Sec 5. OK. Happy. So easily satisfied right. From now on, I goona excel in STUDY! EXCEL means As. I know it's not possible for all subject. But I shall put in all my best in every subject. Chemistry, I know I always fail. Now I goona pass it! REALLY. But the worst thing is my basic Chemistry is so damn lousy man! Just hope my Physics can pull Combine Science up but not let Chemistry pull everything down. I goona score A1 for math. A1 but not boarder line A1. I want 80 and above. What a high expectation I give myself.... Whatever..... Math teacher is Mr Ong. If I dont score A1 I will long bia! (bang onto the wall!) Physics, A1. Chemistry at least passed. Combine science should can have B3 bah? That's what I want at the end of sec 5. PRELIM! Farrrrrrrr... But planning for the future =DD History, I shall get A again. or at least a B3. Abit scare already. Did I set my target too high? But! NO! People can do it. So can I. Right!? SS at least a B3. I will study globalization now. =DD Finally uh. For the whole sec 4 I didnt understand a single thing about globalization. Cause it's about geography. I'm not the least interested in geography. That's why I'm a History student. Make sense? =DD F&N, I think at the end I might be able to get at least a B. I dare not put too much hope in F&N now. I scare I cant make it. School paper I scored so well, even an A. But, when it comes to national exam. I only gotten four. how sad was that..... I was still hoping for at least a three. All I have to remind myself this year is "never be lazy and never slack!" awwww.... so long already. If you guys read till here, you really got nothing to do, or you're just my loyal reader =))

Anyway, continue with what happen today. Well, I went for CCA orientation. Well, well, well, shall not say how the sec 1s behave. I'm done my job in telling them what choir is about, what we do and asked some of them to join. I might not did a good job in talking to them, but, i hope they get what I wanted to translate to them. =) Although I didnt do much, but I'm tired at the end of the day.

Was hungry in the morning. After the second class, we got break. Went canteen to eat breakfast cum lunch with Ms Quek and Mrs Kwok. Mdm Hia saw me and shouted me name "simin! My gorgeous lady!" hahahahahahahas. so shuang right. =DD Then she say "eh I must treat you. What you want? Ice-cream?" I dont want ice-cream! hahas. End up she bought me green tea. Will be having a tough job in choir this year, i believe. I'm like the oldest there. arrrrrgggghhhhhh. SO old..... There's no more Trisha who I can always "eh trisha, help me." what to do this, and what to do that. No more Zhongping to guide me along. Hey! I believe I can do as well as zhongping. Right Zhongping? =D There will be a choir camp coming up. Yes, I will be organizing. awwww..... already cracking my brain thinking what shall I do... Just now bathing I was thinking, 2008 got camp fire. 2009 got party night. 2010 what shall I do next? hrmm.... Didnt want to ask for help. Because I want something fresh! 3 days 2 nights. It isnt as easy as you all think. Not going to type down what I've thought of. Nobody knows! hahahahahahahas =D Discussing with the teachers. =DD I hope it will be fun. =D I know how to organize. I know what I want to do. But I dont know how to do it. Weird right. It's very easy to think, but it's never easy to do it. "action speaks louder than words" You will think, "do this, then after that do that" but, if everything dont goes that smoothly than you thought? Well....... Shall slowly plan it. I got 2 months. =D

Woo, I'm so long winded. Who cares right. This my blog. I like to say what, I say. Not happy, close it =)

Did I mention I had my breakfast cum lunch at 11+ hahas. Then had LJS, crazy on potato at 4++ , 5. Come back. Never eat dinner. mama ask me want eat. i dont want. Then she ask i got eat izzit? why i dont want eat dinner. I reply no. She HUH!? very loud. hahas. hungry wont die. =DD hungry i will eat. anyway, i'm not in the mood to eat also larhs.

2009! I cant get over it! Too much things has happen. For me. People around me might not notice. I think I change alot. I tend to keep things to myself more now. Why? Because the one I usually talk to will longer be with me like how we was last time. I know, I will let go. Shall not elaborate too much. Keen to know, ask me. =)

Gdnight people =)

2010-01-03T02:06:00.000-08:00

I love this dressing ((:

cute hor? i mean her larhs =D

She want disturb me. too bad larhs. too late =DD

off shoulder ((:

love peace
save the earth
by surfers paradise.
hahas. my shirt =D

with ah ding. we call her ah ding but her name no ding. hahas.
Raizel lim jia hui. hahas.
she's my little boyfriend for that 3 days of Genting trip.
she hold me hand.
hug me.
tap me to sleep.
woke me up by touching my nose. hahas.
she's damn cute larhs.

with Janelle

With Jerlynn

with Hazel

xiao jiu and Raizel.

at mushroom garden.
so sweet right. but i dont want. hahas.

collar up. =DD
keep me warm =)

Levi Strauss signature =)

at Genting skyway.
with Janelle and Ivan.

With Ivan

With Xiaoyi

with er yi

with xiao jiu.
This photo i not nice. cos he make me laugh.

mango =)

cute hor. hahahahahahahas =D

This person's dictionary's with me. I learn him mine during N level.
he return his to me during O level. so mine is still with him -.-

at work.
i dont know why i took this eeyore.
i sit down, throw the eeyore there, find it cute so took photo =D

Super jumbo pluto. which costs only 29.90 or 24.90 i forgot. not mine anyway.

actually quite nice leh with cap. hahas =DD

wanted this dress. but. nah. didnt buy it.

went orchard with mummy on 18 dec after taking N level result. took photo with her. but not nice. hahas. =DD

This should be fine =) dont wanna post much =) chatting on phone.

have been working working and working. end work on 27. 28 went out with ruoyi and inez and naufal. penisula, bugis, walk and took 190 home =) 29, went school for sec 2 orientation. slept at 2+ last night. woke up at 6+ 4hours only. better dont write why wanna go school. if not people might say my pi gu words. but who cares right, this my blog! not happy with my typing? not happy with what I say? go away larhs. close the window. i didnt ask you to come. i didnt give you my blog URL. i dont know how the hell you found it. and then start talking bad about me behind my back. be it! Guilty!? Then I must be talking about YOU! whatever! i wont be facing you ever again. neither do I want to see you again. Go. go ahead and complain to the others again larhs.

pardon me. this has nothing to do with my friends. if you're guilty then you better do something uh. =) this person seriously bear the whole responsibility.

30 to 1st jan went genting. =) 2nd jan went orchard with ruyan. last minute. hahas =DD

shall end here. =)

i dont think i get over yet.
give me more time.
dont mention your name infront of me.
then i'll forgot everything.

2010-01-03T00:40:00.000-08:00

2010 ((:
Let it be a good year =)

First and foremost, HAPPY NEW YEAR (: Spend 1st jan in Genting. Anyway, that's not the main point larhs. Start with 2009 new year resolution first (:

"((:" is "made it"
1. better result "(: not really quite satisfied. "
2. N level 13 points. "((:" (didnt know I actually only aim for 13 pints =DD anyway, i got 13points)
3. O level chinese - A1. "hope so. B3 for the time being"
4. choir be more discipline "(: quite satisfied with some of them."
5. silver for choir SFY "bronze. At least better than nothing (:"
6. play hard and work hard! =) "((: i think i did that"
7. more up less down =) "nah :("
8. good year ahead! =) "(: I believe it's a good one"

Quite satisfied with year 2009 ((: Thanks to everyone who came into my life, be it making me happy, sad or angry, made me laugh or cry. You make my 2009 full of colours. ((: 2009 pass too fast. Perhaps, I'm too busy with everything. Starting of the year, busy with SYF, and then N level, and then work. Nothing much eh, but I felt that it just fly. As if yesterday I just cried over mr poh leaving. That was the starting of the year. like Jan? Or even musical. =DD Still cant get over it larhs. It's the best performance I have ever had. Not only I experience acting, singing and dancing all in one go, but also I knew alot of friends and been close to some. =) This was 2008. =) Nothing much happen in 2009. Only struggle in study and relationship. But I think relationship, it's best for us to be like this. =) No point liking each other but not going to be together =) Chia Si Min grow up ler =) Anyway, let me think of 2010 new year resolution ((:

2010 new year resolution.
1. O level less than 18 points (:
2. Difficult time fast pass. Especially, O level.
3. Same commit to choir.
4. Choir to do us proud when we step down (:

cant think much eh. hahas. Study, O level lol. no relationship, so wont have those last long or what. friendship, i got confidence it wont be a problem =) nothing ler leh. liddat ok larhs. My biggest hope is choir beside O level. Chatting with Munting about our CCA. Hers drama and mine Choir. Every senior hope for the best for their CCA. Hope those junior just understand. It's really not easy for us to build up this and make is stable.

New year wishes will grow and grow. Hasnt had any yet.... Will add and add day by day =)

Thank you =)

2009-12-29T23:26:00.000-08:00

I lost the trust I put in you.
Disappointment

I'm finally back! =) No more work anymore.... That's a good news uh. ((: I miss my babe! Ruilin. =) And hei hei. She got addicted by me. Abit crazy. BUT, but, She's more crazy. hahas =DD Will post somemore when I come back from Malaysia, Genting. =) I going Genting tomorrow =) But, I'm sick. Hope I wont "AH CHOO!" all the way there and at there. My voice very sexy. So nan ting lol please. When it comes to night I sit infront of the computer, then i wont talk mahs. Suddenly I talk, my voice will turns to "man" voice. awwwwww! That's so nan ting.... Told you my voice cannot make it still call me. I want the shoe! I want that heels! Not expensive. 2 for less than $40. =D I bought a heel early this year that cost me $30+, so 2 for less than $40, no expensive =DD Getting pay later this week. yeah! hahas =DD this time got to realyl save alot already. No more money will come in unless I save from my daily pocket money. I will, but not alot.

Ok! I need to go already. I need to settle my phone first. If not there wont be enough memory for me to take pictureS =DD

Darling, miss me :))

2009-12-21T01:42:00.000-08:00

谢谢你牵过我的手。

Love me =)

Well, gotten back my result. Yes, I pass. =) Promoted. I'm not goona write how much points I've got. Come and ask me, if you want to know it. It's good for others, but not for me, as I set my target higher than what I've gotten. Anyway, I know I have work hard. No point feeling sad right? =) Therefore, I'm going to work extra hard next year. It wouldn't be an easy year, I know. But I believe I can do better =)

Ruyan pass too! yeahhh!! Pray hard she goona be behind me again! hahas =D So that whatever happens we 2 will be TOGETHER. Right ruyan!? hahas =D Don't you miss school and leave me in class alone again!!! So lonely alone....

Congrats to those who are promoted. People who are not, don't be sad. Repeat isn't a shameful thing to feel about. You study 1 more year. Get better result =)
ITE isn't that bad right? Study 2 years ITE, you also can go poly =) Like what Mdm Tan (I think) said, we take the highway. We will meet somewhere =)

Come back to what I did everyday. Work of course. OK, Trisha's calling me a workaholic..... WHATEVER uh Trisha.... This few days, the customer is CANNOT TAHAN!!! Shall not mention what they did larhs, it's really very frustrating.

Today worst..... Shall not mentino who this promoter is. Yes. It's a HE, he's a promoter. Around my area. Shall name him as person A. Person A ALMOST everyday claim that he go Marina square or go back office. Whatever it is. OK, we believe. But why must it be everyday?? This you just leave your stuff here and expect us to look after for you?? Pay you take. work we do?? FAIR?! NO! He disappear today with his GF. Whatever it is. He say he go eat. OK. Eat right? Break, 1 hour. FINE! GO! 1 hour has pass...... 2 hours..... 3 hours..... even 4 hours..... Not a single phone call or message and tell us where the hell he went. Until Waikit call him, and he say he go Marina Square. This time, I dont believe. Nobody believe anyway. He disappear since 1+pm until the time when I knock off, 9. He haven come back. At 8+, I told Sarah. "might as well ask him dont come back" Everybody's angry with him. His counter is so damn very messy! I dont care. I see his things block my way. I throw. Whoever sees it, whoever also throw. Who care. Since you everyday want go here and there. Go ahead. Never mind.... The one getting scolding is you, not us. + aunty is sick today.... Person B and person C went for break. from 5+ all the way to 7+ walao! What is this!? Person D and person E went for break also at around 5+ going 6. Pass their key to me. If got customer wants anything, get for them. OK... Aunty say she wants to go home first. She cannot tahan. So I ok... I help her look after. Customer wants something from person C and person D counter. So I went there and get. Stuck there very long though. Person C and person D work together. I came back to my counter. Aunty face black black. OK.... I kana scolded.... for nothing larhs of course. Help people i wrong. not at my counter, i wrong. Serve other people's customer, i wrong. People went for break too long, I wrong. FINE. WHATEVER. So my face black black also larhs. Walao! I almost cry larhs. Get scolding for nothing..... yuan wang you know...... 1 counter got 2 person. cannot 1 person go break another person stay meh!? If not, hired 2 person for what!? 1 is enough what!? What the hell!!! eeeeeerrrrrrr! 1 more week, and everything is over. Faster over larhs. Really is cannot tahan. Customer + some other promoters. Kana complain also still never mind. never mind. then your continue never mind lol. I cant be bothered. Got once, they ALL, A,B,C,D,E went canteen together. that was 8+pm already. Brian saw them. scolded them. Person B, come back tell me. Brian saw them and they kana scolded. Person A kana complain. Too bad larhs. Still not scare. Lucky it was Brian. If it's laycheng, they long ago kana sack already....

WA! I didnt know I complain so long.... hahas. it's going 2am already. Cannot, i need to sleep. Tml work all the way till 11PM. I will die man. Anyway, tml work, tuesday off! hahahahahahas =D Gdnight people =)

你教我怎么爱你
但你没教我怎么放手

2009-12-15T00:49:00.000-08:00

STUPID and DUMB!

Finally, come back to blog. =) I'm tired leh actually. 1 week didnt post and i bought somethingS again. hahas =DD Let me count, how much I spent altogether. It will definitely be more than $300.
Kappa bag : $39.90
besheet : $46.55
off shoulder top : $35.90
Guess watch : $142.20
Guess necklaces : $52
Where to get such cheap guess watch right. hahas =D because i got tangs promoter, 20% discount card =DD It end on 13 dec, last sunday =D
Dress at FOREVER21 : $58
TANGS : $9.90.
TOTAL : $384.45! woah!!!!!!!! I didnt know I spend this much. oops! If I spent everything in 1 day. It will be like there's no tomorrow. somemore, somemore. goona buy christmas present for my cousin leh. Still wanna go malaysia shop leh. hahas. I like very rich liddat lol. (YOU THINK YOU EARN BIG MONEY AR!?) hahas. My mum was like, earn money jiu shi liddat, spend and spend and spend. yeah! At least i never spend until left none to clear my meals and bus-fare uh. This month goona earn more than last month =DD

Anyway, 2 more weeks. and that's it. no more working. no more laughing at customer, oops! no more, angry at them. no more running about talking. no more complain this and that. hahas. no more sneak out walk walk. oops! hahahahahahas =DD

Everyday went work alone, until last thursday, andy come meet me and go vivo together. hahas =DD So good right. He off so he accompany me + he going buy things also. So, met him at south view lrt and bus-ed 188 there =) Talk all the way. woohoo! Time pass very fast. better larhs, better than me sit there for like almost 1hour leh.

something interesting happen on sunday. =DD during the disney show. It will be damn crowded.
lady A walk backward, knock onto lady B. Lady B face black black stare at lady A and then stomp away. Lady A's husband shout in hokkien " WHAT!? WHAT!? " I look at them 3... nothing happen. hahas. people walk walk walk, squeeze here and there. knock onto the shelf. bedsheet all drop onto the floor. you look at me, i look at you. stand there watch disney show. HUH!? you dropped things and you just stand there, watch show somemore. vomit blood lol.... no more disney show already larhs. walao eh. really is angry leh. nobody wanna pick up somemore. all liddat walk pass it. aunty asks me dont take up. see they will take up anort. no, they didnt. they just walk away after they see shuang the show. see people take photo ye shuang. really cannot tahan.

at the very same day. at night. a girl, wanna walk to her mum there. drop my whole stack of bowl. ping piang! the mother walk very fast with the girl. how irritating! run away nevermind. the worst is, IT BROKE!!! I was like. SHIT! how!? sales rep say put it aside. walao eh! broke it and run!

also the same day. A guy drink finish sugarcane drink, put the bottle on my shelf. i look at him. he walk away. walao eh! what customer also have. faint! still remember, just work there, brian ask me "you eat ice-cream ar?" i was like, huh?? no ar.... she point at the empty cup... mac derhx sundae ice-cream cup. really is what customer also have....

i dont like to come stock on saturday. especially with the disney show on. Really is stupid + and dumb. too many people, so i put the carton at the back there. use basket take the stock and then put on the shelf. how troublesome. liddat nevermind. people block here and there. itchy hand somemore. already told them it's on that side. they still touch. eeeerrrrrr! somemore so scare people take and then go. without paying... behind at the side... nothing to block, so people can just take and go. too many people, promoter and staff all busy. cannot see....

come stock everytime every promoter very pekcek! all face black black. who ever come stock cannot talk to them. the face as black as bao gong.

ok, enough, i'm tired....

bought awfully chocolate derhx cake back. hahas =DD mummy wanna eat. smallest one. $25.80. oh! Spent again. $400 liao.... =DD

2009-12-08T01:35:00.000-08:00

I dont like!

I like this flower. It's no my bed =DD

Very pretty I know =DD
I kept feeling this picture dont look like me.
Cos I'm with make up =D
got another 1 even more not look like.

Seriously, my sales rep like put me there and die myself. Everything I settle. Customer exchange I do, anything wrong I responsible. Order stock, I order. Stock come, I pack. Price tag, I do. Change place, I do. Keep things, I do. Take shelving, I take. (It's so damn heavy please!) Whatever happen, she just call me, and ask me do. Eeeeeerrrrrr!

Got one day, Last week, 1 customer came to exchange my product. It's a lunch box. $6.75 leh! She's not a singaporean. So, she went to the cashier and ask for an exchange. The cashier didnt wants to change with her. Because, it's obvious she spoil it herself while taking out the plastic. This lunch box is nicely, tightly wrap in a plastic. So it's very obvious that it's spoil or not. Even a blind can feel that it's spoil please! So she insist that she doesnt know how to speak English and demand for an exchange. 死赖着不走. I just stand beside quietly. I also dont know wanna change anort. Because she make spoil herself what. The cashier cannot tahan, Ask me go find laycheng. (supervisor). Charlton went with me. Search tangs 1st floor, dont have. Went second floor. Found laycheng. with jasmine. (also supervisor) So tell laycheng. She also very cute lol. Change the top for her. below you keep. Jasmine overheard, say "aiya! change everything larhs" at first I go in ask for laycheng. she was like " what thing? I fang gong already leh!" hahas. Charlton behind me laugh. Bo bian, change lol. Then I do return lol. Irritating customer. Make spoil then say I sell spoil one. If spoil I will dont know meh. I also not blind. Think I never check my stock ar..... eeeeeerrrrrrrr!

Today afternoon my Esther call me, (my sales rep) ask me to get shelving because they dont know enough bag so they use another bag which cant hang to put the product. I okok. After cup phone, I was like "where am I to get the shelving? If I can get. SO HEAVY!?" It's no original Shelving. It's really damn HEAVY! I clever. I tell mohd. hahas. Then he say stock come then call him. Of course i OK! =D Wait and wait and wait. 4+ already. haven come. Even help Aeroy pack finish his stock. He went office. So, me, sarah and charlton helped him. =) Cannot tahan. hungry. went for dinner. 4+ i eat dinner. hahas =D ate burger king =) 5+ go back. Stock FINALLY come already. 4 BIG BIG cartons! faint! blar blar blar 6+, 7. Chit chat. hahas. time pass really fast. 8+ waiting for knock off. hahas. 9. punch card. wait for them to knock off. then MRT-ed home together.

Was sick. Whole afternoon sneezing like nobody's business. No voice somemore. I was like "dont come near me, I sick" Really cannot tahan. Sit down at my shelf and "do paper work" Sleep! hahas. =DD You know, take paper on my lap, hold the pen. Head down. SLEEP. hahas =D Awhile only larhs. Didnt really sleep. think I dare meh.... Anyway, i didnt take paper. I just sit down and rest. At night was much better. hope tml come stock then i wednesday and thursday jiu free. see how's sales then decide whether wanna friday or saturday come stock. =DD I goona order ALOT! So monday wont so empty. Almost kana by manager today. hahas =D heng I packing stock already. anyway, wanted to shift everything. so might as well everything take out. then leave 1 row only. below all empty. hahas =DD

Jasmine came down today. I was standing beside the soft toy basket there. Then she told me dont hug the soft toy. I was like, when did I hug those soft toy? hahas. She say customer complain. use email wor. ANYWAY, Alot of spelling mistake, and grammar mistake. hahahahahahahahahahahas =D laugh! The customer say saw promoter or staffs hugging the soft toy he/she feels very disgusting, dont want buy already. I disturb charlton. PUT PLASTIC BAG LARHS. hahas =DD Cos got 1 incident. Previous promoter, before sarah, kana scolded by charlton's boss. because her stroller put beside the soft toy basket, then customer put those soft toy on the stroller. The boss scold her for putting the stroller there, dirty his soft toy. CRAP! Brian knew it, he told me "ASK HIM PUT PLASTIC BAG LARHS!" . hahas. I laugh. So I told charlton that. =DD Funny. We all was laughing at that.

Didnt have a good sleep yesterday. Was thinking like something missing. This morning then knew that I forgot order something. hahas. No wonder I cant sleep well.

Anyway, was chatting with them on MSN. But almost all goona gone ler. Alot people in 1 conversation, =) i goona off now too. before I complain i'm tired.

2009-12-07T01:27:00.000-08:00

Treat me nice, and i'll treat you nicer.

Actually I'm very tired. But, shall update a quick one. Hahas.

I went shopping today! Hahahahas. I really Bought something. Oh! Not something, but ALOT of things =DD oops! Wanting to met Sarah at 11 at harbour front interchange. But she was late. So I urgent, go off first. toilet. OOPS! 人有三级. Should be liddat write larhs. hahas. That's what Andy say uh. Then he fly off to the toilet. ok, come back. Then shop myself. hahas =DD Everlast shoes! arrrrrgggghhhhhh! Bought kappa haversack. $39.90 =DD Love it so much! Goona use it for school. Hahas. Say wont buy any school bad but still. hand itchy. =DD no, not hand, heart itchy. You know 心痒痒. =D Wanted that FOX jacket. With the word "FOX" printed infront. But like no more eh. Sarah called, So met her. FOREVER21! arrrrrgggghhhhh! that dress. BUT $63! WOOOOOOO! Home alone! Drop jaws! Topshop. Mango. That minnie shirt was so nice. But the material not good eh. $29. Didnt bought. Sarah bought something. Punch card. Punctual for work =) 12:00. yes! very good! =) Working time. TIRED! Charlton seems so emo today. Hahas. He sits on my shelf, head bend down. Dont know is tired, sleeping or what. He seems so sad. So I disturb him "Your girl reject you right?" He replied "how you know?!" while laughing. I forgot which day was it, me, andy, sarah, charlton and aunty joann went for dinner together. Well, when I'm full, I will some sort play with the food. When I look up, They all look at me. I was like, "why you all look at me!?" Charlton ask " why you this few days sian sian one? " where got!? " Tired perharps =) today very hungry. 1+ i gua gua jiao hungry already. Watch disney show AGAIN. We're all tired of it. Everyday the same thing. We even can memorise what the mc said. And even can dance the dance. Hahas. So squeeze somemore. People gather around the place to watch. Stand there, till we dont need to do business already. People cant even cross over. That's how crowded it is. But the space there is limited also larhs. The worst thing is, we, promoter are doing our stock, packing it, yet people cross over infront of us. HEY! What do you treat us as!? We're human too leh! Wa! Hot wor. Dont want buy, dont ask so much, ask 1 or 2 things ok, fine. But dont ask a whole loads as if you're buying but end up return a "thank you" and walk away. This is fine. Worst is, people touch touch touch. Put back. No, not back. Put at the wrong place. Already so busy yet need to entertain this nonsense. OK! stop it! Shut up! That's my job. I know. EEEEERRRRR! HUNGRY! So went for break at 3+. Then shopping. hahas. LEVIS. =D Bought a tee. CHEAP larhs. $13.90. So nice somemore. hahas. I know I spend alot. Yesterday bought a bedsheet for 49, discount 5%, 46.55. There's somemore. not yet finish. =DD Sarah bought something too. =DD Back to work again. Aunty joann Bought us honey lemon. Shared with weili. The drink last me and him for,,,, from 5 to knock off 10. hahas =D at 7+ he walk to me, asking for the drink. So I gave him of course. Know what he say "you haven drink finish ar?" hahas. Where will drink so fast larhs.

Say first. I was standing at my counter. Sarah was behind me. so, we can talk. Then charlton came, aunty joann came too. Another promoter from far away came. So we chit chat. Then saw brian at 2nd floor looking. All Siam! hahas. Really all walk away. Then brian came down. I was packing my shelf. Then he walk to me.
Brian: just now you talking to the guy ar?
Me: which one?
Brian : act blur ar? He say in chinese. 装傻 ar? zhuang sha
Me: (laugh!)
Turn to him
Me: cos I talk to alot of guys. So which one? hahas
Brian: ah bisk! The water bottle that one.
Me: orhhhhh! that side that one ar?
Brian: YES!

hahas! oops! kana caught! He walk to sarah and tell her "be automatic. zi dong yi dian hor" OOPS! But seriously not we 2. we 2 stand at our counters, and we didnt talk. Human uh, will auto walk to another place and can just stay there. WE walk around, then stay there. No talk. Weird. I know. =DD 9. Went m)phosis with yuanhong =DD Bought a bag. $49.30. =DD I spent like $100+ today! arrrrgggghhhhh! What's there to arrrgggghhhh about larhs. Also not never spend before. + the bedsheet i think got $150. SHHHHHHHHHH! hahas =D gathering. waiting for guard to come. so we can put cloth on the stock then knock off! =D father fetch me home today =)

OK, my eyes is closing... gdnight =)

2009-12-06T02:05:00.000-08:00

yes~!

I wanna cut my fringe. Cannot stand it, too long. But where am I to find time to go cut. Sleep also not enough. Hahas. =D Anyway, shop for 2 days already. Hahas. I meant, during break and or after work. Friday after work went to look for dickies bag together with seok yin and her friend. Saw a red one. and i love the black one. but $69.90. singtel user, 15%discount. $50+, still very expensive. So decide to go other place to see. Converse. Beside converse was Kappa. Seok yin saw the red backpack hanging. She went crazy. Oops! Converse had not much design. So Kappa. Oh my goodeness! It was so damn nice! She love the red one and I love the black one with pink and purple strips. She say it was nice too! Hahas. SO! Didnt buy it. =D (stay tune)

Waited for Sarah, Aeroy and charlton. Took MRT home. =)

2 day watching the disney show, 4th time. Already sian liao. Can memorise what the people say already. We have to watch for another 16 more time. FAINT! But quite nice when they dance and the song. So cute! hahas. Just that the person talk very long winded. All can memorise. When the show starts, everything stop. People stop shopping, promoters stop working =DD We stand down there watch too. Friday when the show just started we all walk infront to watch. hahas =DD People standing everywhere and takes photos. Before that Aeroy's stock come. So every stock that come will put at that particular place which is infront of my shelf. He haven finish packing his stock, mine came. hahas. We look at each other and we laugh. He had to move his stock another side. heng, today only 4 cartons. Previously was 5 cartons. I almost fainted! 5 BIG cartons. Rush in tangs get the stamp then rush out make return. So troublesome! Complaining very hungry. Since 2pm. hahas. But all the way till 5+ then ate dinner. No breakfast, no lunch. aiya! Nevermind, I did that for 4days already. At first was alright. hungry, then after that season ler. But today damn hungry until i cannot tahan. Ate the fish rice. Some fish i dont know call what. Damn salty. Cannot tahan. never eat finish. The salt put so much for what!? So damn salty man! Eat cannot down. After eating, went m)phosis with sarah. hahas. Aim another bag. oops! I aim a total of 3 bags at m)phosis already!! Went back work. Time climb. Not flies any more. Maybe because I'm tired. I'm dead beat man! Almost collapse. knock off at 9. accompany seok yin to buy her bagpack at kappa then take bus home. waited for 20minutes. faint! oh ya! bought mickey music bedsheet! hahas. last one. singtel users 5% discount. woohoo! hahahahahahas =DD Slept all the way. alight at toh guan and papa send me home =D I'll buy that kappa bag and that 2 m)phosis bag tml =DD shhhhhhhhhhh! hahahahahas. No worries. Tml papa driving me home. so can shop. can take alot of things. hahas =DDDDDD ok, got to go already. it's already 2. and I got to wake up at 9.

2009-12-04T01:12:00.000-08:00

Scholarship! =D

I'm in good mood so I came to update. Actually I wanted to go off now. Tml need to wake up early. My mother just pass me a letter. scholarship! woohoo! Got money take again. hahas. I did well not for the sake of money okay. Anyway, gotten 2years of bursary award. 1 year scholarship. and now scholarship again. ARRRRRRRRRRRRGH! I'm going crazy. hahahahahahas =D Just gotten my pay. and now scholarship! woohoo! SAVE! But I want get that m)phosis bag. no 2. TWO! =D hee!

whatever! gdnight =)

2009-12-01T07:10:00.000-08:00

Trust me, convince me that I'm fine =)

Ok, people, trust me, I'm fine. Dont come asking me anymore question uh. I never emo. Quanyuan, understand? I'm fine. ok? =DD Talk half way in msn. Then suddenly offline! eeeeerrrrr! Haven talk finish eh.

Anyway, I'm fine =) Even if I'm not, I will be. SOON! No later =DD I'm serious, I'm really fine. I laugh, I play. Whole heartedly =D

I'm just too busy to blog. Everytime reach home from work already very tired. Well, you know, chia si min love sleeping. never will be enough sleep for her =DD Well, today took leave. =D Went picnic with choir member and Ms wendy! Oh! Miss her so much! OK! I'm suppose to organize another event early next year. Give me some time =DD

I'm tired now. I shall go sleep soon. =DD

chatting with working mates, yanyee and andy =) Will update some of those funny stuff up. when i'm free. and i feel like. =DD

Oh! we gather and talk. hahas =D That's not allow actually. 2 or 3 nevermind. but ours is more than 5. hahas. sit on the shelf and play PSP. Almost all 16years old. =DD Almost got to see hong kong actor yesterday. Aunty joann called us and ask us to go over to wait. haven knock off leh. hahas. SO, 1 bunch of us went. Me, Aeroy, Andy, Charlton and Sarah. So wait for awhile, then thought "eh go back larhs, later supervision say why all gone" not all. But my place all GONE. =DD SO we went back. Later, Charlton and Aeroy went to wait, They come then they call us. Who knows. When they reach there, they go already. FINISH. hahahahahahahas =D But sad larhs, should have wait. hahahahahahas. All so disappointed =D

There's this day when me and andy wanted to go see sea, cos vivo mahs, but end up sitting infront of the ship. BIG SHIP. chit chatting. Nothing, purely chit chatting =)

Hahas. Aeroy say "please jie jie" to me! =DDDDD hahahahahahahas. cos his blank cardboard put infront of my shelf, so i ask him to take it away, put behind the "thing" somewhere larhs. then he ask me to help, kept saying please. Then, i walk infront of him "you say please jiejie" so he "please jiejie, da jie, xiao jie, lao jie." whatever all come out! hahahahahahahahas. =DDD Same age, hahahahas =D

ok! got to go =) gdnight =D

2009-11-18T00:14:00.000-08:00

CHIA SI MIN WILL BE BACK WHEN SHE FOUND HERSELF.

2009-11-16T23:35:00.000-08:00

Well, life got to goes on (:

I dont know how to start this post. Hahas. Seriously. My mind just went blank. Anyway, a bunch of people celebrate my birthday in advance yesterday. Thank you so much! I can't get over it for the whole yesterday night. Burger as a birthday cake? Hahas. I find it so ridiculous. With candles on top? Hahas. And I cut the burger actually. Hahas. Birthday song. Hahas. They made me eat finish the burger then find out something which they hide. A cake. Hahas. Yes. Yes. Thank you so much. So very much. I really appreciate it. All the way from Bukit Panjang or where ever you stay, all the way down to Vivo city just to celebrate my birthday. Appreciate it alot! Thank you.

Thank you RUOYI!
Thank you INEZ!
Thank you NAUFAL!
Thank you CHUNHAO!
Thank you JONATHAN!
Thank you KENNETH!
Thank you JOHNNY!
Thank you ZHENGWEI!
Thank you TERENCE!
Thank you ANDREW!
Thank you BERNARD!

I hope I didn't miss out anyone. (: If I miss out or spelled your name wrongly please correct me (: And who ever who plan this behind me. And I'm so blur... (so easy to bluff right. I still blur blur, "so they're together?" hahas) Thank you people! 说不完的谢谢. This is the best birthday present I have had (: Thank you very much! Hahas. I kept saying thank you.

And and, I got this ROSE. hahas. so cute! I knock off walking along the corridor at vivo city. Everyone was like looking at me. Hahas. At the bus-stop waiting for my dad, everybody gave me that weird look too. hahas =D I know the rose very nice! hahahahahas. Thank you Kenneth. (: Cause I love that rose so much then he gave me =DD It's a toy rose larhs. I love it so much. Had wanted it for so long. =DD

25 more minutes to go!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIA SI MIN! =DD

2009-11-12T22:45:00.000-08:00

I lose confidence in myself.

Went for work today. Miss the bus. Saw 188 from far. But decided not to chase for it. SO I wait for 15 minutes!!! arrrrggghhh! should have chase right?! Regret. ANYWAY, was late for work larhs. That bus on the way there was so damn cold. Caught a flu. And kept sneezing for the whole day. Make me feels so xin ku. did set up. 2 hours. finally. but not too much space. so add store. while waiting, went lunch with Esther. So nan chi. Oh my tian! Toy R Us. Set up. AGAIN. Cos new stock. O.o! Not enough space. SQUEEZE. hahas. Promoter only do 2 stuff. Either SQUEEZE or SPREAD. hahas =DDD Back to atrium. Haven yet open, already got customer. I find it funny, cant they see the thing down there? They still can come in. For whatever ways they use. But they went in. I find it so weird... Did set up. Stock up everything. Princess section very full. Cars not enough. Stock coming at night. again. hahahahahas. not my business liao =DDD finish work at 4 =DDD Home. wak all the way to interchange. 188-ed. so cold again. Went Lot1. hahas. This fashion see got long pants anort. Have. but hor, $39. fainted! dont want liao. Wallet shop. Bought a ELLE wallet as birthday present. hahas. so nice. =DD yea hey! My birthday present. Using my money, buying my birthday present. hahahahahas. Then home... =) bathe. play game boy. hahahahahahas. but no fun. =( had dinner. And here I am =D Shall sleep early today. today set up half way goona collapse already. So tired.

will be working at vivo city. Lobby L, Behind information counter, In front of TANGS. The big atrium there. There only have 1 atrium. hahas. Come out from MRT, up the escalator, Then walk straight =DDD will be working from 12 to 9. Might work till 10. Depends. Come find me for lunch. or buy things from me! hahas. Water bottle, melamine, bags =DDD BUT, disney cars and princess. hahahahahahas. I want sales larhs. Buy for cousin, whoever! hahas. Christmas. We preparing for Christmas. Got alot pooh bear! hahahahas. Got that pooh bear Water bottle! arrrrggggghhhh! I'm goona get it one of the days. Can wait. until 23 dec. scare cannot buy ar. hahahahahahahas =D

Tell me you dont like me
Then i'll give up. totally.
I'm serious.

2009-11-11T23:09:00.000-08:00

Customer: how much? (F.Y.I, everything in chinese)
Me:$29.90
See her so like so i told her
Me:If you want, I can give you a new 1. I still got 1 more.
Customer:$20 can?
SHOCK!!!!!! $20!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! I almost told her this
"If you dont want. Please roll off. Other people will be willing to buy $29.90 from me."
GOSH!
Me:Cannot larhs. $29?
Customer: (see see around the bag) $22
Me:Cannot larhs. $28 is the lowest i can give.
Customer:(put down. walk away. giving me that face)
OH MY GOD! $20!? How come got this kind of people?!?!?!? Shopping centre leh. You think market buy vegetables ar. fainted!

2009-11-11T22:56:00.000-08:00

Tell me you don't like me.

PHOTOS TIME =) TONS OF PHOTOS =) ENJOY =)

Date with my beloved TAN RUOYI =)

While waiting for MRT

Reflection. But not clearly seen.

Using not my phone. hahas =D

Yongsim, get back your phone, see my face larhs =D

In the toilet =D

Took LRT with this outfit, and people kept staring at me
Anything wrong with this outfit taking LRT?

Excuss me, no photo taking. thank you.
hohoho! Tan ruoyi already took alot. hahas =D

I'm in love with this heels =D

This girl love this sunglasses so much

Fish & Co.

This cake is so big! but without cream. hahas. I like.
With cream i dont like. Cream makes me feel, EEEE! hahas.
But the chocolate very sweet.
My photography skill not bad uh =D
$50 not waste. hahas. Edusave anyway =D

Working.

I like the band on my head. BUT $6.90. Actually I wanted to buy. hahas.

Black ribbon =)
This new urban man guy told me novena that outlet got 7 guys.
behind that is 1 of them.
He still ask me got handsome guys anort?
I smile smile, turn. hahahahas =D

I like that pink ribbon =D

Pink ribbon =)

Grey ribbon =)

Brown ribbon =)
It's a hair band for your information =)

5 & 6 nov, chalet

Working. =D
Ask me go work, ask me take photos. hahahahahas =D nobody mahs

Haven yet 9.30 close shop already. tsktsktsk. I meant behind.

Nothing to do. Aim slipper. hahas.
Heard some people pointing new urban male
"nah, this's the shop, 1 slipper cost 20 over bucks."
I hear already, i laugh.

I wear like this, people come ask me sign up for credit card

KBOX =D

Specturm =DDD

Changed. After performance.
This flower is actually on my head =D

Our beloved conductor,Mrs Kwok.

My beloved Ms Chee =D

I love my chairman. EX. hahas. Trisha =D
Laughing and crying together. yes.

My flower very behind.

She's my mummy for the day. hahahahahas =D
hold my hand and walk the whole UCC.

I LOVE this photo. cos I very pretty. hahahahahas =D

Chairman is very girl that day =D

Crazy CHERMAINE TAN

Low larhs rebacca chua. hahas =D

My smiling apple. Cause with her is always smiling and laughing.
never fail not to do so. =DDD

She actually want to zilian. hahas

Mrs Ng

I couldnt recognise her when she makes up.
because it's so heavy.
only when she talk then i know she's ms cheong. hahas

I was sitting outside the room. I'm just too tired to stand and go in.
+ it's noisy inside. outside is more peaceful.

Smiling happily =)
We all acutally cut bangs =D

yeah!

In class. Months ago.

Ignore that hand.

Mrs Kwok's house =)

Smile =)

Musical =)))

Before we went on stage. So neavous i remember
But I smile all the way =D
GREAT! =)

Really miss it so much.

Pizza hut =)

Last year birthday =))

See how happy I am =D

Also not my house. How I know which key.
hahahahas.
I remember the first time i choose,
I took the wooden door and main door key. hahas
=DD
They ask me to find my present myself...

MEMORIES =)

2009-11-11T00:40:00.000-08:00

I once said it was impossible, but you made it all possible.

Finally, I can sit down and have a good nice update. WARNING! IT GOONA BE A VERY LONG POST! I GOONA WRITE EVERYTHING DOWN HERE FOR THE PAST 2 TO 3 WEEKS!

Spectrum week. Had tons of rehearsal basically. First rehearsal in school. When we went down to the hall waiting for debrief, drama was having their turn. And this F4 came out. hahahahahas. I from top laugh till bottom. I almost cried. So very funny. Erm, pardon me uh. =D Second rehearsal in UCC. Gather at vocal studio at 4. Did warm up. blar blar blar. 4+, 5. Chit chatting. hahas. Mdm hia at first want us change then go UCC. HUH!? With that long skirt how are we goona get up the bus? hahas. Ate dinner. awwww..... whatever. anything. Never eat finish. hahas. Nevermind. forever like this =DDD So cold over there. Irritating 2 person wearing shoe. I never wear shoe. Cause we aint suppose to. We sing and dance without shoe. Kinda like dancers. Actually choir very muti-talented. =D We can SING, we can DANCE, we can even PLAY INSTRUMENTS. True uh. =D I can sing, I can dance, I can play piano. hahahahahahahas =D Finish our rehearsal at 9+? Changed. And waited for bus at their foyer. Huang jian lao shi say "bus come already!" all cannot wait. Stand up. End up wrong info. hahahahahahhaas. I didnt stand at all. hahahahahas. I was laughing out loud. bus finally came. All doze off. When going was noisy. But back, the whole bus was so quiet. Very tired uh. Oh ya! When going, there's this sec 1 guy, a group. shall not mention. Some of them joined choir. the bus. Then i shouted keep quiet. it's noisy please. This guy shout back "shut up!" i was so pissed off man.

23 oct
Actual day. So reluctant to wake up. I sat on my bed after my alarm went off and thinking "shall I go school?" hahahas. I'm really so tired. Already got home like 10+ bathe. blar blar blar. slept at 12+, 1. Oh! no! I slept at forgot, but later. Cos I was chatting on phone. hahas. Bloodly hell. My stomach cramp. Dont have the mood to do elective modules. So I put my head on the computer desk. resting. Recess, didnt eat. I'm just no appetite. My face is like so pale. hahas. blar blar blar. board the bus. counting. "EH! How come 29 people!?" cos yesterday was 30. xinmei counted 29 when went. back i counted 30. I was so shock! hahahahahahas. I counted alot of time. then i realised. It's because there's this indian girl who join indian dance. that never join us. hahas. phew! hahahas. Before our rehearsal. Mdm hia was holding my hand. Bringing me round and round UCC. hahas. Up and down. Up and down. Holding my hand. Then I ask mdm hia this "mdm hia, shall I call you mummy?" hahahahahas. She was holding my hand so tight eh. We 2 was like crazy that day. Really. really. And that's mdm hia. hahas =D I'm like her personal assistance uh. Anything she will "simin! help me find the cap." i will "huh? my fault? how i know where you put your cap." hahahahas. Running up and down looking for hair spray. not cap. hahas. End up got scolded by irritating person. When I said "EXCUSS ME" eeeerrrr! make me so damn pissed off man. Nevermind. Shall not pursue it. I'm mature enough to even care about here. She's so angry. NEVERMIND. hahahahahas. I will be laughing out loud. =DDD And let you be that angry. =D Pulling yongsim around too. hahas.

Actual performance. So neavous. But the second song was crop up. Oh my god! We cried. Because it just end like this. I have yet to finish half the song. It's my hard work. I learn the melody in 1 week. I learn the particular tune in that 1 minute. I learn the dance in 3 days. Such short time i learn it, practicing so hard. You tell me "ok, choir you may go" I still so navie, "there will be another performance izzit?" Then I heard this lady saying "okok, dont cry, your did very well already. not your fault" I will stun. End up, yes. They return our pride to us. =) We had another performance. Before us was band. We move with the beat. All wasnt nervous at all. because, if you had been to backstage. you see all of us dancing. hahas. Was dancing and playing.

Smiling all the way through out. I didnt dance wrong. I'm so happy! =D BUT! I almost sneeze on stage. hahas. It was cold!!! Freezing cold. I remember, the first spectrum, i actually sneeze. hahahahahahahas. that was funny. some heard, i remember zhongping was conducting us. and zhongping face change "oops!" hahahahahhaas. audience cannot hear anything. hahahahahahahahhas. I find it so funny now =D

Finish everything at 10+ Out the theater. Saw ruyan and all. Hei hei. took photos. SO in a rush. and i'm in uniform. aiya! I remember this that i cant get over it for so long even till now "simin, you very pretty" hahahahahahahahas =D fly liao. fly liao. =D school. fajar mac. home. 12? forget. but blar blar blar. 1+ slept. so tired. saturday, 24 oct went hospital visit er yi. she's fine now =) at night, stomach cramp until want die already. so pain.

25 oct
sunday, went down visit her again alone. O.o! hahas. accompany here larhs. and saw xiao jiu and family there. so long didnt see my cousin. So cute.. It's been 1 month + since i went ahgong hse uh. I'm busy at work. oops!

26 oct
monday. Went down visit here again. =) accompany here all the way till 6+ then went home. no school. promotion day.

27 oct
tuesday. last day of elective modules. I learn alot from photo shop. next time edit photo can use photo shop already. i have the software. hahas =DDD after that, went jurong safra kbox with ruyan. i sang my heart out! hahas. SO FUN! hahas. I can go up! hahahahahahahas =D I'm goona go there again! singing is my passion =)

28 oct
Wednesday. Didnt went to school. early morning, jane call and ask me izzit possible to reach there at 10. cos she said 11. wrong timing. hahas. So faster wash up, called xinmei. met here. lrt, then mrt-ed to novena. I work as bag derhx promoter, cos i'm tired of clothing. hahas. =D xinmei work as clothing derhx. we work at the same place. so hahas. first day, break together. eat dinner. =) had breakfast larhs. hahas. all the way till 9. went home.

29 oct
Thursday. lrt-ed, mrt-ed, novena. work all the way. brought lunch cum dinner back to eat. bobian. know what, ate half way, I serve customer, ate, and serve customer again, and ate again. hahas. ate that dinner for like so long uh. nevermind. i'm already used to it. and used to standing to eat. that's how pathetic. end work at 9.

30 oct
Friday. Went school. so tired! Had some talk. arrr! faint! Did cleaning. Report book. hahahahahaha! so I got 13 for prelim. not 15. hahahahahas. i was so sad when i tot i got 15. hahas =DD it's over larhs. only have to wait for N level. Had lunch with people. hahas. i'm lazy to type out who. then i went home. change, i'm out. i'm in a rush. novena. i'm punctual! hahas. 3. start work. all the way i'm busy until 7+ then forget, we actually haven eat. hahas. ate. knock off at 9 =D

31 oct
saturday. reach at 9. cos lady boss want me help her open the thing. haiis. the knot hor. i spent 15 minutes doing it. tsktsktsk. so tight. everything's done at 10. people actually come shopping as early as 10 and people have not open everything, they start to see, take. make it even more messy. cant they spare a thought for us? people nowadays... haiis.... jane treat us lunch =D

1 nov.
Sunday. lady boss treat me breakfast. lunch treat me again. hahas. =DD work all the way till 8+ pack up. to box. then up to push cart. that will start on monday. oh my god. it's messy. whatever! hahas. until 11. goona die liao. work for 14 hours! faint... reach home already 12+ i think, i talk on phone. hahas. forgot. 1 day talk on phone until 2+ goona 3 then sleep.

2 nov.
monday. i forgot what i do. but went to work at 5. novena, push cart.

3 nov.
tuesday. novena push cart.

4 nov.
wednesday. novena push cart. sales was ok. dying to have sales.

5 nov.
bugis BHG. Super love promoter. 30% off regular items. 15% sales items. only 1 day larhs. sales was. OK. hahas. So irritating. So troublesome. need wait until all customer go off then can knock off. CHAOS. hahas. finally got my IC and bag back. cos need change pass and need put bag. so huixian, munting and zihui work there. but i went 1st floor and 2nd floor i dont see them. and i walk to every counter. cos i need to get back memo. but i dont see any of them uh. after that met them + alson and alwin. 7-11. then cab down to east coast. yuehan and ruyan came fetch us. hahahahahahas =D bathe. ate. but hor. machiam nv eat. only ate at 12. for lunch. then all the way never eat. decide not to bbq anymore. walk all the way to mac. alson like drunk liddat. hahahahahas. so funny. irritating say if vomit, 1st aim me. KNS. i was so scare larhs, cos he really look drunk. hahas. still remember his reaction to that pond. hahahahahas. ate apple pie =) 7-11 again. hahas. i drink =D quite nice uh. hahahahahas. drink abit larhs. =D beach awhile. back to chalet. quite late already. wanted to sleep. but all the way i never sleep =D 6+ all went see sun rise =) quite nice uh. i want see sun set =) 6 nov. slept awhile. still i never sleep. cant get to sleep. sensitive to noise that day. people talking, coming in and out. and SNOOZING. faint! so loud. shall not mention who uh. hahas. by the way, these people came, zihui, munting, huixian, me, alwin, alson, yuehan, ruyan, sophia, adeline, yingxin, haiqal, adeline's sis, bf, adeline's friend, bf. adeline sister. they book another room. 9+ woke up. pack up. off at 11. shared cab home. reach home at 12+ everything done at 1+ slept, all the way till 3+ wake up and eat lunch. hahas. no appetite, eat a few mouth, throw away. shhhhhh! hahas. went for work. so tired. almost fall asleep while sitting down. cos no customer. hahas. pack up. home at 11+

7nov.
saturday. Woke up at 8+, work. tired! dozz off at mrt. nevermind. i never fail to do so. reach there. realised didnt keep mirror. hahas. lucky nobody want. work alone. alone! went buy lunch at 2+ had gastic pain. really pain. no appetite to eat. bought fried rice. 2+ buy back. ate till 3. full. cover. put there. serve customer all the way busy until 4+ eat again. cover back. busy all the way, 7+ then eat again. hahas. 1 packet of rice. i ate 3times. =D that's me at work. finish work at 10. pack up. home.

8 nov.
sunday. work. this time very slack. got ribbon hairband. hahas. kept trying and taking photos. hahahahahahas =D me working infront of new urban male. slipper larhs. hahas. got hunk uh. hahahahahahahahas =D kept MIA. went buy thing. toilet. buy food. hahahahas. anyway, got people help look after. =) thanks so much. at night. this new urban staff take a chair, sit outside the shop. behind me. i so dont dare luan lai. hahas. so nice of him help me keep. thanks uh. =) he mis tooken me for a poly student. hahas. he ask whether i still working the next day. i say no. it will be an aunty. he sian diao. hahahahahas. laugh! finish work. pack stock. update. transfer. home. =) i was late today. hahahahas. no. i never care =DD

9 nov. went out with ruoyi. to orchard. far east, then taka, then ION. I'm in love with that ruba flat and heels. =DDD then novena pass aunty something. then bugis. for nothing. pass time. mrt-ed back. lot1. walk walk. D&C, actually want to get the ribbon heels. BUT! no more! walao!!!! I love it so much. so sad larhs. then go NTUC. feel like drinking milk. so bought milk. i feel like an adult. hahas. because i wore dress, heels. hahas. look so adult. =DDD then home... onlined. NYAA. Oh! SHIT! haven done yet! whatever. hahas. =DDD read some chinese. slept at 1.

10 nov. tuesday. woke up at 6.30... mt paper. do half way, i'm day dreaming. hahas =D day dream for 10minutes. hahahhas. thinking somethinking. paper 1 was alright. paper 2 was fine too. quite easy =) i dont wanna be so confidence again. hahas =D but ya, cos i'm confidence in N level, i scare i will faint if i dont get what i want. seriously. saw mdm hia. mdm hia beat me. walao! hahas. she told me she wanna organise outing for choir

mdm hia: i suggest zoo, bbq, picnic, they all dont want.
me: zoo!?
mdm hia: laugh. ya. why dont you suggest?
me: you that time say want bring us go watch concert then dont have.
Mdm hia: oh! now have the MJ concert. (something liddat)
me: errrr.. i'm not interested. hahahahas
mdm hia: astro boy?
me: got hello kitty.
we both laugh out loud. hahahahahahahahahas =DDD that's mdm hia and me =DD she's like my mummy uh. hahas.

home after paper. treat mummy to fish and co. her birthday. cake cost me 50+ cos we celebrate bday at ahgong hse with everyone. then the cake cost 50+ this meal cost 50+ arrrgggghhh! 100+ whatever larhs. bought a shirt. =) actually wanted heels. but. nahhh, nothing caught my eyes. but great. better. then i dont spent. =D walk walk awhile. and 188 home.

didnt eat dinner. too full uh =D

ok! I'm finally done with my blog. hahas. FINALLY! let me upload photos tml. it's late now. i got tons of photos. if i upload today. then i dont know what time can sleep already. anyway, gdnight peeps =)

Give me, give yousrelf a chance

2009-11-04T13:53:00.000-08:00

I got alot of pictures to post
I got alot of things to say
BUT
I got alot of things to do

hahas. I really wants to update. But I really dont have the time. Wake up. do my stuffs... blar blar blar. Dont wanna on computer, as going work soon. bathe. out for work. finish work. 10 or 10+ reach home 11, 11+ bathe, blar blar blar. 12+ sometime 1. not in the mood to on computer already.

I dont know what to update hahas. if update what i've done the past few weeks. hahas. until 4 also cannot finish talking...

I'm so lazy to do the NYAA thingy. $12 for a silver award....... I want paint my nail. let me do my nail 1st. hahahahahahahahas =D

Chalet tml! so look forward! hahas. will be working at bugis junction tml from 5 to 11. 11!!! lady boos ask me work. cos BHG MUST have a promoter. if not hor, they will gua gua jiao. and it's their dont know what larhs. then got promotion. so tml after work jiu straight away head down to east coast. woohoo! wonder what will happen tml uh.... hahas. anyway, let me do my nail 1st =DD

come visit me at novena square, velocity =) right infront of new urban male =DDD I'll be working from 5 to 10 =) dont come after 9.30 unless you want to help me keep =DDDD

2009-10-20T21:51:00.000-07:00

好想有人疼，好想有人爱

Very tired today. Due to only slept at 12am yesterday. Let see what I do since erm... Saturday? Did I blog on Friday? hahas. I think I did. =D

Saturday:
Woke up at 9.15. Surprisingly my eyes wasn't swollen. =DD Cause something happen at night. (: It's fine now (: Wash up. Dressed. Do here, do there. Eh I'm out at 9.45. hei hei! 30minutes! =) Actually, that's my usual time larhs. Lrt-ed to pending. Bus-ed 966, all the way to parkway parade. So gan chiong. Got myself a seat the moment I got up of bus. If not must at least stand 30minutes to get a seat lol hor. The bus ride is 40minutes.... Plus work still need stand. Cannot. Cannot. So sat down. Almost fall asleep. So super duper tired wor... So early. Go toilet first. So end up punch card 11.02. hahas. Late by 2 minutes. Whatever larhs. Also not 30minutes, 1hour. Late then give back lol. Easy uh! =DDD

Blar blar blar!!! =D Not really busy. Chit chatting with aunty. hahahahahas =D Oh ya, Went up to sales floor. Happily walk infront. Then found, a..... where's my wagon?! hahas. Kinda shock, plus there's a promoter there. So walk back. O.o! Wagon change place. Change to INFRONT CASHIER!!!! Die lol hor. Comfirm cannot use phone. 8 wagon become 10 wagon!!!! FAINT* I 1 person only leh.... cos 2 company.... Creative moms and camtec -.- So tired. Later, walk here, later walk there. Later serve this customer, later another. I just turn awhile, the most 5minutes only, another side messy liao. Walk back, tidy again... whole 10 half hour, walk here and there tidy this and that and serve customer.

Break at 12.30. I forgot what I do. hahas. But I know I sat down at the dont know where. hahas. Sat down there and drink ermm... what i drink uh. erm..... whatever larhs... =DD 40 minutes. went back.... blar blar blar... break again. forgot what i ate. but abit only. Cos father promise bring me go eat after work =DDD Very fast..... finish work ler!! hahahahas =D father fetch me. and went to eat =D home. bathe. SLEEP! So very tired! slept at 12. Slept 9 hours.. better than nothing larhs, although for me, not enough. hahahahahas =D

Sunday:
So relutant to wake up. Still Climb up!! 9.15. wash up. prepare. blar blar blar..... Lrt-ed. bus-ed... Saw this guy. With the same shirt, same place. same bus. hahas.

Reach. Early! Punch card, 10.58. hahahahahahas =DDD 2 minutes only... Pack pack pack... Stock come at 11.30... FAINT** how come sunday so busy come stock. But today got 2 person =D me and camtec supplier. =D 1 carton, 30minutes. so tired! and it's like so ganchiong. and I hurt my hand. dodo! so pain! It's alright now, but still got scar.... =( Finish everything. 12... Wash hand, use OUTSIDE derhx toilet. hahahahahas =D Slack abit larhs... Go back... Time flies. 12.30 break. ate bread =D work again. very fast.... time flies... See creative moms derhx no stock already. Call and message. hahas. Cannot use handphone then so mafan. need hide. Or else jiu shi go behind call. aiyooo, so very mafan. Dont want work parkway parade already. Instock also cnt use phone. break, still bread =D hahahahas =DDD knock off. =DD yeah!! still got bell derhx. hahas. cute uh.... Tell us knock off liao. Can see all promoter is use run derhx. cos 2nd floor, not good. 1st floor will press the lift that goes up. by the time the lift reach 2nd floor, we cnt go in already. full liao. 1st floor promoter play nasty derhx.... hahas =DDD punch card out, 21.38... see!! Bus-ed home. so very tired. oh my tian.

reach home. bathe. use computer =DDD slept at 1am =D

Monday:
woke up at 9.15. same. so tired. hahas. lrt-ed. bus-ed. punch card what time i forgot. supplier got come cannot late. actually is my mum's friend larhs. hahas. she order stock. and say will come in the afternoon. faint!! Sunday stock, monday stock again.... very fast. really very fast yesterday, 12.30. break. come back. phone call. so gan chiong. answer. wait uh. wait uh. faster run to the back. answer. hahahahahas. stock come at 3. But hor! 4.45 then come. I so gan chiong larhs. cos my break at 5. Still cannot leave there dont open. Open 1 carton. irritating. spent me 30minutes! I 1 person only leh!! Today all come stock. hahas. 3pm, walter come stock. she finsih, mine and baby concept come. together. so it's the same driver -.- ....... 5.15 then went for break. ate proper meal =D dont care. actually is until 5.40. i late go out. late go back. hahas. went back at 5.50. contiune. 2 more carton. walao eh! 1 person only eh!! still finish everything in 1hour. wa! tired! Throw carton. slack again. hahahahahahas =D very fast. 7 already... oh ya! before stock come, my and the baby concept derhx aunty. at there chit chat. damn very funny! hahahahahas =DDD we 2 laughing all the way... really so funny. cos there's this guy that work weekday for creative moms. then the promoter aunties all there, kept talking about this guy. then i ask how he look like. how he walk. aunty want show me. but haven show she already laugh liao. show liao even more funnier. hahahahas. we 2 jiu there laughing lol hor. hahahahas. then the walter promoter, she join in also. hahahahahas =D cannot tahan. so funny.

there's this toy, jay jay, the jet plane. it's a toy. then this customer ask the promoter , i was standing beside, "how does this work "the aunty explain. "you push it to the back, then let go, it will move by itself" then the customer reply "so it's move in the air?" hahahahahahahahahahahas =D I cant help but laugh out. I work so long. this is the most naive customer i've seen. hahahahahahahahahahas =D so funny. the aunty also laugh. then she tell me, " should tell her. can. you put fuel lol." hahahahahahahas. we both laugh like nobody business. do our own thing, we still laugh. =DDD really very funny!! put fuel is the real jet plane larhs. ahahahahahahahas =DDD call us go work, we go chit chat and laugh. hahas. last 15 minutes, aunty then ask me what's my name. hahas. cos usually i call her aunty, she call me xiao mei. anything, she shout xiao mei, i know it's me. another isetan staff call me nu ren. hahas. new name... sometime she call nu ren. i was like, who you calling. hahas.... finish work at 9. ask the so call "supervisor" not actual 1. cos supervisor on leave uh. ask her sign. then she say "wait uh. wait uh" ask her sign. she say go down punch card already then come up give her. cos need pass her badge also. -.- so went down punch card, 21.08. sure miss bus liao. bus is 21.10... -.- blame it on her. wait wait wait. still ask me go down punch card.... took the 21.25 bus. -.- reach home 10.30? i think. walao eh!!!! bathe. sleep! 11+ but slept at 12... cant get to sleep. shoulder hurts so much.

Tuesday:
alarm rang. So reluctant to wake up larhs. So tired!!! went school. hei hei. blue, bling bling nail polish. + double ear hole. mdm heng and mr chui was like standing beside me and talk. -.- cover ear hole with my hair =D then squeeze my hand. hahahahas. dont care. i found a way to cover my ear hole. nail polish. hack care.... =DD photogarphy course. elective module. aiyoooo. so boring wor.... computer lab. use computer =DDD hahas. but kept kana caught. ruyan larhs. she kana caught then we also. off the computer screen. hahahahahas. on and off, on and off. =D

end... met ruoyi. fajar =DD no lunch. but ice-cream. craving for ice-cream since saturday. hahas. =DDDD chit chat. then went back to school. walk here and there. later hall sit awhile. hahas. vocal studio. choir practice. costome. eh mine quite nice uh. hahas. =DDD but skirt very long very hard to walk.... ar... not very long. is liddat derhx. long until feet those kind. cos it's malay costume mahs. so next year racial harmony day, choir all wear there same larhs =DDDDDD rehearsal.... blar blar blar. whatever..... went home at 6+ reach home at 7+ ?? aiyooo... my shoulder hurts now... i think i wanna go sleep now ler. tired too. marina barrage tml. go until dont want go ler..... bring camera tml. =DDD I want buy a new camera.... no choir practice tml. shall I cut my hair?? dont know eh...... dont want larhs. dont want. later i regret.... dont wanna rebond my hair this year... just leave it =DDDD

I miss you

2009-10-19T00:49:00.000-07:00

Treasure. Don't wait till you lose it, then you start to regret.

I'm so so so so so tired.... 10 an a half hour of standing. Faint*** I shall sleep soon.
Hurt my hand. =( Painnnnnnnnn! Dont know which dodo dont know how to use staple, staple until liddat then people hurt their hand. =( cannot staple properly then put the thing inside larhs. wha lao stupid or dumb.... Still remember last year hurt right hand middle finger. this year left hand middle finger -____________- hurt myself when packing stock... dodo leh.... too gan chiong. later too slow kana scolding. Cos it's open. later block customer's way..

a few of us was talking. 5 i think. after a lil while, we was like "eh so many people stand together, later kana scolding" all run back to own wagon. hahahahas. Work was fun, but super duper tiring.

bell ring at 9.30 hahas knock off liao. hahas still got bell uh. =D all run to the lift there. dont like 2nd floor, cos hor, people at the 1st floor, will press the lift that goes up and then they go B1. Clever uh them...

I think it's time for me to sleep. later nort enough sleep again. =DD

Can I dont go for elective module. stay at home sleep, afternoon then go for rehearsal. hahahahahas =DD

2009-10-16T08:53:00.000-07:00

哭了一场，睡了一觉，醒来，好多了．

我赢在成绩，但却输在我和你的友情．

I dont mind being alone. True? Who like to be alone? Even though they don't mind. But who like to be alone?

我很烦吗？很烦，你告诉我．我会静静，不会烦你．

2009-10-15T00:34:00.000-07:00

reason

slept at 2. woke up at 11+ woke up due to my back pain. Since monday. =( Perhaps never sleep properly. So pain larhs. Imagine the pain that makes you wake up. Accompany mummy to lot1. End up she with her friend. 2 of them walk walk walk, end up throw me behind!!! Never mind. From lot1 walk to singpore pool there, Then wanna walk back. I was like "eh! you walk here and now walk back. Nothing better to do ar!?" So, her friend wanna take something from singapore pool but inside alot people. -.- know what she reply me "Inside alot people, you help me take larhs." I replied her "you crazy ar!? I haven yet 18 larhs. 16 not yet reach!!!" EEEEERRRRR! Walk walk around. She bought me the earing i craving for =D But still I want somemore. =D

Wait till I get pay, I'll give $100 to parents. (I very filial hor. kekeke) Spent $100. =D Provided what I bought is al $10 =D Then can get 10 hahahahahahahas =D Oh! That earing 3 for $5. can can can =D 6 for $10! hahahahahahas =D Actually I dont need so much earing. I have a whole box of earing. And some on my table =D On my table cos can change. Got a small "plate" to put! =D And and and! My table is VERY messy. Full of BOOKS, NOTES, PAPERS, FILE! I saw a math worksheet this afternoon. =D Cos I saw "SimiN =) 4a1." then I saw formula. hahas =D Goona clear it. =DDD

I want sing k! I want go shopping! SHOPPING not WINDOW SHOP.

Cannot pass by D&C. I'm in love with that ribbon heels. So nice! hee =DDD D&C heels are so very nice. But very expensive. 1 heels need 30+ O.o!!! I can buy 3 bag. hahahahahahas =D

Whatever larhs. I get pay I goona buy!! $100 give parents. $100 spent. The rest Save. Dont wanna tpye out how much. later all know my pay... =DDDDD Not very high though. Money hard to earn larhs. Must save. Cannot any O how spent...

Working this saturday, sunday and monday. Parkway parade again. Ewww... So strict down there. Somemore break twice. Break twice good larhs. But alone do what!? Eat. also alone!? So lonely. I'm scare of eating alone ler.... It's like ..... ew...... Whatever larhs.... Better than other people that dont get to eat right..... Eat finish shop alone. hahas =D I walk B1. I walk 1st floor. Saturday walk 2nd floor. Sunday walk 3rd floor. Monday walk every floor =DDDD

My father thought i got boyfriend. hahahahahahahahahas =D laugh die me. know why. because one night, i was chatting with yuehan on phone. using my house phone, i called him. Just nice, my father wants to use phone. so ACCIDENTALLY he heard a guy's voice. hahahahahahahahas =D cannot tahan. very funny! Cant a girl chat on phone with a guy?? This means they're an item?? hahahahahahas =D ridiculous and hilarious. so damn very funny!! I make sure i dont call guy using house phone. so very funny!!! hahahahahas =D

The reason why.
I miss you

2009-10-14T12:30:00.000-07:00

hei hei!~ new photos. Actually nort very new. just felt that the photos quite long already so changed. actually wanted to change the whole blogskin, but kinda lazy to find blogskin and edit. so this will do =D

2009-10-13T23:30:00.000-07:00

I'm bored to tears at home. So really nothing to do. All i do was, wake up, eat, watch tv. You see me, I see you. hahas. Met Adeline and ruyan to lot1 this afternoon. I'm in love with the earingS at 'helen' so bling, so nice! hahas. Waiting for pay day! Then i can get this and that. But still must save, working on November. Later no money for meals and bus fare. =D I talk like adults, I think like adults. haiis.... No choice, really no money. Only can see, cannot buy. $5.90 i find it expensive.... How to survive? whatever! Let will take its go.

I want to sing K!!!! So desperate! But, Yes! I want to sing K!

I want to buy shorts
I want buy tee!
I want buy earings!
I want buy dress!
I want buy skirt!
I want buy long pants!
I want buy skorts!
I want buy Bag!
I want buy wallet!
I want buy flat!
I want buy heels!

I have so many craving..... O.o! how pathetic of me having $3 left in my wallet. How poor am I uh? Get $10 from mum. + $3 in my wallet. I'm goona survive from saturday to next monday. I'm working. Feels very pathetic. Before I order food, I still look for the price. Too expensive i dont eat. $3 i call it expensive. haiis.... End up i ate $2.50 derhx. SEE! That's me. Never work, still in school, still can eat this fast food eat that. buy this buy that. Work already, this cannot, that cannot. I realised how hard it is to earn money. Actually i realised it last year =D But This time seems more tiring.... Money is hard to earn, dont anyhow spent. I'm still wondering should I settle my craving when i get pay or should i save it and slowly spent. Spent on those need not wants. I'm paying for all my stuff now! Except that I'm at home when mum buys me meals larhs =D

People goes out with their parents money. Their parents gave them money for them to buy stuff, to settle their meals. I go out with my own money. Spent meals from money of my own pocket. But some people just dont appreciate. I'm not rich. I'm just more forunate than some people because I have a more lovely family. that brings the whole family out on weekends. Money doesnt matter, what matters more is family =) agree?

I dont know why i came out with this. but, yes it's true. Want this and that? SAVE.

I cherish.
What about you?

2009-10-13T00:47:00.000-07:00

I dont know why they put the name liddat?

During break =D

Last last sunday at ahgong hse.
with Edwin and Raizel =)

Edwin and Hazel

With Hazel, Raizel and er yi

She walks to me "simin jiejie, I want take photo"
so cute right.

Only if everything goes smoothly..
Mellifluous

I'm back to carefree life. =D No more exams. I'm free! hahas =D Actually I'm free last Friday. Was busy with work, that's why didnt post.

Alright.
Monday had physics, chemistry and History. Fine =)
Tuesday had math paper 1. Not a problem! =D
Wednesday no paper. Was out with ruyan, sophia and a friend called junming i think. Their friend. Revised math and F&N.
Thursday Math paper 2. Nope, not a problem too =) I have confidence =)
Friday F&N. OK, i forgot the dia-mono-poly thingy. Whatever. 3 marks. And another question, what is the function for water. 6 functions. I only knew some. 3 marks. 6 marks gone..... Pray hard my coursework is fine.
That's it! Time flies. No more everyday studying. I'm very free now. Seriously. Rotting... Go into that later.
I'm confident i will score well. =) But i scare i now so confident. result come out not what i want, i will faint

read on =)

Outing with ruyan, adeline, adeline's sister, adeline's sister's friend, sophia, yingxin, haiqal, alson and sophia sister. ya... Went orchard. Far east at first. Subway for dinner. walk walk around. Walk all the way from far east to plaza singapura. Was messaging with someone on this particular day. This person send " I at ps leh. hahas " i think larhs. something liddat. I read it for the first time. ps? paiseh? hahas =D so ps is plaza singapura. in short. hahas. Went off at 9+ decided to take mrt instead of bus that need to walk a long way. Reach home at 10+ O.o! Slept at 12+ hahas =D

Saturday. Woke up at 9. Took lrt to pending. then 966 to parkway parade. tired. It's a long journey. It took me 50minutes on bus. + LRT 15 minutes, 1hour 5 minutes. Isetan again. But this time never faint. Not all clothes, not very messy. But still messy. It's just not VERY. Whatever, pack stock 1st. I meant, got new stocks. so... ya.... =D Got a customer want this clothes of this size. some bigger size. so i search below instead of looking for it on top. But I found size 2 below. -.- So weekdays was a guy that work. faint! this guy is so messy. the sizes is all over the place! It's just not messy, because if it's messy, without promoter, isetan staff will tidy it. It's very strict over there. Cannot answer call, Cannot sms. No chatting with friends. Whatever. ALOT! Even standing position also only 1 kind. Faint! Somemore, somemore. Cannot drink water at workplace. Must go to the back. As in, Staff entance there larhs. Isetan katong so damn very strict...

Went for break at 12.30 till 1.10.... dont know what to eat. end up never eat. alone, somemore lunch time. singaporean very guai derhx. time's up, eat. walk walk around lol. went back. wasnt very busy.. People come and go. Busy, is only awhile. About 3+ my ermm.... what's that call. i forgot. came to find me. She came to tell me stuff and ask the person for punch card... The isetan staff, suidah came to find me. Go through with me some promoter must know. blar blar blar. whatever. So must memorise things, she say later the person will ask me. at first i dont know, i just memorise lol. At first i tot is meeting. cos alot promoter standing there. but the meeting finish , the superviser sign i go into office. -.- the person TEST me! at first i "sorry. can you repeat your question?" hahas =D I remembered everything. erm... if wrong i dont know larhs. hahas. So I passed! I still remember, level 2 position "we want to ensure shopping convenient for our customer" Got a badge. at first i wore derhx badge is only promoter. now with a name. It's with me now. cost 10bucks! but when return, the 10bucks can take back. it's a deposit.

went for dinner break at 5. hungry. went hawker eat instead. cos shopping food is expensive. hahas =D no choice, cannot eat expensive stuff. i got to folk out everything myself now. top up ezlink card, meals, whatever. Eat alone... so sad, so lonely. hahas =D walk walk around. still got time. =D even though never deduct break time derhx pay. hahas =D so work from 11 to 9.30 get 10 and half hour derhx pay =D so slack awhile. hahahahahahas =D go back late abit. never punch card never mind. =D

Hanah motanah cushion very good selling. $2 each. Many people buy. Some even buy 3. =DDD 1 day finish already. Actually Friday come already. but Friday not good selling. 60 cushion 1 day sold! hahahahahahas. Credit i claim! =D Check wagon below no more ler.. So take others stuffs up. Dont know what to put... Open this box, another box..... Tired. all like so heavy. Another brand promoter aunty ask me "what you doing? See you very busy leh. " I reply "ya lol. cushion finish already, need take new things up" aunty went back at 8. reach later than me, go back earlier than me. last time at shaw house was i go back 1st. now is other people. sad.... then left i alone.

21:00 another guy promoter at soda kids came to find me. dont know tell me what i forgot already. then i ask him what time finish work. he say 9. then he go ler. so fast eh. i 9.30..... bus back. lrt back. reach home 11. tired....

Sunday. same timing. but i punch card for IN at 10:38. shock! so early! time so difficult to pass... break at 12.30. blar blar blar.... after break time pass faster. cos got more people. sunday. oh ya, people come to shop as early as 11. home alone!! so early shopping. i still sleeping. hahas =D break again. hungry. ate alone. so lonely. I'm scare to eat alone liao..... how am i going to survived for the 7 weeks at vivo.... faint!!! go back. pack stock. take new stock up. wagon empty not nice.. later kana scolding. While clearing wagon below, saw a cushion. arrrr! i laugh out. i thought finsih ler!? die!! later kana scolding.... hahas. told aunty, aunty laugh out very loud!! wondering shall i put up. still put up. hahas. very fast, people buy already. hahahahahaahahs =D lucky! if not the supervisor come, ask me, i dont know how to answer. the aunty help me thought of excuss liao. hahas. what, people yesterday want buy then end up never buy. hahahahahahas. ok .... what an excuss... wanna faster get off that work place. so very tired already.... shutter close at 9.20... wondering shall i go off early. hahas. punch card at 21:29. whatever larhs. 1 minute only. hahas. end up, know what!? i forgot take my water bottle! rush up to take. knock off time, so many promoter.... take lift.

reach home 10+ =D bathe... blar blar blar.....

Today. Woke up at 1+ close to 2. hahas =D so late. my backs and my shoulder hurts.... till now too.... sad.... help mama mop floor. faint! so tiring.... imagine, mop with cloth on the floor. not those mop. so very tired.... i was complaining " shouldnt have agree to help you mop " at first when eating lunch my mother ask me "you help me mop floor then tml i dont need mop" i reply "ok. then tml what you do?" she say"i see you, you see me lol." hahahahahahahahas =D so cute uh. she's my mum =D

rot at home. so nothing to do at night.... watch tv lol..... online at 10+ and it's 12+ now. so fast.... not tired. hahas. of course larhs, woke up at 1+ leh.

I miss you

2009-10-05T19:25:00.000-07:00

似乎已成了习惯
Perharps, we're both too busy with our own stuffs...

Never online, never touch keyboard, feel so weird. So, hand itchy, came to use computer =D Finally finish 3 paper today. 3 paper in 1 day. I'm so damn it tired man!

Saturday:
Spent my whole afternoon studying history. Still I'm quarter done. Went out for dinner. Then use computer awhile till 11.30pm? Continue studying history. Until 1+, about 2 I'm still half done only! Faint!! Got someone to chit chat on phone =D Until 3. Continue studying.. Until I dont know what time then went to sleep.

Sunday:
My father woke me up at dont know what time.. I reply : dont disturb me. Let me sleep. I studies until very late yesterday. I got 3 paper tomorrow. Let me sleep. He really let me sleep and walk out of my room. hahas... Until 1+ then i totally woke up. Blar blar blar. Still i spend my whole day studying. This time round with physics and chemistry. Slept at 11+ but i cant get to sleep. I still remember looking at my phone at 12.. and woke up in the middle of the night...

Monday:
school.... managed to finish studying physics in the morning before went in to the exam hall. Paper not very hard. MCQ i can make it. Please! Stop worrying about my MCQ. I know how to do. I checked. =D
Chemistry was next. Ok. Still managed to make it. =) For once, i wrote happily for chemistry. Knowing the answer =) Pray hard really is correct larhs =D
Finish at 11.. Had... erm.... breakfast cum lunch? Then went library to studied. So noisy, it dont look like a library. In the end, huixian, me, siye and xueqi went to 1 corner and discuss. =D
Went up hall at about 1? Studied...... Spent the last 15 minutes studying policy of appeasement. Lucky I did spent that 15 minutes studying that. Cause it's came out! phew! Finally, That stone was put down. History was such an impact.... 2 more paper to go. Math and F&N. Shall concentrate on F&N.. =) I think i should get going... Study... =)

I miss you
How I wish time stop on last saturday
Then we could continue talking

2009-10-02T11:48:00.000-07:00

Millions of words
Thousands of saying
(just came out of my mind like this)

Tons of things happening in just less than a week time.. Was really so damn tired this whole week. Time seems to fly after prelim. I didnt seems to have time to revise my work and N level is just in 2 days time. It's next Monday. 3 paper in a day somemore. Physics, Chemistry, then History in the afternoon. All require memorizing. Faint!! I goona spend my whole day studing History tomorrow. Stuff everything inside. Stalin, Hitler. Please! Please! Please! SBQ only come out Hitler. Then I'll get an A for combine humanities. Provided, SEQ is also hitler or war in Europe. SAME. Then I'll be save. Because my mind is only full of Hitler!!!

Some day, I forgot when. I was so very tired. I wanted to sleep. But the moment I close my eyes, Hitler.... Whatever shit he does, whatever facts i learn that day, pop out. I was like. Cant I have a peaceful sleep!? I think it's tuesday... Because i remember having remedial till 6pm! Faint! I'm really half dead after that...

Wednesday:
Woke up still feeling very tired... =( Lesson as per normal. Oh ya! Before that. Morning assembly. So happening, we happen to be the last class. And last class have a 100% check! SO! My class was the last class. Because no teacher!!! !st period was suppose to be F&N. And F&N is suppose to have 2 teachers! Walao eh! 2 teachers! 2 dont know go where. OK, i shouldnt complain, cos I never kana caught! hahahahahas =D 1 by 1 stand up and check lol. My fringe was long. Lucky, I bought clip to clip my hair. Cause it's dropping. So I used that clip to clipped up my fringe. And it look so weird! without Side fringe somemore. After Mr Ho walked away. Faster took down. So ugly!!! Check mine, check so long. I also never anker sock, skirt, very guai, knee length. Abit short cos I grow tall.. =P Eh from sec 1 till now eh! What you expect.... And I felt that my uniform are too big... Seriously... Nowadays...

F&N. Some sort of quiz. With the help of ruyan, peihao and I think yuehan. And 1 question from myself. Hahas =D Got a kitkat from Mdm Sarina. First 3 that went up with the right answer have kitkat. hahas. izzit liddat spelled? whatever!! Infront people all wrong. Until ruyan gave. Then correct. I immediately " mine! mine! same! " hahas =D Everyone has a kitkat too. For motivation of doing well in N level. I think. Something liddat. So I have 2 =D
Recess:
I forgot what lesson I had....

Finish lesson. Went canteen and buy food go class eat. Cause remedial at 2.15. Stupid! then albert chia came at 2.35! Then I rush up... KNS! Ate my kitkat somemore..... dodo! I have confidence in my physics! =) But, MCQ. Please! I dont want screw up anymore!! MCQ pull me down so much!! Irritating.... Because of MCQ my physics got so low marks.... Section A and B for paper 2 was fine. And better. No, Can make it! Albert chia say no cake for me. MCQ got cake.... -.-

Inez and ruoyi wait for me. And we went Inez house. =D Nope, not study. =D Went back home. bathe, i forgot..... hahas.

Thursday:
Feeling so sick... Tired...
Forgot... No mood for lesson. No mood to doing work. But still I did... Kept lying on the table and wanting to sleep. Tired.... I remember sleeping during SS. They were watching show. I dont want so I slept. Even the show stop, cause others having EOY. I continue sleeping. Till recess. Still I want to sleep.... math, i think i got sleep? English too? Oh ya, English. Mr Rozell called everybody out. by index number. but only until 20+ i think... Asked about what I goona do after N.. blar blar blar... Ask me so many question. talk to me for so long. yet the others so fast.... -.- I was like, why your so fast.... he talk to me so long.....

No remedial.. Ms Chong sick never go school.... I need help in Stalin! never mind. I shall depend on myself..... =)

Went lot1 library study. Coincidentally... Inez and ruoyi came and found us. hahas =D lolx.... finish studying at 6... Walk walk around... went BHG and look for jingting =) chit chat and i'm home. father fetch me home =D

Friday:
feeling much better =) people, drink more water. the weather is not good this few days... Cause people to be sick.... I'm one of them =( Sadly...
SS. Self-study..
Math: did worksheet.
MT: self study. but i read newspaper. =D and did some math aftermath.
Recess:
Chemistry: I'm very happy with my behavior during chemistry. I listen! I pay 100% attention. erm nope. except some. when i'm busy messaging. =D Then i wrote wrong thing. came to realised "a.... like wrong leh" hahas. funny... I absorb everything!! so happy =D

Finish lesson. Met ruoyi and inez. bangkit. then home. bathe, change, out. lot1. Lunch at subway with inez =) at 3+ my lunch at 3+ =D skipped breakfast. cos it's friday. assume early dismissal dont want eat =D that's me =) Then went library and study. nope. did math. and read history... I remember the crsytal night =D jews were killed. I still remember more than 90 jews were killed. more than 400 shop were destory. and many more.... if i type somemore, it will become a history lesson. =D

Went cck park. to celebrate advance mooncake festival. or lantern festival? which one? whatever! it's 中秋节. With huixian, inez, naufal and a bunch of 4Ts'08 guys... Was fun.. =D

Not very nice. Never mind. !st time.. Practice makes perfect =)

Some crap.. "Practice makes perfect. but nobody is perfect, why practice?" crap. but make abit of sense =D Went home at 9+. walk all the way from cck park back to my house. which is opp south view station. Quite far leh.... But never mind. At least I enjoy myself =)

Enjoy myself already, it's time to get back to study again... 2 more days. So damn really fast.... It's on monday! arrrgggghhhhh! I'm scare of the History paper. Please! Pray hard it wont be like Social Studies. I will kill myself... For studying so hard....

I think I'm goona sleep.. Tired. Cannot make it already. My eyes are closing... Tomorrow then continue my study...

So hard not to think of you
I miss you

2009-10-01T21:57:00.000-07:00

I'm lose in a dessert.

Someone get me back on track please.

I'm not a ball.
You get me back when you need me
and
kick me away when you dont need.
Talk to me nicely, call me, message me
when you need me.
ask me question.
help you.
when you dont need me,
shout at me across the class.
disturb.
WHATEVER!

MIND YOU!
I'M NOT A BALL!
NOT YOU NEED TO GOAL YOU TAKE ME BACK
DONT NEED,
KICK ME ASIDE!

I JUST FEEL LIKE SCOLDING VULGARITIES TO YOU!!!
MIND YOU PLEASE!

I ain't happy at all.
I lose happiness.
My dictionary no longer has the word happy.
All was just about fake...

Thanks to you...
Please dont bother me again!

2009-09-28T21:56:00.000-07:00

The feeling are no longer right....

I'm here again. Although N level's in 7 days time. Hahas. =D Didnt do revision today. Goona start later. Let me finish my show in 20 minutes time 1st =D

Stayed at home the whole day yesterday. Slept at 2+am on saturday night. Woke up by my mum at 10.40... I remembered. Because she said, "faster wake up, papa waiting downstair, 11 O'clock already" I blur blur walk out of my room. Saw the clock. SHOUT "Bluff me! Only 10.40!" Still went to wash up. Count count count, i only sleep for like 8 hours? Where enough!? Never mind. I will have enough sleep for all I want after N level. So can't wait for N level to finish. Then I'll have my freedom to do anything, go anything and most importantly forget everything about study! NO WAIT! Just remember. 10 nov I'm having O leve chinese. Darn it! Shouldnt have re-take! I really regret re-take siol! Eeeerrrrr! Don't talk about it ler! I goona get A1 man! Darn it!

Today(Monday)
Schooling as usual.....
English: Computer lab again =) This lesson is suppose to plan something larhs... hei hei. I love planning things.... =) This lesson doesnt look like any English related lesson =D
F&N: Abnormal. Nort very normal... But lesson as usual.... Half way, dont know what the class do, that particular teacher dont know what happen... Say interested to learn go her table. OK, I'm interested. I go... =)
Recess
MT: Also abit abnormal... Lesson as usual. And played a game... From 1 word, become a sentence. The sentence must add more words, only can add cannot less 1 word... So funny. Kept laughing. And kept wanting to die liao. But still got ideas to live again. hahahahahas. crap!
Physics: Also abnormal... Abit sot sot derhx... Still i got listen. + laughing. Someone sitting infront of our "information counter" talking. Cannot tahan...
Math: Also abnormal... Want teach, dont want teach. Never mind. I dont lose anything.

Today, dont know why all the teachers abit abnormal....

Lunch with ruoyi.. blar blar blar.... Home. Bathe. Went lot1 with my brother. Stayed at the library and read books =) Bought mooncake for my father =) See, I so guai right =)

5 more minutes! =D To the show finish. Then i'll go study.... =)

Gdnight! =) I'm sick.... Pray hard I can get to sleep today... Couldnt get to sleep yesterday due to kept coughing and sneezing...

My uniform abit too big today... Even Adeline said so...

I miss you

2009-09-26T22:44:00.000-07:00

Very nice right!? of course larhs. my choir leh..
I love this day! and my choir member. =)

during PE, using adeline phone zi lian. oops!

while waiting for ahbear =)

I very busy talking on phone with TAN RUO YI =)

at chermaine house.

with liting using piano derhx reflection =) during master class. hahas
mdm hia ask me look after mahs. so sit there. hahas =D

infront of the piano. while waiting for master class to start
making use of the piano reflection =D
nobody inside mahs. hahas.

wore vest to work =)

So cute right!? all walk past. all was like.
"wa! so cute!"

You make me change my mind...

Surprisingly, I'm at home at this timing. Usually I'm out on Saturday night. =) Because, papa got to work tonight. So I'm at home now =) Tomorrow too, cause his boss's son marry. Then? What has to do with the employees? Earn ang bao har? So? Study out tomorrow? With who? hrmm....

Wednesday:
WHAT HAPPEN? Forgot. nvm.... only remember. After lesson, lunch break, physics remedial. Before remedial start, I went to the toilet. Went in saw 3 girls sitting on the floor. Nort changing, clothes or shoe. But talking, listening to song. "huh!?" toilet talking, listening to song!? No other place meh?? Toilet leh that one. faint! Sit down nvm. In the middle of no where. Good enough, they let me cross over, if not goona scold them. !@#$%^&*&() In the middle of no where.... People want wash hand also nort, want go in cubical also nort.

Went in class didnt saw albert chia. I almost say "where is albert chia!? 2.30 liao leh!" lucky never say out. Walk in the class, turn, saw him. hahas =D So pathetic uh. Remedial, 4 person.... Still I left 2 or 3 paper left.... hei hei =D Better than nothing. Goona do later.... Really must liao... and chinese. and math. study history. + abit of chemistry. WA! like alot leh.... faint!

After remedial. Crap awhile. Went choir. Got master class. Actually wanted to join them. But see the instructor dont want liao. hahas. Then mdm hia pull me in. ask me go learn. Keep chair 1st. So after that, I gave mdm hia an excuss " mdm hia, i dont want go master class, i want go choir learn the dance, i want perform for spectrum ' mdm hia look at me dont know what to say. hahas. then tell liting " she everytime give de excuss i cnt say no" hahahahahahas =D cos my excuss everytime valid! hahahahahas =D i kept laughing. Then ms cheong came in mdm hia so call complain to her. Then i walk over and tell ms cheong "mdm hia cnt tahan me" hahahahahahahas =D didnt want to join them for master class, but i was infront of the piano watching. hahas. then mdm hia ask me look after the whole thing. -.- actually want go out gai gai with liting derhx wor.. too bad larhs... Then they do the dont know what. must pair. got 1 person no pair. So i kana pull out to pair with her.... -.-

finish everything... went home... so tired... bathe, and faster out. lot1 library, do homework. hahas. at home do cnt down. Went home after they say 15 more or 5 more minutes to library close. AXS see see. nothing. cnt. Walk home. =) Thanks for walking me home =)

Had dinner. Share with mummy... cnt eat finish...

Thursday:
School. Walk to school, hot. Morning assembly. The sky suddenly turn very dark... Sing national anthem half way started to rain a little. Then contiune with pledge. everyone was already talking liao. After that, all walk fast to shelter. nobody care when they say walk slowly or class by class. too bad larhs. start to rain when reach class. so cold... freezing... already sneezing like nobody business liao. 1st period, english, computer lab. cnt stop sneezing... sore throat somemore. lesson. blar blar blar.
After assembly, had history remedial... until 4++ so damn tired. half dead liao... Actually wanted to go home. So tired.. But mrs kwok in choir, so went choir. left 1 more hour. went... cos want to tell her something.. Went in. Almost fainted! nvm, dont talk about it... so sad larhs... Finish, went home... I'm in for spectrum =) 1 song only larhs =D

Fall asleep at 8+

Friday:
school as usual...
English. computer lab... again..
math. dont know when he gave that worksheet i dont have. people complain difficult. but ok leh. nort very... cos i know how to do. oops =P
History. Teach before... fall asleep... ms chong teach during remedial. so can sleep. hahas =D
recess
SS. but pull out for history class. long knew, shouldnt go. teach before. during remedial again. Ms chong use 2 hours to teach us but only use 40 minutes to teach the class. she rush through. and miss out 1 point. she say nvm. if it's the case of (something) skip 1 or 2 point nvm. OKAY! =)
FTCT. nothing.... just that our information counter must separate, hahahahahas =D hahahahs. cos ruyan, me, adeline and sophia. 4 table in row. hahahahahas =D ms toh say 4 ladies please. I answer back. I dont need. this my row. hahahahahahahas =D but true larhs, i dont need move dao. hahahahas =D bad siol me.. they move to me here i dont need move. hahas =D
Went home straight. papa come fetch me! hahahahahahas =D got car back home. So happy uh =D

bathe. online. awhile. out. went malaysia. without anyone knowing. till now =D nobody msg me. so... =) bought nobody for myself..... i'm craving for heels! I want that heels which i saw at causeway! aim dao liao! cnt go shopping larhs.... aiya!

back home. slept! tired....

Saturday: today larhs =D
woke up at 12+ finally i can sleep so long... cos last week work so didnt sleep well and long enough. beehoon again. forever, saturday derhx lunch beehoon. dont wanna eat finish... tired of it + full... watch tv all the way from 1 to 3+ then decide to go history.. hahas. bathe. lrt-ed to fajar... finsih at 5+ Astar coffee shop for, erm... me and munting only drink. the rest ate. only me, ruba, munting, huixian, daryl, alson and quanyuan went... ruba went home after history.. lrt-ed home... 7... out for dinner.. home. and i'm here =)

shall i go study now? or watch show 1st. I'm far behind the show man! already intend to sleep at 2? shall see how =)

will MIA, i think. N level's in 8 more days...

I miss you.

2009-09-22T21:15:00.000-07:00

Don't dwell on it....

I just realise hor, I ALMOST forget to bring my hp out on saturday before going to work. =D Was searching for my hp in the lift. Then found out my hp on my table. Went up and take. hahas. First time forgot bring my phone out. Everytime is anything also can forget jiu hp wont forget. but this time forgot hp. -.- hahas. =D

Sunday:
Woke up at 10. Had breakfast cum lunch with family. Then papa drove me to Bangkit derhx bus-stop. 190 was FULL! The bus-driver dont want open the door. So wait for another bus. 11.35 already! Cannot liao, CHIONG. Be typical Singaporean. =D Bus come, faster go infront infront. If cannot get up, wait for another bus, i comfirm late for work. Hahas! Can get up! hahas. So stand all the way. Hahas. No jam. Very fast reach Orchard. When bus stop at fareast, I was push to the middle. -.- I was thinking how do I get out... SQUEEZE! hahas. And EXCUSS ME! =D Walk very fast. Irritating cnt enter from front door, must go office building. Go through the guard. Punch card. Put bag at the guard there. -.- No promoter badge again. nvm. Can anyhow go... gai gai. hahas =D Reach there almost fainted! My wagon so messy! 1hour then finish tidy up. phew! Oh ya! End up late for 1minute. hahas =D I clever, got 2 punch card machine. ! is accurate timing. Another 1 is late 3 minutes. If I late I punch the late 3 minutes 1. Knock off punch the accurate 1. hahaahahahahahahas =D The aunties promoter there also liddat. hahahahahas =D
So bored! Nobody. Got people but nobody buy... Got a lady bought 6 pyjamas. hahas. so happy! Canteen for break... slowly ate for 30minutes. Not nice. Faint! No choice, Cheap food are all like this.... Go back work place. fold fold fold. "aunty, I still got 30minutes, help me look after I go gaigai" hahahahahahahahas =D Really go shopping =D I want the m)phosis bag and that the slipper. heihei! cnt shopping, aim things liao....
Go back work. Counting down 2 more hours to knock off. hahas. Very fast. 8 liao. "auntieS byebye!" hahas. auntieS so jealous, they some 8.30, some 9 then knock off. hahas. Punch card, take bag. OFF I go!
Wait for that bloodly bus for so damn long man! 1 bus wait for 20minutes! Bloodly hell! Bus to jurong west. ahgong hse. Cake! My brother bday. =) Everybody saw me was like "wa! work ar!? Earn how much ar? Treat me hor" faint! =D
Home. Bathe. Cannot liao. Sleep after watching xing guang da dao.....

Monday:
Woke up at 10.30 mummy bought me breakfast cum lunch. but she came back at only 10.55. -.- Rush eating. Then rush out. Took LRT instead of walking. bus 190 to orchard. Chiong again. Typical singaporean again. =D Punch card, 12.03! nvm. hahas =D Never faint. Nort very messy the wagon... Wore vest to work. aunty was like "wa! today wear until so nice ar? say mahs, I also have." hahahahahahas. I last day uh. =D
!st 4 hours pass very slow.... So bored! totally nobody... But sales was good for the 1st 1 hour only. The manager came and ask how was sales. I reply ok. she say your company now on the list. i "huh?" she say sales very good tml meeting must say out. hahahas. so happy uh! Sales very good my pay got add? hahahahahahas =D
Jingting came to find me for dinner. =) Ate Long John Silver. =) very long never eat already. Then go gai gai. hahahahahas =D Go back work... Time very fast pass liao.. KNOCK OFF! hahas. All the auntieS byebye. Abit cant bear. The aunties there very cute and funny. Actually very good but act until like enemy. I was laughing. Cannot tahan =D
Went bakery bought bread for breakfast next day. =)
Then 190 home. raining... Ruoyi call me on the way back home =) So tired...
Bathe, online. Dao liao. Slept. But somehow, cant get to sleep....

Tuesday:
Woke up. VERY TIRED!!! School...
Physics: talking + listening. hahas. But really got listen larhs. Cause not I talk. I listen to them talk. + copy down answer =D
SS: free period. Suppose to be studing... end up discussing something else =D So funny! =D
Chemistry: Still discussing. hahas =D + listening + copy down answer.
Recess
Math: Doing, doing and doing. Last 10 minutes. Cannot liao. Slept for 10minutes.
MT: Quite quiet. =D SO girls is more clever. hahahahaahahahahas =D HUA QUAN. OKOK. i remember. hahahahahahahas =D funny!
Finish~
Had lunch with Ruoyi at subway. shared! =) Walk walk. block downstair slack. Then home. Bathe. Then I'm out again... Causeway =) With Adeline, Sophia, Ruyan, Munting, Haiqal and Yingxin. =) Walk walk... Bought something. Cannot go shopping. I aim dao Necklaces and heels. hee =D AND AND AND Flats! hahas =D Wait till I get pay... and save enough. =D Then I'll get the heels 1st! hahas. Yi jian zhong qing. See, try, yes! I'm in for it! I want! =D Cannot go shopping seriously... Tml goona mugged in study liao... Got physics remedial tml. Thursday and friday got history remedial...
home. dinner. and i'm here. I think i goona sleep early liao. tired.. give me 24hours also nort enough =D

Preharps I just dont really understand you. Whatever I say here to you is just a waste of time. You wont come and see. and you wont even bother I still exist.

Preharps I've wrong you. Only you knows the answer. Too busy for a message? Then after work? Before work? After you wake up? 1 message doesnt spend you whole day bah? Preharps I really dont understand you.

I dont wanna miss you..